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Chapter 31 - Damn

Freen's POV

The night came, and Miss Nam had helped me prepare for Lady Rebecca's night bath. I never knew this is part of serving such a lady like her was to help her bath. When I finished preparing the bathtub she was going to use, I got in the room without looking around. I quickly got in her closet and grabbed some bathrobes and nightgowns for her to wear when she finished, but the moment I got out,

I stand here, paralyzed, in this wide room, which is too big for just two people inside. The night is chilly, but I am nearing bathing in my own sweat. The bathrobe that I prepared for the lady fell to the ground. I am totally out of it, but who wouldn't when a goddess is literally stripping in front of you? I saw how she struggled to unleash herself from the lace of her corset, her hair is laid down and cascaded through her perfect shoulders but then I saw her death stares towards me,

''Don't tell me you are just going to watch there?'' Her voice was annoyed, and then I realized I was watching the lady strip. How perverse am I to do that?

So I quickly turned my back on her in embarrassment and started walking out of the room.

''Idiot!!" Her voice echoed throughout the room, possibly even the entire mansion.

Ahh, a hard wooden heel just flew directly into the back of my head.

When I turned around, I saw how difficult her situation was, as her other hand was caught in the lace of her corset at the back.

She was looking at me in a way I didn't understand. Is she calling me? for help or blaming me for the accident? I approached her cautiously, and I gestured, asking if she needed any assistance. She nodded, still annoyed, and I carefully untangled her hand from the corset lace. As I helped her up, she muttered something under her breath that I couldn't quite catch. I couldn't shake off the feeling that there was more to this encounter than just a simple accident.

I was about to leave her after I finished assisting her, but she grabbed my hand and guided it back to her, and she turned her back on me and faced the mirror. When she reached for my hands to help her undress, I began to shake and the corset had fallen to the floor, followed by the layers of her dress, and I couldn't help but feel a rush of emotions as I watched her bare shoulders and vulnerable self in front of me. It was then that I realized how much she trusted me, and I knew I would do anything to keep that trust.

I was only focused on her face in the mirror, afraid to look in any other direction than hers.

What exactly is this sensation? Is it just me? or there's something else going on here that I'm not seeing

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Upon contact with Becky's hand on Freen's skin, she flinched and felt a surge of warmth come to her body. Becky noticed it but continued on with her acting in this scene, but she couldn't stop her hand from trembling. Freen had been frozen for a few minutes before this stared at her. She wonders if it's still acting like she's doing. But if it is, Freen is damn good; it even convinced her to be into her.

But it is impossible, she thought. Freen is as straight as a pole. She only sees her as a little sister.

Meanwhile, Freen is trying her best not to do the stupidest thing in her mind ever since Becky came. She never saw Becky the way she sees her now, but the way they are acting now is killing her not to kiss her, as they are supposed to stare at each other for a few minutes, and it's not giving her a good time.

Everyone in the room noticed they thought director Wuttapong was going to cut it as they noticed the two had been out of script now they were staring at each other's faces for too long and both looked troubled, but when the production staff looked in director Wuttapong's direction a smile formed in his face while observing the two he was so moved by the two's chemistry he even thought of asking the two ladies if something was going on between them.

Third person's POV

It hurts watching them .She had never looked at me like that before. This is not right. This woman has been pulling Freen away from me. She has never looked at me like that . I need to find a way to bring Freen back in my hands. I won't back down. I know she was just acting this way because she is confused and doesn't know how to handle her feelings. But I can't let her push me away like this. I'll talk to her and try to understand what's going on, but I won't let anyone control my life or my relationships. It's time for me to take charge and fight for what I want.

I will prove to them all that I am still in control.

I gripped the bouquet of flowers I was holding when I saw how Freen ran her fingers through Becky's shoulders I know this is acting, but damn, it hurts so much.

I continue to hide myself, as I am planning to surprise her. I find an ally to let me in secretly to be able to talk to Freen after they finish taping this scene. I am wearing a disguise so that no one will recognize me.

I can't take this anymore. I don't remember when I started to feel this way towards Freen. We have been together for so long that I never thought I'd fall for her this much. I thought she would always be by my side, so I have been content with what we have, but I was wrong I realized that my feelings for her have grown deeper and stronger over time, and I can't imagine my life without her. It's scary to think about losing her, but I know that I need to express my love and appreciation for her before it's too late.

