I was happy till I awakened I was sane before awakening I lost everything when my Talent activated never being able to be turned off.
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Here's the ability details because they can't see their abilities unless through an orb and you'll see why they can't.
World's Pain - You feel the pain of every being that has ever seen you in your life at every moment no matter what emotional and physical.
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I could feel his pain his regrets of not being able to save his race his pain of watching his family die his world collapse when he could have saved them all if only, he tried harder. I could see my parents regrets for bringing into this world as they saw me collapse in pain. I could see the monitors pain of losing his wife recently and his children being torn apart by monsters only his son surviving crippled for life. My mentality began to collapse as more pain began to rush into mostly mental until I felt a person's psychical pain it felt like every nerve was set on fire so I opened my eyes barely to see them but they seemed to be looking on very bored. This pain became a constant for me.
I passed out only to immediately wake up from the pain the monitor picked me up and gave me to the medics nearby who then I felt their regret of not saving everyone making me begin to cry seeing everything everyone goes through in pain. I cried out to the world to remove my ability please. Everything suddenly calmed down and a voice echoed through my mind.
I then decided to fuck over my pain, and I slowly forced my hand through the flesh on my neck and grasped my spine and began to pull it the doctors in the ambulance tried to pry my hand away, but they couldn't stop me even with their constant healing I died when I heard another notification.
[Death Denied due to God #3748/ Given talent Suicide Denial]
My skin and flesh began to heal at a rapid rate but I desperately while passing in and out of consciousness kept tearing at my throat while the medics watched their horrified pain imagining what I had to go through to go insane like this to want death so bad.
I then began to laugh and stood up opening the doors with unnatural power beyond that of a newly awakened. I grabbed one of the medics and said, "Pain you know Pain Don't you." I began to focus on my pain and how it felt to receive it from others causing the medic to start to scream I also felt a massive spike in pain causing me to laugh even more as I let them go and began to walk home.
I walked to the awakening platform and began to dance with my bloodstained hand while tearing away my own face I began to chant "Blood Oh lord of Blood feels the Sacrifice of the Tormented one give me pain and blood will be your gift." A few awoken approaching me. I simply smile as my pain begins to radiate outwards causing everyone to scream before collapsing except one person who simply yawns as if the pain is nothing and walks toward the awakening platform where I am at and awakens saying "I suppress the pain I feel to a miniscule amount compared to the rest this only makes me feel slightly uncomfortable pain is my only friend why don't we be friends?"
He smiles toward me while talking and awakening as if he doesn't care about pain, I only wish I couldn't feel pain before Insanity retakes my mind. "Pain your pain is nothing it shall eventually surpassed by mine." He simply smiles and watches as the pain radiating from me continues to grow when a giant spear of ice pierces through my body I only smiles as my body regrows detecting that I want to die. Then a fireball consumes my skin charring it The man simply walks away as I get bombarded with magic I see a helicopter with a news team looking at me I begin to feel a surge of pain my mind completely broken I simply smile.
I can hear the voices clearer now I smile at the camera and begin chanting again "O Dhimashada Xanuunka LORD OF PAIN HEAR ME VOICE OF PAIN AND RAISE FROM THE 7 HELLS." my voice cracking and breaking with pain a portal begins opening as I walk away the demon looks at me the pain overwhelming my senses causing me to pass out but I simply smile at the demon who smiles back saying "Pain is Ours alone."