Chapter-9
Tomorrow is the day Jungkook has to face the person he ran away from three years ago.
Jungkook doesn't know what to do. He should be happy to see his love again but part of him knows that seeing him will only bring more pain to him.
" I wish you loved me too," Jungkook thinks.
"Hey,mom," Jungkook says calling his mother.
" Jungkook,are you alright? Are you taking your medicine?" His mom says.
"Yes,mom,"
" Good. We miss you,son."
"I miss you too. I'll visit you guys soon."
" Take care,bun," his mom says disconnecting the call
.
Jungkook feels like an idiot.
For him his parents had to suffer so much.
He is lucky to have such parents.
Jungkook looks outside the window. It's almost night time.
Jungkook hates night.
He can't sleep without those pills. He is afraid to even close his eyes. He is afraid to see those days.
He is afraid that he wants to go back to that time.
Jungkook knows that he is broken and he can't fix him.
Some people may think it's his fault but it ain't.
Not everyone can move on easily.
"I was so happy when you came to me. I felt so loved.You showed me what it feels to be in love.
I'm thankful for that. I know it's not your fault.
We can control our feelings.
But,I wish you gave me a chance to prove my love.
I'm sorry that I ran away.
I was a coward. I'm still am. I don't want to face it.
Do you still remember me? Remember us?" Jungkook says wishing he could say these words loudly.
But,he can't.
"Jungkookie,are you there?"
" Hyung," He said as he came out of the stairs.
"What happened?" He said angrily when he noticed cuts on Jungkook's face.
Jungkook didn't say anything but he still understood.
He took Jungkook in the nurse's office to get medicine for his cuts.
The next day, Jungkook's bully was bitten very badly.
When, Jungkook asked him about it he just hugged him and said," None will ever hurt you,my bunny,I promise."
"You never let anyone hurt me but what about you? What should I do when you hurt me the most?" Jungkook thinks as he remembers that memory.