Chapter 4 - New Light

It's Weird

Earlier I hear something explode.

And Later I hear someone fighting.

Then this guy came

.........

So who is this guy?

I think I've seen this guy before.

But

Where is it? where I have seen this white hair guy?

Hmm

.....

Yep

I can't remember it.

No, I definitely never saw this guy that's what my brain telling me...But this feeling...

I feel I have forgotten something...

I can't explain this weird feeling, I feel something blocking me, but my feelings also let me know that I just have not seen him but more like Know Him.

It's the same frustrating feeling when you can't remember a song you've ever listened to.

.........

Hmm

Yeah

No matter how much I try it, I can't remember it.

But can this white hair guy help me? or what did he just show and leave without trying to help me?

I mean I get it this is not his problem.

someone who I have respected so much, ever saying "it's your life, your problem"

No matter where your life is, nature will not be kind enough, to say it's okay to be weak.

So if this guy leaves then it's still all right.

It's your life and this is my life.

So just go, save your own life, I won't blame you.

Even if I were in this guy's position, I doubt I will help someone when you look like that.

no matter you see it you are the one who has been.

so hurry up and get out of this place

...................

Bell:....

The boy looked shocked not only because there was a frozen person in front of him but because he saw what he shouldn't have seen, at least not in his current condition.

The fact that he saw the person still breathing burned into his mind.

Bell: ( What are you doing, you have to hurry up and get out of this place )

Bell: ( Let's go..I have to go, back to Lilly, Welf-San, And Kami-Sama )

Bell: ( I can't let myself die in here when I already make a promise to Kami-Sama to go back... )

"I Want to become a hero"

Bell: ( I can't I'm still weak, and with my conditions like this even If I can let this person get out from this ice, I can't protect him, it's already full with myself... )

"A hero With a power who can help someone in need".

Bell: I can't!

the boy grits his teeth with a face full of frustration and seems like wants to cry.

Bell:......

His mind tells him to go, but there is something that held him and makes him stay.

"He is someone who fights with just a little power but still wants to defy destiny".

Bell:...

I can't

I'M Sorry.

I can't

I'm Sorry

But

This is impossible

"A hero Who makes impossible become a limitless possibility"

Bell:...I Can't

I'm still weak

There's is nothing I can do.

............

The boy already make a step to get out of this place

The step who will betray his dream.

The dreams that he has held on to for so long

..............

"You're a coward, aren't you?"

A word in his mind.

from the memory of someone he idolized

Her Words, when they trained together.

................

"Bell"

"If anyone has the right to be called a hero, It's not the one who took up the blade.

It's not the one who raised his shield, nor the one who healed the wounded

But

The only one who Can truly risk their life may be called a hero".

.........................

A Word that belongs to someone who has already gone from his world.

A Word From someone important to him.

The boy suddenly stop his wounded legs to take another step.

Rather than go,

The boy came back again to ice prison.

Bell: ...

The white-haired boy gets out his knife.

Bell: Are....you alright?

From the voice that the boy let out, it was clear that there was still doubt within the boy.

But then the boy grits his teeth with serious eyes.

Bell: I will get you out from there.

..................

.....: I can't!

Umm...

What?

why is this guy suddenly yelling?

Since earlier he just stood in there.

huh, if you want to go just go.

I will not hate you or blame you to leave me in here.

So go, I will get back to sleep again.

...

Oh, he finally wants to leave this place.

That's right.

Hurry up and get out of this place.

No matter where your life is, There is something out of your reach.

If You save one person then you have left the other to die.

It's already the rule of nature.

I know you are someone who probably has a kind heart.

if you have not then you have already gone without thinking a second time.

But

This time you have to give up.

........

Hmm?

Oi.

hello.

Excuse Me.

Why did you even come back again?

Bell: Are...you alright?

?

Well if you have asked me, except I can't move, I can't talk, I can't even do something.

I'm quite alright.

...........

Bell: I will get you out from there.

............

Is this guy really serious?

Why?

It's not even your problem.

Are you so blind that you can't look at your own self?

it's clearly the one who needs the most help here is you.

So hurry up and go.

...................

.......................

But this guy...

why are you even trying so much for someone who you don't know?

.......

Is this guy know me?

So that's why he help me?

....

Seems it's not like that.

.......

So this guy's action

Probably from his own heart.

Or

More exactly "justice".

...........

But yeah

Since earlier the more I look at this guy

the more nostalgic feelings fill me.

........

Do I know this guy?

My mind tells me I don't know this guy.

yeah, that is for sure.

But

I Can't shake this weird feeling.

My feelings tell me that I know him.

...........

But even so with just that knife, you can't destroy this Ice Prison.

So hurry up and give up already.

yeah, you already doing your best.

even just for that, I thank you, you know.

So hurry up and get out of this place already.

......

..............

Bell:...First, I apologize for opening this ice in this kind way.

Bell: this is quite painful, So hang in there.

.........

Hmm?

Now what?

you can't destroy this prison with that knife.

.....

Wait...

He says something like "painful" right?

What? is he gonna do?

the boy pointing his hand that was filled with stars to ice prison then.

Bell: FIREBOLT!

..........

W..HAT...?

How can fire suddenly appear?

Flamethrower?

What is this?