Becky's POV
The makeup artist is fixing my make-up here in the dressing room, they are preparing for the photoshoot that Freen and I will do, if Freen comes because I can see that she is avoiding me.
I am only able to see her during our contact signing and the meet up with the directors and producers of the films . But we didn't talk that much because she was focus all about the film and introducing the cast I was caught with the gang which are the three idiots, Tee, Jim and Kade. While Freen was just listening and not interrupting our conversation even though we are sitting beside each other.
I notice that time she is not in the mood, and she was talking to someone on the phone she would give us smile or answer the questions of the producers and would sometimes act sweet with just when people tease us, but I can't feel it so I just smile for the act too.
She didn't attend the meeting of the whole cast and our workshops how would I know how portray my role with her if she is always not around? I was left practicing on my own and reading the script on the corner of the room but I still had fun because the manage lead a game to make us more comfortable with other cast.
Until the end of the workshop and games and live shows on social media to promote the movie she didn't show up. And the management even lied that she is not feeling well during the time that's why she was not able to show up.
Is she really into this? Is this how a superstar being treated? She is so full of herself. If she won't come today I won't continue this anymore.
''Are you ready?'' Says the staff who just peek in the door.
''Yes she's ready'' The make up artist said I stood up and left the room.
I saw a chair in the middle of the studio and lights , and umbrellas in front for the moderation of the light surrounding, the staffs were all busy with their own tasks to do, everyone was busy.
But that's not what my eyes were looking for, I turned my eyes around and I was stunned to see a goddess come out from the hallway near the studio, she was also dressed like me. She didn't look at me while approaching the set being fixed for the photoshoot.
Her face is too serious, I'm not used to it, I hesitate to approach her I'm just used to Freen smiling. But maybe it is because she's now a superstar and I'm just a humble actor compared to her.
Whatever . I put myself into this situation so I have to bear with it, I will just think that this is just a job for both of us and we have to be professional. The photographer gestured us to go on position and my legs are not moving , I am damn nervous.
''Ma'am? Are you okay?'' The staff ask me confuse because I am not moving yet ,but they are all waiting for me. Its been a long time since I have been into a spotlight I don't think I can do this again.
''Y-yeah. Sorry'' The staff nod and smiled he was about to hold my hand when a certain eyes of a person who is now behind him stopped him from doing so.
''S-sorry.'' The staff apologized to Freen before he left us here , now I'm more nervous with the way she looks at me. Freen was holding a bottle of water in her right hand but she was just looking at me making me feel conscious with my appearance now, why is she looking at me like that?
We were both wearing a spaghetti shirt, mine was pink, while she was wearing white and paired it with dolphin shorts, I was wearing white, while she was wearing the black one. Her long legs are very tempting right now as I was just looking down so I have the opportunity to look at it.
''E-ehem'' She cleared her throat to get my attention and she put her right leg behind her left leg playfully hitting her foot that's wearing a slipper to the floor its cute to look and that put a smile in my face.
''E-ehem.'' She cleared her throat again and blocked my sight of her legs with a water bottle which made me look up at her. The woman in front of me had an evil look as if she was going to eat me alive that made me swallow my saliva.
I was about to apologize when she shoved the water bottle in my face that I quickly held so I didn't let it fall , when I recovered she was already walking away from me. I looked at the water bottle wondering why she would give it to me. And I noticed a note stuck to its body 'Drink this to calm yourself down.' is written in the note.
I followed Freen to the set, the photographer approached us and explained what we were going to do. We came closer and Freen sat on the chair in the middle of the rose petals and she was looking up at me as I stood in front of her while my brain floating in the air.
Freen looked at me in the eye as if saying something but I couldn't hear anything, I was deaf to the nervousness I was feeling. What should my position be? I'm losing myself, I don't know why, but just now, working with Freen, got me nervous, not like before, even though we are closed to kissing each other when we get so close to each other, it didn't affect me.
It was just she became more beautiful now, or I was just being awkward because its been a long time since we last see each other.
''Aah.'' Did she just pull me? I stared at her intently and she glared back at me , our face is too close but I don't give a fuck anymore she is the one who grabbed me and now she is the one acting pissed ?What is her problem?
''Perfect'' Said the voice in the background. Perfect? Freen just pulled me hard again and then it was perfect? Can it be called perfect that I fell hard into the body of this sadistic woman?
My face went to the right side of Freen's neck so my face was hidden from the camera because the camera was facing her left profile and my wrists were resting on her shoulders while my body was in between her legs which spread wide while sitting on the chair.
She push me away from her body by pulling my hair and let me face her while her right hand was holding my face , she was looking intently in my eyes she smirk at me that creased my brows and I glared at her I don't like her attitude is she mocking me?
And she made her face closer to mine and she place her palms in the sides of my waist that made me shiver and formed a smirk again in her lips that made me look at her intently is she teasing me?
''Wow , please continue this is great.'' The photographer said happy with what she is seeing.
''Waahh'' The staff were screaming when she attempted to kiss my lips, but I pull my face back but I smiled teasingly at her when I see the effect I give to her when I did that. I am gonna show her what she wants, I forgot we were both actress's I shouldn't be acting like a scared cat in front of everybody I signed a contract and we were about to do more in the movie.
She was taken a back when lean in my face to meet her face half way her eyes widen upon my action I put my palms in her shoulders I felt her shiver under me . I hold her hand that is holding my face and feel it in my face , smelling it damn its soft and smell so good and I look back at her I set on top of her and see how stunned she is to my action .
''W-wait.'' She manage to say I can see the tension I am giving her.
''What ? Scared ?But we were just starting.'' I mockingly whispered in her ear that made her shiver again I smiled from victory.
''Of course..'' She said glaring at me.
