When Zenaida looked at the direction of Carl, he was holding a food tray in his hands and moving forward little by little. His food tray is being filled with different kind of dishes.
Zenaida Could only see the side profile of Carl. She couldn't properly see him because of the distance between two of them. But she still stared at him without breaking away her gaze from him.
Carl is truly an unrealistic person.
How could someone look handsome like this?
Even just from the side profile of them?
Carl's jaw line's sharpness and his adam's apple are clearly visible because he is facing sideways to Zenaida.
These features are enhancing his masculine nature more.
This handsome man who is infront of her is none other than her one sided love, Carl Solveig.
This is the person who she loves more than anyone in this world.
These thoughts made Zenaida's heart beats very fast than her usual heartbeat. This is not the first time which Zenaida experienced this kind of thing.
Almost everytime she thinks about Carl , her heart would accelerate like this.
Do I love Carl this much?
With this thought, Zenaida put her right hand on her chest to feel the irregularity of her heartbeat. While doing that, she continued to stare at Carl too.
Ava who was eating looked at Zenaida and dumbfounded by the appearance of Zenaida.
What is Zenaida doing now while looking like a love struck fool?
Is she finally gone crazy by loving Carl overly?
Why is she keeping a hand on her chest and staring at the direction of Carl?
Oh!! Wait!!Hand on the chest!!!!!
It is where a person's heart situated?
Ava was able to guess the meaning of the Zenaida's action without that much thought like always. Ava shook her head helplessly.
Zenaida is obviously a love struck fool. She is loving Carl too much, eventhough it seems reasonable for Zenaida to love him that much.
When Zenaida first found out about her feelings towards Carl, Ava immediately advised Zenaida to don't let her feelings grow more than that. Because it would only hurt her in the end.
Ava only saw the love of Zenaida towards Carl as an unrequited one at that time. She didn't see any hope at all between them at that time.
But surprisingly, Zenaida said to her that she wouldn't have any hope about Carl and her getting togethe. She said that she would just continue to love Carl one sidedly until the end of the high school.
She also said to Ava that she would definitely forget about Carl after the high school. Because, they wouldn't get the chance to see each other by then as they are seeing each other frequently at the school now.
Ava has a good understanding about the Carl's usual personality.
Eventhough Carl acts very respective towards everyone, he isn't a person who is friendly with the other people either. He is too perfect and he is also an unapproachable person in Ava's eyes. Carl seems to draw a huge line between him and the other people.
He seems to keep this distance even from Roy Gaudin, eventhough Carl let Roy to do whatever he wanted to do with him.
Carl also seems to not have any interest in the aspect of girls like the boys in the same age as him.
At first, Carl received many gifts and love letters from the girls at school. He dumped them on the rack which was situated back in the classroom without a second thought.
This process of receiving things and dumping them happened for a longtime until the lots of girls stopped from sending things to Carl. But it hasn't completely stopped yet. Carl would receive one or two gifts or love letters here and there.
As usual, they would be dumped back on the class room's rack. After they stopped from sending gifts and letters, some girls took the courage to confess their love to Carl. they were afraid to approach Carl because of his demeanor but they still did it.
Carl would not even give them a glance and he would just walk away without saying a word to them. Carl is usually a very respective towards everyone. But when it comes to love confessions, his refusing way of confessions is very cold hearted.
Few girls tried to confess to Carl and they all were refused in that cold hearted manner. This news spread fast in the whole school. The girls realized that Carl isn't interested in dating at all. They also don't want to be refused in that kind of cold hearted way by Carl too.
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Chapter 06- Carl's gaze at Zenaida