I can't believe K's warm and soft lips is all over mine and his big hands gripping both my jaws.
It looked like I was the one who initiated this passionate kiss because he's the one leaning the back of his head against the door and my fingers are currently sinking onto his firm shoulders.
The edges of his smooth hair tickled the upper surface of my fingers but my complaint came out as a moan and his tongue teasing the insides of my mouth went even harder than ever.
I was gasping for air as soon as his lips departed and it feels like all the bones in my body disappeared all at once.
"I miss your fluffy cheeks…"
K mumbled under his breath and while caressing my left cheekbone with his thumb. My heart raced at his intense gaze and I thought he would take me right there and then but he just took a deep breath and finally answered his phone.
I faintly heard Fuma's worried voice.
"What happened? I saw Sooha arguing with some guy out on the streets. Were you able to talk to (Y/N)?"
"Yes. Don't worry about that. And sorry for the wait."
"Hurry up. One of the residents just came home and that girl might call the cops on me thinking I'm some weirdo stalking someone out here."
"Yeah. I'll be there in a sec."
K pressed the end call button and slide his phone back inside his front pocket.
"I have to go."
He said softly and yet his grip around the back of my waist isn't loosening at all.
"Yeah… you should."
I braced my palms on the floor beside him to stand but he wouldn't budge.
"K-K… let me go…"
"Please just a minute more…"
He whispered and pulled me in for a hug. His arms wrapped around my back and I had no other option but to do the same.
K's musk perfume is so intoxicating and the warmth of his toned body is making me crazy. I suddenly don't want this to end yet there's no way he'd choose to stay.
"Please stay…"
I had a mini heart attack at my own words spilling out of my thoughts but luckily he didn't mind.
"I want to, but not today…"
K pulled away and cupped my cheeks ever so gently.
"I promise I'll come back in the near future. Will you wait for me?"
His puppy eyes hypnotized me into saying yes.
He braced his available arm on the carpeted floor to rise up and carried me to my bed.
My heart was beating fast thinking he might do something before leaving, however, I only received a light peck on the forehead as he placed the fluffy blanket up over my chest.
He was long gone when Sooha came back. I planned to talk to her tomorrow after work because it's already late but she knocked on the door and called my name.
"(Y/N)… are you mad?"
I was surprised that Sooha was rather nice than what I envisioned her to be, considering she's got a very confident personality.
I stood up and opened the door to let her in.
"Not really."
I simply said and sighed deeply.
"I'm really sorry! He just came barging in, he said he wanted to talk after I broke up with him. I swear I never brought him here."
"It's alright."
"Can you please help me explain it to K? He just kept ignoring me when I called him earlier."
She begged and squeezed my hands. I choked on my reply so I just kept my thoughts inside my head.
"I really like him and I know he likes me too. He treats you like his little sister so he'll definitely listen to whatever you'll say."
"Ah, uhm, I'm not sure about the last one."
"Please (Y/N)! I broke up with my ex just to be with him because he's so hot and nice. Everything about him is perfect."
It felt like a bunch of daggers pierced my heart hearing her head over heels with K. I suddenly want to drown in cold water because my throat is drying out.
After all those years and tears I never thought we'd be able to clear our misunderstandings, much less to come back to what we used to be. Way better than before because he's even bolder.
"I never wanted a man in my life more than I want him to be mine. I think I'm in love with him."
My head feels like it's going to burst.
How am I gonna explain that he's already kind of taken? If I tell her the truth, she'd feel upset because K just used her.
If I give way for them, chances are K will get mad at me for sacrificing my feelings for him when I could just be straightforward for our sakes and face the consequences afterwards.
Did I do something horrible in my past life that fate is always trying to ruin my rare happy moments?
How can I choose between the two people important to me? And how can I be happy knowing one of them is hurting because of me?