Chapter-40
Back to the present
"Jungkook-ah,are you excited for today?" Jin asks Jungkook who is busy arranging everything in the movie set.
Today they're gonna officially start the shooting of the movie.
Jungkook is so happy.
Finally his dream will come true.
"Yes, hyung. I'm so excited," Jungkook says smiling.
But,the smile doesn't seem real to Jin.
He has seen Jungkook smile before.
That cute bunny smile that makes you feel happy too.
But,now there's no glow in Jungkook's big doe eyes.
They're so dull and empty.
Jin feels sadness watching Jungkook like this.
"Director Jeon, Taehyung-ssi is here," a staff informs Jungkook as Taehyung comes walking into the set. Jungkook breathes hitches.
"How can someone be so handsome?" Jungkook thinks.
No matter how many times he sees Taehyung,his mind gets all crazy for Taehyung.
"He can never be yours, Jungkook," Jungkook reminds himself.
Taehyung doesn't go to Jungkook immediately.
He wants so much.
He wants to hug his bun, shower him with his kisses.
But he knows he has to wait.
"My bun is so cute," Taehyung thinks as he looks at Jungkook who is busy talking to the staff.
"His eyes are so dull now," Jin says sitting beside Taehyung.
Taehyung looks at him with a questioning look.
"I just saw him smiling, Taehyung. His smile, it's an empty hallow. Do you remember his eyes, Taehyung?" Jin asks.
His eyes?
Of course, Taehyung remembers it.
Those big doe eyes which have the whole galaxy in them. It would light up Taehyung's whole world when Jungkook smiled.
Taehyung nods at Jin.
"They are so empty now, Taehyung," Jin says.
He has seen both of them grow up. Maybe after his dimple,he loves these two kids the most.But, looking at them hurting,it is hurting him too.
Taehyung nods his head.
"Okay, everyone is here. So we will start now," Jungkook says.
Everyone becomes busy as they start. Taehyung and Jin go to the center of the set.
Jungkook explains the scene to them. The first scene is a crime scene.
Taehyung and Jin have to follow a suspect as the suspect goes to a hotel.
The shooting continues till lunch time.
"Good job, everyone. Thanks for your good job," Jungkook says to everyone.
"Hyung," Namjoon comes to take Jin to have lunch together.
"My love," Jin says kissing Namjoon softly.
Namjoon blushes looking down. Only this man can make him shy.
Jungkook looks at them longingly.
They are still the same.
Taehyung looks at Jungkook looking at his brothers.
"I'll love you more than that,bun," Taehyung thinks.
Jungkook leaves the place.
He feels sad.He wants Taehyung.
He wants to be like Namjin.
But it is just a dream.
A dream that will never come true.
Jungkook takes a big breath as he looks in the mirror.
He has changed everything. Everything that Taehyung liked.
That cute coconut head,cute face,soft body, everything has changed.
He's not the same as Jungkook anymore.
But still one thing that hasn't changed is his love. His love for Taehyung.
"I need to pull myself together. I can't mess this up," Jungkook thinks.
"Bun," a soft voice calls him.
A voice that he has longed to hear so much.
A voice that always soothes him.
A voice that reminds him that he is safe.
A voice that he loves.
A loves that makes him fell loved.