***Jay's POV***
That was worth it.
Fuck me. Just her mere proximity. Completely addictive and intoxicating.
How she teases me and challenges me.
So she is currently wearing my jumper still and I'm very happy about that. I'm going to make sure that Matty sees that. Somehow. It clings to her bust and falls down loose over her waistline.
She glances up at me from her seat, she doesn't think I'm a monster anymore. I know that much otherwise she wouldn't let me touch her like that at all. I play it in my head, her hips and the curve of her back.
I yearn to touch her again. I can't though she needs to miss me until I find the correct moment. Then she will want more from me next time.
She was waiting for me to kiss her. Believe me I wanted too. I wanted to kiss her lips and then her neck. Hear her moan in my ear again.
I'm glad I left my tablet in here when I check it, it's recorded the lecture on speech to text. Now I just have to suggest to her that we head to the printer, near Matty, and print all of this for Ross.
I move my hand next to her thigh, I will not touch her. I'm just leaning her way. She glances down crossing her leg over. And now I have a full view of her legs. I clear my throat. She's just perfection, her legs are toned and feminine. Her ankle brushes my leg. She apologises and smiles at me. I wink at her. I can't help it.
"Let's print these off after" I whisper in her ear.
"For Ross" I say.
"That's a good idea" she agrees smiling.
I smile back at her holding her gaze. See I'm a nice guy I think of Ross. The lecture is wrapping up now and I don't want it to end, I want to be with her for longer.
"You can keep my jumper." I whisper. I smile at her reassuringly.
"Looks better on you" I tell her.
She places her own jumper in her bag and now we are ready to go. We head to the printing room by art. That is my idea. I Bluetooth the work over to the printer and wait for it to come out.
She's standing next to me watching me mess around with the settings and stuff on the printer.
Matty on his way to art spots us and comes over.
"Hi" he says eyeing her and her new clothing.
"Hi babe" she says back hugging him enthusiastically.
"What you up too?" He chuckles. His hands still around her like mine were before.
"We're printing off our notes for Ross" she says. Notice the we in that sentence.
"Plus I kind of don't think I can do dance right now" she admits.
He looks at her confused.
"I emailed my teacher about the accident and that I'll be in tomorrow" she admits.
"Wanna go give this to Ross ? I have nothing next" I interject facing her.
Matty is annoyed, he looks calm but I can tell he's calling me a whole host of names in his head.
"What are you up to now Matty?" She asks him.
"I'm in the middle of an art assessment" he says.
"Oh we'll wait for you? In the canteen?" She says. He eyes me suspiciously.
"Ok" he says watching me.
"You cold again?" I ask her looking away from him. She's shivering. What is up with her?
"No I'm good" she replies.
"What's wrong babe?" He asks concern coming over him.
She closes her eyes and pinches her nose. He's rubbing her back and I want to be reassuring her.
"I need to go and sit down" she whispers.
"See you after the assessment ?" She asks him.
"Of course I won't be long." He kisses her and holds onto her for effect. I look away. I can't lie I'm so fucking jealous of his lips on hers.
He lingers and then goes off to art. I watch him and wonder how pissed off he is. She looks up at me.
"Ready?" I ask and she begins walking to the canteen with me.
Once we get there, all of our friends are in lessons. I mentally thank my lucky stars that Rach is not here. She queues up with me and I get her a drink. I also buy two danishes and a black coffee. She might just need sugar. It is like she's walking around on auto pilot. Not really registering what's going on.
We sit on the sofa at the back. I just sit back and let her drink her coke. No talking or anything. If she wants to talk to me she will.
After a while of staring at the flat screen watching other guys eye her up and drinking my coffee she turns to me and says "Jay thanks, for sitting here with me".
"Anytime babe" I say. I almost pinch myself, she very much used to show me how much she disliked me. And now she's thanking me just for being here. I place my arm around her shoulders.
"So you and Rach?" She asks smiling.
"No it's not like that really" I tell her and she looks confused.
"Does she know that Jay" she asks.
I smile at her to reassure her. And she laughs.
"Ugh I don't wanna know do I?" She says.
"Can I be honest" I say, this is a risk. I live by them.
"Please" she smiles.
I pause and watch her. I'm about to be honest with a girl.
"You know that since I first saw you at Matty's I've liked you right?" I say.
"I just have a funny way of showing it" I laugh.
"You do not. And if so why are you with Rach?" She says.
"Because it's complicated and I will not tell you I like you again I said it once. I meant it and now you can just I don't know pretend you didn't hear it if you must" I laugh.
She looks at me weird, and then smiles.
She leans back and relaxes, my jumper covers her skirt and I want to touch her tights on her legs. I can't touch her just yet though. Does she know how irresistible she is? Seriously.
Now I'm imagining her in my jumper and just my jumper. I could run my hands up her thigh and then over her hips. I could do so much with this girl. I could grab her hip and pull her into my body. I should not be thinking about this right now.
"What do you like about me ?" She says glancing up.
I pause. That's quite direct.
"Firstly I liked the way you challenged me, even when we first met. And your confidence. I like your smart mouth, And the way you talk back to me" I say smiling.
"And obviously you already know how beautiful you are and the smoking hot body that you have. I love how you dress and your style" I add. I glance down at her hips and bite my lip.
"I could add more babe" I chuckle.
She's silent.
"That was too honest, I'm sorry" I say.
"Well I did ask." She chuckles.
"I know you don't like me, that's okay babe I'm an awful person" I say. What the fuck am i going on about?
"Jay I think you want people to think that you are an awful person. I don't think you actually are an awful person" she says looking at me.
Those eyes searching me, telling me what I want to hear. Okay I can touch her again. I've decided.
I drape my arm down and around her. Going slow is hard for me. Im used to girls falsely being all over me. But it's not a bad thing. It's new, and it's Taylor. I'm excited each time I try something because I like seeing how she will react. Will she reciprocate? Or will she slap me?
She relaxes I feel it in her body. She is cold and she leans against me, for warmth. I can feel her slender frame against me.
"You're not awful you just do stupid things" she says. Oh how I wish that were true.
"I'm literally seeing Rach for no reason, I'm awful. I like you and in the past I've been a dick to you" I say. My hand is massaging her side, over her waist. She feels great, and she smells so nice.
She's letting me touch her. She's bad. We're bad together. We both are with other people. Technically speaking. I just want her though. I wanted her the second I saw her, and then she grew on me and I needed her.
"I'm sorry for being a dick. I want you to know that I will do my best to make that up to you" I say.
She smiles. Then picks up her danish.
"This is a good start" she chuckles.