Why am I this disorientated, I don't know why? Jason is insisting I stay in bed. He has placed soft goats fur behind my back and he is rubbing my feet making me giggle when he finds the sensitive parts of my foot. The beautiful smile on his face warms my heart. I study his face closely, he is almost beautiful his features are that pleasing to the eyes. With his straight dark brown hair so much longer he looks like a warrior as he has armour on as well. "Why are you all dressed up for war ?", I ask him with a smile.
He is being extra nice ,is this attention seeking attitude a new thing with him , I don't know... I love it though, I just wish the conflict in my mind could go away. I am getting suspicious of his super sweetness.
How could I have arrived home twice ,yet I distinctly remember him scolding me . "Antineba, why have you gone away? You were doing things you never told me about... Where were you are going anyway in the desert? ," Unfortunately these angry questions were directed at me from a very disturbed and angry Jason . What about the Grand vizier, why is there a second memory in my mind of the same day. This puzzle makes my head hurt and I feel a vortex of woosy flashes past before my eyes. It cannot be real . The only problem is who is Anthia anyway?
I ask Jason if he knows Anthia and his eyes turn brown not his usual blue when excited, I am baffled by this. For me this is a great big problem, what if this Jason is not my husband. what if he is a person who is not Jason , he could be the Grand vizier by chance he could be a copy of the Grand vizier created by some kind of magic.
All my fanciful thoughts were making me hungry as I haven't had good cooked food in a couple of days I was definitely peckish and needed sustenance immediately. After Jason ran up and down fetching me a great feast, I felt a lot better than before yet as I was about to tackle Jason my eyes were feeling droopy and as drowsy as I was I wanted answers as well .
I find it difficult just being inactive when someone else is serving me as Jason is doing now. I definitely want to help him but how do I get up if I feel so tired... My eyes close as the next memory is of me waking with Jason snuggled up against me. I can see his hair is growing long , his eyes are beautiful even closed with long dark eyelashes any woman would kill for. He has a night cloak on hiding his lower half but his bare chest is phenomenal, he really works out a lot... I really want this man he has to know the great impact he has on me...
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Jason's p.o.v.
He had not known how he would feel not telling Antineba the truth about everything that has happened. He did not know how upset he would be with himself for keeping the truth from Antineba . The truth be told he was Jason Mallory ,he was one and the same person.
Juggling this circus of being Jason the person Antineba knew and the guilt of deception he now experienced was confusing to say the least.
In the few years before Antineba came along he lived as best he could not knowing he would not age or the fact he had to go on without Anthia. It was strange when Antineba came along , he had to struggle with his conscience for the interest he showed in a girl he shadowed from birth especially when he first realized who she was.
He had tried numerous times telling her but stopped short of saying the truth ,it was after he stopped her in the desert he tried to tell her but somehow something went wrong once again he was not able to her help. If she recalled her previous life she would be able to fix the battery....
In the past he was unsure of himself but trying to live as best he could.
He had been living as the ruler of Persian Empire's physician for a while when pandemonium broke out over a alledged affair with the wife of the Saltan. She was Antineba's mother. All the scandalous things said was lies yes It was all lies , all done to steal his place by a rival phoney physician or let's say it plainly the man was a fake doctor. This was a healer with incantations not real medicine as he was practicing what could only be described as a kind of voodoo not medicine.
Jason had been seen talking to the wife of Saltan . This brought about some suspicions popping up in people's minds. Ali that is his name he was the fake doctor who was ready to pounce on this fact with glee.
Jason found out the little Antineba was Anthia. As strange as it sounds he knew this the minute he saw her. He had to wait for her to grow up. In the past it was quite easy to see that as they grew up together he knew her it seemed strange she would be here in this era.
It happened one day the oldest son of the Masters clan had a fatal accident Jason was called as he was the best doctor. Strangely he resembled the guy. It was on this occasion he took the role as Jason Masters. It was hard juggling the deception between the king, the masters clan and Antineba but he had the ability to teleport making it a sinch.
His task was made difficult as he was trying hard to find a way to gently awaken Anthia from Antineba's consciousness, there had to be a way... he had not found it yet. Anthia would be able to help him.