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Chapter 33 - Released

Heavy breath, the flowery scent of the skin, the steamy water in the tub, and the sound of the light water drops coming from the fair-skinned, beautiful woman while she is staring intently at Freen's innocent face while the latter is doing her shampoo.

Freen's hands are shaking because of those stares. She decided to switch places and go to the back because this position is really uncomfortable and makes her feel conscious at the same time. She attempted to get up but didn't get the chance as a soft hand gripped her hand.

Upon contact, Freen's heart began to race. She slowly turned her head to the side and saw Lady Rebecca's expression once more. She tried to pull her hand away, but Lady Rebecca's grip only tightened. Freen's mind raced with questions as she waited for Lady Rebecca to speak.

But the lady was just staring at her, and the lady seemed lost in her thoughts. Freen could feel the tension building up in the air and wondered what Lady Rebecca was thinking. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, Lady Rebecca spoke in a soft, almost whisper-like voice.

But Freen couldn't understand it, and all of a sudden, Lady Rebecca put her hand on Freen's nape. Her eyes were full of longing. Freen felt a shiver run down her spine as Lady Rebecca's touch sent a wave of warmth through her body. She wondered what the lady's intentions were and if she should pull away or stay put. 

But her thoughts came clouded as the taste of heaven touched her lips as the goddess lips connected to Freen's lips. And everything happened so fast that she didn't notice how the lady managed to pull her into the bathtub.

''Ahh,' both of them gasped as they had to breathe. Freen looked at the lady with so many questions, holding both cheeks of the lady, and couldn't believe what just happened. If Mr. and Mrs. Armstrong found out about this, surely she and her mother would be punished, or even worse, killed .

The beautiful lady covered her face and made her look down to make her face the woman with an assuring smile. It held her right hand and kissed it, which surprised Freen, and there she noticed they were already both naked and that the room had changed from a half wooden and concrete wall into an all white shiny marble wall. As she was too shocked, she looked around and saw that the door had changed into a see-through glass door, revealing a breathtaking view of a lush garden outside and an ocean on the background of it. Freen's heart raced as she realized they were no longer in the same place they started. The woman's gentle touch and the surreal surroundings made her question if she had entered a different realm altogether.

But Lady Rebecca held her cheeks again and smiled at her before the lady kissed again, and now it is more deep and full of longing. She didn't know how she knew how to kiss like that; all she focused on now was the lady under her and how it made her feel. Freen's mind was consumed by a whirlwind of emotions, her curiosity piqued by the mysterious woman's enchanting presence. The intensity of their connection intensified, leaving Freen yearning for more as she lost herself in the depths of this newfound realm.

''If this is a dream,Freen thought, "I never want to wake up." The passion and desire between them felt too real, making her question the boundaries of reality and fantasy.

It seems like the woman heard her thoughts and responded, '' "Sometimes, reality and fantasy intertwine in ways we can't fully comprehend," the woman said with a knowing smile. "But perhaps, it is in these blurred lines where true magic resides."

And she responded with a smirk.'' Really huh? I didn't' know having sex can makes poets .hahaha'' now Freen knows she is not this woman but also her but not the same this is indeed a dream she thought. As Freen pondered the woman's cryptic words, a sense of curiosity and intrigue washed over her. She couldn't help but wonder if there was more to this encounter than met the eye. Could it be that this dream held a deeper meaning, one that transcended the boundaries of reality and fantasy?

As she caresses the back of the goddes underneath her she also felt the electricity of her whole body tingling with anticipation. It was as if the woman's presence had awakened something within Freen, a dormant power or connection that she had yet to fully understand. As the dream continued to unfold, Freen couldn't shake the feeling that this encounter held the key to unlocking a hidden part of herself, a truth waiting to be discovered.

Freen is now seating at the side of the bathroom where the woman she dreamed about last night is taking its bath for this night. She cannot take the thought of that dream that's why she choses to not watch and just seat far from the lady. Wondering what the dream meant why did dream such a sensual type of dream about the lady and her mating on a bathtub.

The splash of water that was heard served as a signal that the goddess had come out of the bathtub. Freen thought that the girl had finished her bath. Because of that, Freen immediately took the bathrobe, and with her eyes closed, she approached the goddess, who was now standing in front of the bathtub without a cover, and the water was still dripping from her body. Freen handed the bathrobe to the goddess, feeling a mix of awe and nervousness in her presence. She couldn't help but steal a glance at the goddess's ethereal beauty, mesmerized by the water droplets glistening on her skin. 

'I can't believe she has really turned to be a true goddess as she grows. But I think I need to stop my admiration towards her maybe this is the reason I have been dreaming about her and worst it is a very unappropriate dreams. Which I don't find disgusting .

Freen sighed and unconciously looked at the face of the woman in front of her

She is indeed very beautiful especially up close, Freen said to herself as she tirelessly stared at the full face of the goddess in front of her

''Do you really not remember me? '' Freen said, unconscious, at the frowning goddess in front of her.

