"No surely not" he says looking at me with his sparkly green eyes. A brown curl escapes from his hair and hangs over his forehead. For a second I'm so busy staring at him that I don't comprehend what he's saying.
"I told you I would love you all better, and I very much mean that in all aspects" he says.
I smile, good I'm so turned on and I didn't want to just go to bed. He turns me around so I'm facing the other way. His hands go between my legs and he starts touching me.
"You're so ready babe" he says.
He carries on touching me, his other hand on my hip bone holding onto me.
"Whose girl are you Taylor" he asks me and I gasp.
"Yours Matty" I tell him. He's acting possessive. He knows I love him right?
He eases one finger inside of me, bending me over slightly. It feels incredible, I moan his name over and over.
"Matty I want you inside of me" I ask him still leaning over the countertop.
"You do huh?" He says cheekily.
"How much?" He chuckles.
He keeps pumping his finger in and out of me. And I want him I can feel it building up inside of me.
"Completely and utterly" I tell him.
"Please" I beg.
"Fuck Taylor, you're such a turn on. Know how hard I am already" he says.
He removes his fingers and I smile because I know he's going to give me what I want.
I feel him slowly inch inside of me from behind.
I get lost in his rhythm, him thrusting in and out of me. Him moaning my name. His hands resting on my hips. It feels perfect, and I forget everything.
"You look incredible from behind babe" he says.
"You feel incredible from behind" I chuckle and he slaps my ass.
"Come for me baby" he says. His hand returning to my hip.
He slips his other hand in between my legs and continues thrusting into me. I gasp.
"It's feels perfect Matty" I tell him.
I feel the pleasure all at once and I call out his name. He holds my hips steady into him and he comes again inside of me.
I stand back up and face him smiling.
I look around me at the mess but can't stop smiling. Normally it would stress me out but not after that.
"We are not going in tomorrow I'll clean it whilst making breakfast" he smiles.
He puts everything in the sink and leaves it there. He carries my glass of wine upstairs after putting out the fire. We leave our clothes from earlier ditched on the kitchen floor.
I climb straight into bed naked I barely wore makeup today I don't even remember getting ready this morning I was so upset.
I lay next to him wine on the side and a glass of water too. I turn to face him after sipping my wine feeling much more like myself.
"Thanks Matty for the steak and for everything" I say staring into his green eyes.
"You don't have to thank me babe" he smiles.
"Yeah but I want too" I say. I put my arms around him. Massaging his back.
"You know how much I love you right?" I ask him.
He looks at me confused.
"You being possessive of me during sex is the biggest turn on ever. But I just want to know that you feel secure in our relationship" I say.
"Yeah fuck I'm sorry, I trust you. I know you're with me, I just let Jay get in my head a bit" he says watching me.
"I'm not having a go at you" I say.
"I like it when you say stuff like that." I add shyly.
He smirks and blushes slightly.
I'm still wearing my ring, which was a gift from him. There is not a moment, apart from if I'm washing, that I take it off.
"Yeah I just I dunno seeing you with him, and I'm not saying that you shouldn't you're in the same class but I mean earlier today I was trying so fucking hard to not lose it over him. He gets to me. I know him all too well" he says.
He doesn't mention me wearing Jays jumper but I know that plays a part in it. I was really thoughtless, I was also not in the right frame of mind whatsoever. I kind of didn't think about anything because I wanted to stop thinking about everything.
"I'm sorry I should not have worn his jumper it was kind of thoughtless of me and I won't again" I say to him.
"I was really feeling shit though at the time. I wasn't thinking at all about anything I just felt numb" I say.
"No i get it, I'm not having a go at you at all" he says smiling.
He pulls me into his chest and I'm ready to fall asleep with him.
He strokes my hair back occasionally kissing me. He's so affectionate lately. All the time. I need to up my game.
"I love you Taylor" he whispers to me. I smile looking up at him.
"I love you Matty" I say back to him.
"Your phone just lit up" he says looking at the bedside table.
I check it in case it's Ross and somethings happened to him.
"It's Rach." I say surprised and just hoping Jay hasn't shrugged her off already.
"She says do we wanna see Ross together tomorrow? They can meet us here as we're on the way?" I ask Matty.
"If you like babe?" He says.
"Oh go on then." I say texting her back.
"We'll all have to stop off at Ross' though" I say.
"I guess they're bunking uni" Matty laughs.
"You know if you wanna just take a day off without anybody else we can" he says once I've put my phone down. He smiles pulling me close to him in bed. I've turned my phone off this time.
"What time are they coming?" He asks.
"Morning but at least that gets it out of the way. I think there's a party tomorrow and they will be at that in the evening" I say.
"Okay babe" he replies arms engulfing me in a hug. I feel so loved by him his warm tanned arms pull me into him and I smile against his chest. He is so warm and I snuggle up to him.
"Night Matty" I tell him.
"Good night babe" he replies and I can sense his smile.