When we are at home Matty shows me that Rach and him bought some cocktail shakers and some booze and chasers.
"Perfect" I tell him.
I actually feel excited about going out now even if it is just to Ryan's.
I have a bath pinning my hair back so it doesn't get wet. Once I've washed and dried I dress in Matty's shirt, Rach won't mind. Plus it's like a dress on me. I put on my face cream and moisturiser. And I wait for her to arrive before doing anything else. I go down and Matty has the fire on he's sitting in front of it sipping brandy.
I laugh in the doorway.
"We are getting a cab tonight right?" I say
"I'm getting you drunk" I tell him.
"You are huh?" He laughs cheekily.
I go and sit in his lap. Straddling him.
"Mmm that's nice" he smiles looking at my bare legs.
"You feel great" he chuckles.
I laugh.
"You say that because you love me" I tell him.
He hands me a glass of wine from the side.
I sip it whilst sitting in his lap.
"You smell of apricots and honey again" he laughs.
"It's my moisturiser" I say.
"Can I eat you" he asks me seriously and then he smirks.
"No deal babe" I tell him smiling.
He wraps his arms around my back.
"Ugh you're so sexy even just in my shirt, with your hair back like that" he says.
"I haven't even got my makeup on yet or done my hair" I protest smiling at him.
"You do not need any makeup. You look good with it on and equally good without it on" he says.
He pulls my hips into him and I smile soon he will be unbuttoning my, well his, shirt.
I kiss him on his lips. He bites my lower lip and I arch my back slightly.
"You think we have time?" I ask him as his hands play with my knickers.
"Definitely not" he laughs.
"But I like playing with you" he tells me.
"Making you all wet" he says looking in my eyes.
"Down here" he says stroking me between my legs under my panties.
I close my eyes. His hands take over and soon I'm moaning his name in his ear.
"You're so fucking perfect Taylor" he says to me.
"I want you all the time" he adds.
"I want you too" I gasp.
"Mmm fuck baby you're so wet for me" he says in my ear.
He slips a finger inside of me. And by that point I know it's all over.
"I want you to come for me baby" he whispers.
I come undone in his hands when I finish he pulls me close and kisses me telling me that he loves me.
"That was great, and really unexpected" I smile at him still sitting on his lap.
There's a knock at the door, I jump and then laugh.
I get off of him. Matty answers the door and Jay comes in first his eyes travel over me and he gulps. Actually swallows and then looks away. No comments, no silliness. Oh Lord what have I done to him. I approach him and take his bottle of wine into the kitchen, we're not leaving for ages. He follows me and I pour him a brandy. I hand it to him and sip my wine. He stands away from me. That's fine by me to be fair.
I rest against the counter and drink my wine. Rach is approaching I can hear her over the radio in the kitchen.
"Let's have wine first that way if our cocktails are shit we won't care" I tell her laughing as she enters the kitchen. I grab her a glass and pour.
"That's a big glass" she says approvingly.
"That's what I thought" I say laughing.
"When did you guys leave Ross" she says.
"Couple hours later, the nurse said he'll be out in two days" I say.
"That's great" She replies.
"What you wearing tonight" she asks changing the subject.
"Oh I dunno yet. You?" I ask her.
"Oh I have options" she laughs.
"Let's change and let the boys choose"
She suggests enthusiastically.
I look at her bizarrely. She smiles unaware of my confusion.
"Ok" I say laughing.
We head upstairs with our wine.
I briefly wonder if she's ever been in Matty's room before and I weird myself out a little.
She walks in looking over her surroundings. The best thing about her is that she's an open book. She has never been in his room before, because she's as shocked as I was the first time. His room is clean and grown up looking. I turn on the curler, and the straightener for her. I work on my makeup first.
"What you doing makeup wise" she asks.
"Smokey eye I think" I tell her. Kim gave me a makeup masterclass. Im more than happy with the results of my look.
I apply bronzer over my cheekbones and a little blush. I then give myself winged eyeliner and lots of mascara. Rach glances over.
"Right I'm gonna need you to do my eyes" she smiles.
"Yours look fab" she says.
"Sure" I tell her.
I do her eyeliner and mascara and she's very happy with the results.
Next I curl my hair. I'm going for loose waves, I apply some root boost spray and get to work.
Checking on Rach she's gone for bolt straight hair. It looks good, I never, ever wear my hair straight.
My hair now reaches down my waist it takes me so bloody long to do. I just don't want any of it cut off though. I spray it with hairspray when I'm done and some frizz tamer.
"Okay outfits." She says.
"This is my first one" she tells me pulling out a dress.