''..Not'' She continued when she pull my hair again and kiss my neck under my ear. Shit! I felt my whole body got electrified to what she just did.
''Waaahhh...damn it was so sexy.'' The staffs were going crazy.
I push her abruptly that almost made us both outbalance the chair all most fell down on the ground with us but she immediately stop it using her feet that push the chair stand back but it almost made me fall by the impact but two warm arms catch my back from falling.
''Oops , please don't fall on me.'' She said teasingly smiling at me that made my mouth hanged open I saw how her eyes fall on my lips which still open her stares now is kinda different her throat goes up and down I close my mouth and found myself copying her action and she look back in my eyes that I welcomed with my questioning eyes.
What is she thinking? Why is she looking at me like that?
Wait is she doing why is she leaning in? What is she planning?
Her face came closer.
And closer.
Closer
I can now smell her warm breath in my face I put my right wrist on her left shoulder my heart is beating so hard right now It's deafening.
And I absentmindedly close my eyes.
''Okay stop.'' The photographer shouted .
''Wow. this all perfect the two of you are great.'' The photographer compliment us and the staffs were clapping their to congratulate us.
She immediate let go of me and we separated our selves to each other like nothing happen.
I breathe hard at look Freens back already walking away from me and immediately get in her dressing ,probably to change.
I sighed . Of course she was acting what am I thinking? I walk back to my assigned room and change to my casual clothes , which is white shirt and a faded jeans and white sneakers.
My breathing is still not going back to normal until I got out of the room.
She is really good at this no wonder she became superstar. She was now walking towards the photographer to check the photos on the screen still not looking at me.
I stand straight and followed her to checked the photos they took us.
All of them are now gathering in front of computer amazement is visible in everyone's eyes except Freen's straight face . Is she that not interested doing work with me? Then she shouldn't just accept it if she would just act this way to me.
She is now wearing a black suit which made her look more elegant and gorgeous . She look my way I was about to say hi but she look away. I am now getting pissed in her attitude if that's what she wants okay then.
I got near them and stand behind the photographer which is Pimmy or Primprapa Tangprabhaporn a former actress and singer her Thailand but choose to follow her passion which is photography.
I lean myself towards Pimmy's back not minding the person beside us and put my left hand on the desk and my right palm on her on her right shoulder and my face on the left side of her face.
''Can I see?'' I whispered to Pimmy she responded with a smile.
''Of course you can, N'Becky.'' Says Pimmy laughing and pull back and give space for me to see the photos in the monitor.
I was seriously checking the photos on the monitor while Pimmy was sliding it when a brat comes in between us and remove my hand from Pimmy's shoulder and made the two of us look at her with confusion.
''I-I want to see too, Becky is blocking my way.'' She reasoned out and give us a fake laugh and made a piece sign.
We shrug our shoulders and ignored her attitude and I go to Pimmy's right side and watch over there.
''Wow. You took it good you are really good .'' I was amazed looking at the result of photos she took us.
''No. The two of you just have so much chemistry it was screaming in whatever the two of you do that's why I just let you two play with each other.'' Pimmy said smiling like a fan girl.
''Heh. I highly doubt that. It was all you , I didn't even know it would end up that good.'' I insisted, I really don't want to believe what she just say about me and Freen's chemistry. Playing with each other? If she only knew.
''Hahaha.. you won't believe me cause you are not seeing what we are watching earlier.'' Pimmy insist.
''Hahaha.. whatever you say P'pimmy.'' I said laughing and tapping her shoulder.
''And I am telling the truth. And you are also so cute look at that cute N'becky'' She said and pinch my cheeks that made me scratch my forehead and smile awkwardly .I can't believe a former famous actress is complimenting me it made my cheeks warm
I am now sitting beside P'pimmy and we were still talking and teasing each other when a loud ringtone get our attention.
I look around and see the staffs around us and see that they are now starting to clean the studio up and with other things to be done.
We figured it was P'freen's phone that she answered we kind of forgot she was still here she look at my direction and I give her a look of confusion.
''What?'' I ask here when she give me her phone she eyed me to just accept it and I did.
I covered the mic of the phone and excuse myself to P'pimmy.
I walk out from the studio to have a privacy.
''Hello?'' I said to the caller on the phone.
''Becky?'' The man on the other side answered confused.
''Saint?'' I answered confuse too.
''Where is Freen ? She told me to call her is there a problem with the photoshoot?'' I was now so confused to what is happening.
'' But she -''
''Bye Saint. Thanks .'' I wasn't able to finish what I was about to say to Saint when Freen snatch her phone from my hold.
'' What is your problem?'' I am now quite annoyed with her action today just what is her problem?
''What? I didn't told you to answer it'' She's acting innocent now. Great .
I look at her with disbelief but she was just everywhere but me, I shook my head and decided to go back inside.
''Don't go back there. You are coming with me.'' She said that stop me from walking back inside.
''Why? Says who?'' I angrily answered pissed.
''Because I said so.'' She answered with authority.
''And why would I go with you?'' I said annoyed.
''Because we still have to study and memorize the script to understands our characters more.''
''I thought you are too good why do you have to rehearse? You didn't even have to attend to that stupid workshops just to prove your worth as a superstar'' I said matter of factly.
''Is that how you view me?'' I was shocked to what she just answered me and stunned when I look at her face , is she look hurt?
Did I go overboard? Or did I just hit a nerve?
''Fine if you want to go back there , here go back there.'' She said shoving my things in my face that I didn't even realize she was carrying.
She turned her back at me and get in the elevator leaving me dumbfounded outside the studio.
What just happened? Am I wrong?
''Where's Freen?'' Ask her assitant.
I shrug my shoulders and walk pass her.
''That kid snuck out again.urgh..'' Her assistant whispered frustratedly.