But I think I can't face her yet, so I put the flowers in the dressing room, left the room, and casually walked out of the mansion. I managed to get into the parking area when I saw a suspicious car parked across from mine. I have seen this car behind me, if I am not mistaken; it was the car that has been following me since three days ago. Without wasting any time, I quickly got into my car and drove away as fast as I could, hoping to lose the car tailing me. However, it seemed like they were determined to follow me no matter what.

I am driving on a long road without other cars, as this place they chose to shoot is secluded and away from the city. I glance at my rearview mirror and see the car getting closer. My heart races as I try to come up with a plan. Suddenly, I spot a dirt road leading off the main road and make a split-second decision to take it. The car behind me follows, but I know this rough terrain will slow them down. As I navigate the bumpy path, I pray that it leads me to safety.

''Woahh..Yeah.. '' I shouted when I saw how their engine turned off and got off the car pissed, but I never realized that when I turned my gaze back to the road in front of me, a truck was coming my way, and it was too late for me to escape.

Becky's POV

''Ok, steady and cut!" Director Wuttapong shouted, and I quickly looked down, cutting me and Freen's eye contact. I felt her covering me, and she immediately asked for a robe and covered my body with it before she put some space between us.

Both of us can't make proper eye contact and are just standing there awkwardly as we watch the staff reset the place. We still have a scene to film, which is why we are not moving into our place, but the tension between us is palpable. '' Did you enjoy the view earlier?'' I try to break the ice by making a joke, but it falls flat and only adds to the awkwardness. She just looked in my direction with those dead eyes and falteringly smiled.

Why did I even ask that? What am I thinking?

''I just want this to be over and get you proper clothing .'' I haven't found a word to answer. Does that mean she didn't like my body? Is she feeling disgusted about it?

''I already told them not to include this scene, but they still let you do this. Perverts.'' I don't know why, but the way she said it made me feel things. Who is the pervert? Why am I connecting everything I say or do with seduction?

''What are you thinking? Don't look at me like that," she said .

''What do you mean?'' I asked her, confused by what she said.

''Like that .'' She said it again, but now that she's closer, I can even feel the warmth of her breath in my ear as she whispers.

''Like w-what?'' I don't know why, but I stutter. We have been too close before, but this position is making me weak.

''Okay, get ready, everyone!'' Finally, the director calls for us to get back into position and start filming again.

''Are you sure you want to do this ?'' Freen asks me I know she is asking about the scene, which is too daring for my age, as she said we never had a chance to rehearse it. We never expected this to be added, as it is originally written in the novel, and the majority agreed Freen didn't want us to film this, but I wanted to try under the condition I would not be totally naked Freen was too furious about it, but it is my decision, and I also understand that the film adaptation of this novel will not make sense without those parts of the original novel being included in the scenes . However, I do think that there are other ways to convey the same message without resorting to nudity. Perhaps we could use suggestive camera angles or lighting to create the same effect while still maintaining some level of modesty. Ultimately, it's up to the director and producers to decide what they feel is necessary for the film, and I'm thankful they consider my suggestions. However, it's important to remember that a film's success should not solely rely on its sexual appeal but rather on its storytelling and overall quality. By focusing on these aspects, we can create a film that is both entertaining and meaningful for audiences.

'' I am sure.'' I assure her.

I saw how her eyes said more things, but thank God she chose to respect my decision and not push the matter further. As a filmmaker, it is important to stay true to your vision and trust your creative instincts. At the end of the day, it is the audience's reaction that truly matters, and I am confident that our film will resonate with them.

I don't know why I feel like Freen is becoming weirder during filming this film adaptation of that novel; it seems like she's into it but also feels out of it. Something is bothering her; I am sure of that, but we don't have time to check on each other right now. I will take note of asking her later after the shoot.

''Are you ready?'' The director ask.

"I am ready,'' I said directly to Freen's piercing eyes, who is standing in front of me.

''Okay in 3 , 2, 1 ..Action.'' As the cameras started rolling, I took a deep breath and tried to get into character. The scene was intense, but I was determined to give it my all.

I slowly walked into the bathtub and slowly took off my bathrobe that Freen had covered me in early, and I slightly turned to face her behind me, secretly looking at her reaction and giving her a smirk when I caught a glimpse of her reaction as I slowly stripped in front of her, but of course I was wearing this skin tone stacking like cloth covering my private parts.

''ฉิบหาย''(C̄hibh̄āy)

Hearing it from her mouth put a smile on my lips while I was dipped in the water in the bathtub.