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All this thoughts kept eating me up, slowly it kept drowning me, my soul's boiling with rage, but my mind tells me to mind my business...
To leave like I heard nothing, it tells me to go home, yet my rage doesn't want to me to listen, I do not want to leave, I can't stand this disgusting act, I would stop it now...
My burning heart yells, as I could feel my fist, it clenches with rage, I am in no control now...
My legs walks to the door, the voices becoming more audible with every step I took, yet I did not stop for once...
My angry hands finally reaching the handle, it grabs it, it yanks it open, my eyes wandering inside, it widens, my hand drops the bag ...
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My eyes looked, but it wasn't up to a minute, I regained myself again, it was lifeless, completely...
I felt nothing inside me, why would I, what was I expecting...
I should have knew....
My eyes looks away, it can't bare to see the disgusting sight, my hand bending down, it picks up the bag, my legs turns around to leave, yet the bastard voice calls out, he dare utter my name, he dare speak...
"Ivy Stop right now!" The bloody bastard yells, my fist clenching again, I try to control the disgust, the irritation, the burning rage, but no, my lips won't let me, it parts, I watch it...
"Go to the fucking hell" My lips spat out, I knew he heard it all, I want him to, I fucking cared less...
My legs in control, it walks away, I vanish away from the disgusting sight...
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"RYAN P.OV"...
I watch her, she walked away, her expression blank, my heart raced...
"What the fucking hell just happened here" My fist clenching, my hand grabs unto my shirt stained with that fucking girl's lipstick, my heart boils, yet I put it on, I got no damn time of this....
My legs knowing what it should do, I watch it take control...
"Where are you going" The damn bitch calls out to me, my legs stopping, it made my blood irritated...
I watch my fuming eyes, it turns to her, as quick as the lightning, her damn eyes swelling up, it was disgusting, she pissed me off again...
"How dare you question me" My fuming eyes staring into her pathetic soul, I watch her shiver under her clothes, her shaky hands lifting up, she tucks her blonde hair behind her ears, my fist clenches the more...
How could I have forgotten how much I despise blonde hairs, how could I?...
I argue with the raging demon within me, my spiteful eyes peaks into her soul again, it makes my blood boil, I got no time of this shit...
My legs turns around to leave again, yet this bitch had the gut to stop me again, Some guts...
"Do you want to leave me, how can you leave, you love me, don't you, you do, right?, please"...
Her voice bleeding into my ears, it was enough now, I am done with this shit...
"You mad?" My raging voice echoing, but my hands got no time for calmness, it took control, it grabs unto her face, I squeeze it with my tight grip, am not going to spare her now...
How dare she....
My eyes into her soul, I watch her rain her disgusting tears, yet again she pissed me off...
"You just get what am going to say now" Her eyes shaky, she was useless to me...
"Stay away!" My voice echoed out, I let go of the blonde bitch face, I watch the pathetic fool, she staggers backwards, her head hitting the mirror, it shattered into pieces, it rained her pathetic blood...
She's useless...
Her eyes slowly closing, I was done with this bloody shit..
My leg turning round, it walks away, am gone...
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My legs marching out of the darn bathroom with my boiling blood, my eyes looking around, she wasn't here anymore....
The green eyes was trying to play smart with me, it irked me completely, it pissed my blood off, but no, I was no master of defeat, am no failure, I'll find her...
I tell my burning self, as I watch my legs, it moved forward, deep into the hallway, yet it was empty...
Where the fucking hell is she, I let out my burning rage, my hand slamming the damn locker, I watch it bleed, yet that wasn't important, no big deal, I could take care of it anytime...
I tell myself, as I stared at the flowing blood spilling out of my hand...
"Damn!" I yelled, tearing a little piece of cloth from my shirt, I wrap it round the useless blood, the blood disgust me...
She dared leave when I said she shouldn't, It spat out, my burning lips did...
My raging eyes drifts, it stares at my hand, the cloth is covered completely with blood, my blood reaching it climax, it bangs the locker again, the blood spills out again, but now, it was enough now, I've had enough of this shit...
It stares, my burning eyes looking back to my hand, I watch my bloody fist clenching, I won't be defeated, I won't fail, she dare show me her arrogant attitude again...
She dare think I would leave her now, she's trying to have wings again, trying to fly..
My raging lips spat out, I hit my bloody hand in the locker again, I cared less of the blood from me, she was the one I wanted blood from now...
I would crush it all, piece by piece, I would break all her wings..
"Now, you will die, now...
"I . WILL . KILL . YOU!"...
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"IVY'S P.O.V".
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I didn't stop for once, I would never, I could hear the locker banging over and over again, I knew too well it was the mad man displaying his insanity, but still I didn't stop, not for once.. Never!...
Let him have a taste of his own poison. Enough was enough, if I fall, I would let him join me in the destruction, the doom...
If I burn, he would burn with me...
I tell myself, it was enough, I have had enough, not anymore...
I am sick and tired of him, sick and tired of the bastard making life more shitty for me, I won't accept this any longer, no I won't be weak anymore...
I tell myself, the teardrop falling off my eyes, I have had enough, I forcefully wiped it away, as I grip unto my bag a whole lot tighter...
It fell off, I wipe the goddamn tears again, it kept on making my vision blurry, it kept on making me feel weak, but am fucking tired of all this, I really am...
I wipe the tears away, as I held the bag tighter, my eyes finally lifting up again, it catches something, it widens, my breaking eyes did, but there was no escape now, I ran out of luck...
The bag falls on the floor again, all it content out....
For the first time in eternity, Ivy Hathway heart stops...
I breathe no more....