It's snowing but I have to agree it will look nice on her. It's black and off the shoulder. Her next choice is a white strappy bodysuit. It's has a super low back and it plunges a little at the front, it's truly white not cream. And it's satin. It has teeny spaghetti straps and I love it. It's gorgeous, I want it. I eye it up and she laughs at me.
"You wanna wear it ?" She says.
"Please, I love it" I say. I give her my best smile.
"You can borrow some of my shoes" I laugh showing her my heel collection some of which are Kims, that she didn't want anymore.
Rach boggles.
"Deal" she says.
I quickly tan my legs with a mitt, my best tan that develops so quick and doesn't transfer. I want to wear a mini skirt and heels. Which is a bad idea in the snow. But when I saw the top I had an idea.
I let Rach get ready first while my tan settles. I use some tan eraser around my ankles. I even slip on my anklet that shimmers gold. Happy with the result of my tan I wait for her to be finished. I sip my wine. She turns around to reveal the dress. It looks so nice on her. She's gone for simple nude shoes. She looks great.
"Sod the boys" I say
"You were supposed to wear that dress" I laugh.
"Right your go" she laughs.
"You look hot Rach" I tell her smiling.
I get up facing away from her I put on the bodysuit with no bra.
"Think I'll need nipple thingys?" I ask her.
"Nah fuck it" she says.
"You're at a uni party not prom" she laughs.
I laugh out loud at her logic. I put a black mini skirt over the bodysuit. It hits way up my thigh, it's short. And it has a slit up one thigh. It's daring, it looks great with the top.
"Girl you look hot" she laughs shocked.
I put on Kim's maroon heels, they are high. But I'm all good with heels nowadays. I'm just going to wear my leather jacket and my small clutch bag.
I pull my hair forward and spray myself with perfume, I tell her she can borrow some.
We take a few cute pictures before heading downstairs.
I send her down first and hear Jay telling her that she looks gorgeous and I smile. They definitely could make this work.
I put everything away and check that the straighteners are off and the curler. When it's all clear I put Matty's shirt on my side of the bed for later.
I take one last glance in the mirror, I have to admit this is quite an outfit. I grab my stuff and head down the stairs focusing on not falling. They're all in the kitchen. Matty is facing the other way and Jay clocks me first. Rach is pouring more wine, she is going to be drunk before we leave.
Jay looks shocked. I think he's speechless. I go and top up my glass. Turning my back to him, which to be fair is also completely on show due to the low cut back of the top.
"Wow babe" I hear Matty stutter.
I feel his arms go around me and I smile.
I turn around to face him.
"You look woah" he says.
"Is woah good? Rach?" I ask her smiling.
"Very good" she says smiling at me standing by Jay who is still silent.
"Tay you look incredible" Matty says finding his words again. He places his hand on my back.
"Thanks baby" I tell him and I kiss him sweetly.
"Now let's make cocktails" I say.
I grab a shaker and pour in the ingredients for a Pornstar martini. Then I shake it up. Matty laughs.
I pour out two glasses insisting that he try it.
"Mmm that's good" he tells me, and he kisses me again.
"It is right?" I laugh already feeling tipsy.
"When you have the right ingredients it works" I laugh. He laughs along with me. Kissing me again.
"You two are adorable" Rach laughs.
"Here swap" I tell her giving her my cocktail to try.
"That's pretty good" she says.
After downing those we're about ready to get going. Whilst waiting for the cab, Matty goes upstairs and Rach gets her last shot of alcohol in the kitchen. I stand in front of the fire. I'm slowing down I know there is going to be a lot of alcohol later.
"Tay" he whispers.
"You look... I'm speechless" Jay says eyeing my legs.
"Hey you look great too in your blue shirt" I tell him. I walk over to him he's sitting in the chair. I stand in front of him.
Wow I'm drunk already.
"Don't be cheeky" he laughs. Eyes on my waist and thighs. The way he looks at me does things to me, like he can't imagine not touching me.
"You started it" I say and I put my hand in his hair lightly pulling at him.
"You're not wearing one are you?" He says seriously.
A while ago in our psychology lecture, Jay spent the whole time trying to work out whether I was wearing a bra or not. I wasn't and I'm not now.
I bend down sightly and whisper to him, "I'm not no". His eyes take in my bare breasts. Maybe I shouldn't have done that? What possessed me?
I go and grab my leather jacket and put it on and then I check my bag for my phone.
Jay's phone beeps which means the cab is here. He stands walks up to me and I'm frozen by his stare.
He walks past me to the door opens it and says ladies first. The cold air hits me and I shiver even in my jacket. I climb into the cab, Rach follows me. The boys lock up and head over.