I and ruby watched as Kate and Kogna walked out into the cold night, "mum found the man hilarious". "oh really?". "yeah", Ruby replied and added, "I am glad she likes his company".
"yeah me too", I replied and headed upstairs,
"if you will excuse me Ruby,". "wait spooky" she walked to me and clasp one hand in mine and stare into my eyes openly, "you look so elegant babe," I whispered.
"I have to walked up to you to squeezed it out of you, so don't think I am flattered by the compliment in the least," she replied and asked, "do you find me that boring?".
I couldn't help but look at the woman sharply, "and what makes you say that Ruby?".
"why do I feel like no matter how close I am to you, you seem so far away from my reach Spooky?".
"well I am here right in front of you now Ruby". "That is not what I am talking about, and you know it."
"well Ruby, its either you have watching so many novellas, or reading lots of romantic fantasy. I will advise that you bring you mind to the here and now, for this moment is all we have lady,".
"yes spooky, you are right, except I found your heart missing, right here right now". "well, then I think I have nothing more to say lady, have a goodnight."
I freed my hand from hers and headed upstairs, I need a clear mind to think, and plan very well for what lays ahead.
After all I have been through with the lady, I was not expecting her to make reference to something I am already battling with, her words cut deep like a razor.
Perhaps my heart is missing. How will it not, when you have so many strange things happening all around you concurrently.
How did I ever got here? Now the nightmares are back in full force, and she is the trigger of all that, still I can't get her out of my mind.
They choose not to tell me about the incident in the grooves. If raise the topic, the air suddenly turns frisky.
Ruby claimed, Blazer saved her from the cat, but ended up getting killed. And I believed her, she has the fresh scars to show for it.
However, something is happening behind the scenes. I could smell and feel it yet I couldn't grasp it.
I have made a truce with Ruby, I couldn't help but create a distance. This relationship thing is not really my thing. Lord know I've tried.
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I was on the last prostration on the prayer mat in my room when I heard a gently knock, but because I haven't yet given salaam to close the prayer I couldn't answer to the door.
Impatiently the person walked in, it was her, I could feel her presence, but I must concentrate to end the prayer before I can react to her.
She sat on the bed and study me closely as I finished and wrapped up the prayer mat.
"I am sorry spooky about what I said earlier, the problem is I never found myself this confused in my whole life, and it feels so scary.
whenever I observe my own feelings, I don't know where to place what, I don't understand what we have, lord I don't know what it is…".
"come here babe", I open my arms to the only woman, that knows me more than I know myself yet found me unfathomable… she came into my arms resting her head on my chest.
"can you hear that?". "hear what spooky?". "the heart beat Ruby, please pay close attention, I want you to notice something."
We were both quite for a while and she said, looking up at me, "its beating faster, and seem to be increasing pace by each sec."
"is that convincing enough Ruby, no its not, because you believe in the power of words, words that comes with lots of elaborate descriptions about the things we feel, but have we ever wonder about the feelings that could not be express in words;
like the colors I see when I hear you voice, or the flagrance of your smile Ruby, or the transformation within me when you simply pout or lick your fingers and smack your lips.
oh maybe, we should talk about beads of sweat running on dimple chicks, or the looks on your face when you are having an orgasm, perhaps, the potency of your aura when you are angry and its effects on me, or the enthralling energies your body exude in the vicinity whenever you are around….
I can go on and on Ruby, yet to what end…. Know this Ruby, no woman has ever come this close to me, because you are this one woman I have to sense this things, and lord knows I hold them dear…"
I could sense the heaving chest of the woman rising and falling in my arms,
"and you are unlike any man I have ever encountered spooky. Lord you are so strange; I can't even discuss you with my friends, what a rich world you have up in your mind."
"its rich and beautiful when I am thinking of you Ruby, and you are all I have on my mind right now,".
"oh spooky…" she moans and tilts her head up for a kiss and I ravage her velvet sensual lips, I found her welcoming and warm, we both languish in the pleasure.
She eased out of her pullover revealing her silky green night gown, "the night is cold Ruby,". "not with you around, its not. In fact, I am burning inside." My heart leapt and my loins melt.
"oh, you never told me I was an energy source you tap heat from," I said before closing in on her, I couldn't have enough of the woman, and she had a way of turning me on every time.
Plunging into her mouth felt like a I penetrated her with my harden plug. She took my nipple in her warm mouth, causing me to curl my toes rasping for air, and she smiled at me innocently, well pleased of the effects of her actions on me.
she removed my t-shirt over my head to have full access to my body.
"what a physique you have here spooky, you should probably enroll in a fashion school as a model,". I laughed at the compliment. "I am glad you like it babe."
She was now at my navel, causing my body to quiver at the feel of her breath and the touch of her warm soft tongue on my skin. She is a very observant student, and now she seems to have a style of her own.
From my navel she proceeded down to my waist line, pulling my slacks down to free my bulging stallion.
She stared down at it ravenously and bite on her lower lip.
"no Ruby", "yes spooky, I want to do it so bad".
"no Ruby, not you, I mean…". "oh yeah spooky, I am your bad gal remember, I want to taste you in my mouth. probably drink from your vine gourd, when your juices spewed."
"no Ruby, please, at least not now, not today." "but when spooky?"
"when that time comes you will know." "don't tell me you are planning for the long howl."
"only as long as this will carry us, whatever that is. However, I want to taste your nectar babe".
We lay on the bed fully naked now under the sheets, our bodies warming each other. we were taking it slow, exploring and teasing, trying out unexplored spots on the body in hopes of unlocking more sensual energy to fuel the one we already had cooking.
the lady was all warmth, velvet and soft, moist and slick, quivering and wreathing when I moved her flowery bikini to one side to play cunnilingus with her pretty rosy naked flesh.
The energy in the earthly smell of her arousal is all the Viagra I needed to have the woman as long has her body can take the pleasure.
and what pleasure is there to match with that which is given freely, and in each giving am I rewarded a hundred fold.
I eat from her milky pot till she moans my name, pleading for me to take her, "please slide in spooky, please" she whispered, and I pretended not to hear.
She edged me to mount her and I gave into her every wish.
"look into my eyes Ruby", I rasped and she open her passion drunken eyes to bore into mine as I penetrated her slowly, the shared feeling of each sensation lay bare before us.
Feeling the sensation is one thing, while sensing, looking at it through the eyes and experiencing it in the moment whirls up a magic, incomparable to none other.
"you look so beautiful babe," I whispered as I saw her eyes tear up blissfully, and her jugular veins protrude. Her eyes took on different shades as I ride her in a slow rhythm, locking gazes with her and taking my time with every little stroke.
She tries to look away when the first orgasm strike home. "no Ruby, look into my eyes when you are coming babe, please don't look away".
I speed up the rhythm banging away, creating less sensitivity for me while moving her to high peaks of orgasm, after orgasm, "stop spooky, I feel like I am going to piss."
"yeah babe, don't worry about it, piss on me, that's a big one coming, don't worry it's not urine".
Her body jerk and convulsed, and she squeezed her thighs together as her squat came pouring in gallons wetting the sheets, as she moans and cry in ecstasy.
And I harvested from her more orgasmic sexual energy. it is all hers any way, I will haul all of it back to her when the time is ripe, but not today, not yet, not now….
I smile a toothless smile and draw the shy woman to me, after changing the wet sheets.