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Chapter 36 - Set fuel to the fire

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"RYAN'S P.O.V"...

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I don't darn care if you break, I'd keep on threatening you, till that fool finally runs mad, till he finally leaves your pathetic life for good, forever...

Till you are finally mine, belong to me and only me, I won't ever let you be...

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"IVY'S P.O.V"....

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It's was ten times tighter than before, he held me, that fucking fool held my waist a whole lot tighter than before, it was a threat and I knew it too well...

He was threatening me, but I dare not cry for help, I dare not make a mistake now, not a single one.

My feelings, they were meant to be dead now, for her. I needed her to be save, that's all that matter..

My eyes drifting up yet again, It stares into his eyes, the little pieces of my heart, breaking yet again, as I kept on trying to shatter everything I have for him, right there, right now...

"Stay away from him, she'd be save, Be with him, I don't need to remain you...

I'd shatter her completely, everything you call dear, like magic, it would be gone... Choose wisely"...

It cause me shivers, his damn words hunts me every single second, his words echoes in my skull, it hunts me now, it makes me mad...

Am helpless, but this would be the end...

It would all end here, I would make it end, in order to save her life, I'd destroy everything...

The lump was back on my throat again, I could feel it, but now I know I had to be strong, I had to remain strong, that's was the only way to ease this fire, that was the only way to ease the pain...

My mind tells me, as I stare into his breaking eyes yet again...

I don't care for you, Charlie, I don't care, I assure myself, I tell myself that hurting lie, just so I won't break, just so I won't run mad, but yet again, the lies I tell myself, shatters me completely...

I kill myself, I lie to my soul, as I could feel my shaky hands, I feel it, slowly it lowers down, as it takes that scum hand away from my waist...

it's shaky, my hand is shaky, but no, would I make a mistake now. I try to control it, as I could feel it moving, yet again..

I feel it, it takes Ryan's hand away from my waist, but it didn't let go for once, my heart breaks again, but still I intertwine my hand with his...

Our hands were intertwined, the bond was tight, but yet again I died, yet again I kill myself, as I kept on watching him, watching Charlie break into a million pieces, but still, this was the best for us both...

Am sorry...

My burning heart cried out, as I watched him, as I tried controlling the tears from spilling out, as I tried becoming who I wasn't capable of being... A monster....

"I don't ever want to fucking see your face ever again" I yelled out, our eyes meeting, I look away, trying to fight back the burning tears from spilling, I blink twice, the tears was gone...

My shaky eyes slowly wandering back to him again, his eyes shows me everything, he wanted to speak, but his lips were failing him, his heart was.

This was the best...

"Let's go" My faint voice whispered out, my eyes slowly moving away his, it landed on that scum, my blood boiled, but still I stared into his hazel eyes, into Ryan's, as I tried forcing out a smile...

The grin that always made my blood boil was back there again, he knows what he's doing, my heart tells me, but all I could do was watch, as the mischievous grin appeared.

It spread round his face, but I did nothing..

I am helpless, he knows I am, he loves the sight of my tears...He's my god now..

I feel our hands, it was still intertwined, his wicked legs finally moving, he takes me away from my lover, he takes me away from my existence, from life itself....

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"CHARLIE'S P.O.V"...

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My eyes shakes, I watched her, she uttered those lines out, her eyes fighting the tears from spilling...

She didn't mean it!...

My heart tells me, it assures me, before I die, before I lose my mind, I got my answers, it was written on her eyes, but still my head spins.

I tried, but I failed, my heart breaks, as I look at her hand, it was intertwined with that fool's, I was running mad...

Why is she doing this, my heart cries, it cries for mercy, it cries for help, as I watch her slowly.

Slowly, she turns towards him, the useless smile creeping up his face, it was torture, yet I watched it all....

"Let's go" Her voice whispered out, it stares into his disgusting eyes, he takes my lover away...

I watch it all, my world crashing before my very eyes, yet I did nothing...

I did nothing doesn't me I give up, doesn't me am weak, doesn't mean I would let him take my life away and I'd do nothing about it.

No!, I won't let that happen, I would never be able to bare it...

Without her I'd die, there's no meaning to life, with every breath I take, she owns it all...

I need her and I'll get her back, all cost, no matter what it takes, he would pay, oh he would, he would never win, I swear....

"I'll find out what's going on" I tell my failing heart, as I could feel my hand creeping up to it, it's failing without her, am dying...

"I'd get you back" My voice whispering out, I stare at their distant shadow, hands still intertwined, my heart bleeds, but I dare not give up now...

"I'll destroy him...

"You'd be mine again, I swear".....