Rebecca's Pov

There are her eyes again that I can't read; in her eyes, I can melt. This girl is mysterious to me. What do these eyes mean? And why was I affected by her every gesture and gaze? I am the type of person with a stubborn head, and people can't take me to the crazy places they show me just to win my heart, but this girl, who is just a servant, makes my legs wobble just by looking at me. I've never felt this way before, and it's both exhilarating and confusing. Her presence alone seems to have a magnetic pull on me, and I find myself longing to unravel the secrets behind those captivating eyes. It's as if she holds the key to a world I never knew existed, and I can't help but be drawn further into her enigmatic aura.

Is this still normal? For a woman like me feeling this way towards a servant woman I don't even know this person for so long but I am already feeling like I am going to be crazy just being with her.

Is my decision right when I chose her to be my companion to the mansion where I long to live?

I've been rolling around in this bed nonstop. I feel extremely warm despite the cold. I removed my blanket and sat on my bed.

Isn't this what I want, though? to understand that woman's personality? Because I want to use her in the event that I manage to flee this oppressive life?

I can't seem to get her out of my head. I believe I'm losing my mind.

Her fingers lightly touched the skin of my arm as her eyes continued to fixate on me.

I was electrified when our skin made contact.

She was dressing me earlier, but when she looks at me, I feel like I'm getting undressed.

She's just staring at my face; she's not bothering me or pursuing me in a sexual way, so why do I feel that way?

She has the impression that she can see my soul.

The morning came when I didn't really sleep because of what I thought about my assistant. With a headache, I got up to pull the rope next to my bed but before I opened the door it spat out a smiling Miss Nam with a tray of food.

''Good morning—oh, why does your face look like a storm has passed through it, My lady? '' Miss Nam said with a smile. Since she's used to me, she's comfortable teasing me like that. I couldn't help but chuckle at her remark. Miss Nam's playful nature always managed to brighten up my day, even when I was feeling down.

''So, what's supposed to be the problem? '' Miss Nam asks

''I don't want Freen to accompany me to the mansion as my personal assistant, I simply said.

''Okay,is that it? '' Miss Nam asked, raising an eyebrow in curiosity. I hesitated for a moment before continuing, "It's just that Freen has been acting strange lately, and I don't feel comfortable having them around me all the time."

''But I thought you had plans for her. But okay, I'll arrange to find a replacement for her, Miss Nam said.

''Thank you, Miss Nam. I appreciate your understanding. It's just that Freen's behavior has been making me uneasy, and I think it's best to have someone else by my side for now.''

''What kind of behavior ? Tell me so that I can correct her right away. Miss Nam asked, concerned about Freen's behavior.

I scratch my neck, not knowing what to say, as I don't want to say that Freen's presence is bothering me.

''Okay, I respect you if you don't want to share my lady.'' ''But please know that I am here to support you and ensure your comfort and safety. If there is anything else I can do to help, please don't hesitate to let me know, Miss Nam assured me.

And she looked at me with a smile.

''What is it, Miss Nam? '' I asked in curiosity about the way she looked at me right now. Miss Nam's smile widened as she replied, "I couldn't help but notice the way you reacted to Freen's presence. It seems like there might be something bothering you. If you ever feel comfortable discussing it, I'm here to listen and offer any assistance I can."

My brows creased hearing what she just said.'' What do you mean by that, Miss Nam? Could you please elaborate on what you observed about my reaction to Freen? I wasn't aware that anything was bothering me." Miss Nam's smile softened as she responded, "I apologize if I assumed too much. It's just that your expression seemed a bit uneasy whenever Freen entered the room. I thought there might be something on your mind, but if I was mistaken, please disregard my comment."

I said, "I just simply don't like the person," and turned my head away while crossing my arms in front of my chest to express my displeasure with her jokes.

''Okay.'' Miss Nam nodded.

''Actually, I was about to say to you that Mr. Kirk requested an assistant because one of his personal servants was found to be a spy. He wanted someone trustworthy, so I guess if you continue to dismiss Freen from her service to you, she'll be sent by Mr. Lee to Kirk's residence.

''Why Freen?'' I immediately ask. Why so fast? Did they already planned this?

''Because, as we can see , Freen and her have this undeniable connection, and according to what I heard, they are childhood friends. ''It seems that Mr. Kirk believes Freen's loyalty to him is unquestionable, given their long-standing friendship,'' Miss Nam explained. ''Furthermore, Mr. Lee believes that Freen's familiarity with Kirk's residence and staff will make her an ideal replacement for the dismissed servant.''

''Is that so? '' My only response to it.

I highly doubt it . I think those two is keeping a secret. Just like what we saw the other day how they talk secretly .

And the embrace, I can't get over it. Is Freen flirting that ugly man?

''So, Is that all you want to say? Lady Rebecca?'' Miss Nam straightened herself and prepared to leave.

I just nodded.

''Okay, I will send Freen's replacement as soon as possible to help prepare for our journey to the mansion later this morning.'' Mis Nam said, giving me a reassuring smile. "I trust that Freen's replacement will be just as capable and trustworthy as she was." With that, she turned and walked out of the room, leaving me to contemplate the upcoming journey and the new servant who would soon be joining us. 

Maybe this is the right decision. I might get a good sleep after this instead wasting my precious time thinking about her and worrying how she can do things to me by just simply staring at my face.

I got up from my bed to stretch my body and later on meditate.

I am finally going to be temporally away and free from my parents demands.