When I woke you I found myself sleeping in David's arms. His arms around me and my face buried in his big chest. This was new, I've never woken up like this in all my years of living. I looked up at him and I never knew someone could look so good while sleeping, I mean it's impossible. I wake up looking like someone beat me up in my sleep. I could care less about how I look now, I am tired from last night. I buried my face back into his chest and fell back into a sweet sleep chamber.
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It's been a week or two since I've moved in with my boss/lover, to be honest when he asked me to move in with him I was in the mood and was no thinking straight. But to my surprise living with him was not so bad, once we finish work I forget that his my boss and I'm his secretary. We have a casual relationship outside of work and I love that, I was experiencing something I never thought I would experience in my 27 years of living.
But sadly good things never last, my second week in living with him, I started to get really bad morning sickness. At first I didn't really think to much about until I started throwing up almost everything I eat and started craving certain types of food. Again I didn't really think to much about it until, I realized that I haven't had my period for the past two weeks.
All these signs were so obvious so I decided to take a pregnancy test and it turned out positive. I started freaking out, what the hell was I going to do! Overall how was I going to tell David that I was pregnant! Thoughts ran into my mind and I decided to go to the hospital to double check everything and surprise, the test came out positive and the doctor told me I was 3 to 4 weeks pregnant.
My mind raced with a thousand thoughts, and my heart pounded with anxiety as I sat in that sterile doctor's office, staring at the pregnancy test results. How on earth was I going to tell David?
The days that followed were a whirlwind of emotions and uncertainty. I kept the news to myself, trying to figure out the right time and way to break it to him. But each day, the secret became heavier, and the morning sickness only worsened.
One evening, after work, David and I were lounging in the living room, chatting about our day. "I really want Clementines right now," I blurted out, "that's sudden." He chuckled, "can you get some for me?" I asked, "I'll get some for you tomorrow," he said, "I can't wait till tomorrow I need some now!" "There's no way I can get some now, all the stores are closed baby." He said.
Suddenly a tear drop from my eyes. In all I bursted out crying; "are you crying ?" He asked looking at me, "I really want clementines, and kumquats!" I cried even louder. David got up and kneeled in front of them. "Do you really want them that bad?" He asked, "the baby wants them," "the bab.." "are you pregnant?!" I don't know why but that made me cry more. "Okay, okay, I'll find some clementines and kumquats for you and we will talk about this. He said wiping my tears. He patted my head and rushed out of the door.
I sat there, my mind a whirlwind of emotions, feeling the weight of the news I had to share. As David rushed out to get the fruits, I took a deep breath, trying to steady my nerves. This was it, the moment I had been dreading and preparing for simultaneously.
Moments later, David returned with a bag of clementines and kumquats. He washed the fruits and came over to sit next to me as he peeled the clementines for me. "Are you really pregnant?" He asked handing me a peeled clementine, I wiped my tears a nodded. "Are you sure?" He asked, "yes, I went to the doctor ad the tests came out positive. They said I was 3 to 4 weeks pregnant." I told him. "This is amazing sweetheart!" He rejoiced as he got up, "I never expected to be a father!" He smiled as he gently grabbed me and kissed me.
I was taken aback by David's unexpected reaction. His joy and excitement were far from what I had anticipated. He embraced me, his eyes filled with a mix of astonishment and happiness. His response was not what I had feared; instead, it was a flood of support and elation.
In that moment, his unexpected warmth washed away a multitude of worries. His enthusiasm and his loving embrace made my heart swell with a newfound sense of relief and gratitude. "You're happy about this?" I asked, searching his face for any hint of hesitation or concern.
He looked at me, his gaze unwavering. "More than you can imagine. I mean it, this is incredible." He cupped my face in his hands, his eyes filled with an undeniable sense of joy and anticipation.
"Now I have to buy a bigger house," he said, "a bigger house?" I asked confused, "yes, a house for us and our new baby!" He rejoiced, "i think this place is fine," I told him, "I know but our kids has to grow up with everything they desire, and I'm going to make the best of that." he smiled kissing me once again as he rushed up stairs. It was rare seeing him this happy, I guess he was very happy to be a father.
To be continued