She wanted to just leave the office — to just run outside with her heavy chest and be out of everyone's sight.
She was not ready to go home too; she knew that. She didn't think she would be prepared to face her parents anytime soon.
How would she ever be able to look Mama Xylia in the face after defiling her? How would Father Atticus call her his lovely divine daughter after running away from home?
If she had resigned like her parents had suggested then, there would have been no need to be faced with such an embarrassing situation as this.
Now, she was expelled from the High House. Patriotic divine persons don't get expelled from the High House unless they have committed some crimes or broken rules.
Which were of course a bad factor to be added to one's reputation. Now, she had not only failed the divine masses who idolize her, but she would also turn into a laughing stock to those who were not her supporters.
The humiliation…
