Seeing how my second child left , I surprisingly didn't say anything . Mainly because I didn't react , what is this all about ? Is this breaking up with me ? Not so . who am i where am i
When I came back to my senses , my mother came in and sat next to me playing with her mobile phone to accompany me , and I didn't hear what my mother said .
But at this moment , my heart hurts so much , so sad , heartbroken , and I feel like my internal organs are broken .
Brothers have one thing to say , if you are a girl, right , I just lent you money , and then went to confess to you , which obviously feels overwhelming . But what the second child means is that she is not that kind of person , as long as she likes it , no matter how you express it , it has nothing to do with money , but as long as she doesn't like it , she won't agree even if you give it 20 million . But how did I know that she is the kind of person who treats her feelings sincerely and stubbornly , and can't have a little sand ?
I hurriedly took out my phone and sent a message to my second child .
I was a little flustered : what's the matter with you ? How to say break up and break up ? Did n't you agree to watch the sunrise and sunset together in the future ? Isn't our previous experience enough for you to understand my sincerity ? I can give up my life for you , and now you are breaking up with me because of this ? ? ?
Seeing that WeChat didn't block me , it's not bad .
The second child also replied in seconds : I'm sorry , I'm too confused , please don't contact me for now .
Seeing this message is nothing but heartache . I didn't send any more messages .
It's just that I have been recalling bits and pieces with my second child in my mind . From the first time I saw her when I first entered the school, when she came back from the outside after selling things , I was immediately attracted by her beauty . After all, no one would dislike someone who looks like IU . It can be said that it starts with appearance , falls into character , and is loyal to character . In my heart, this is a perfect object . And at the beginning, he carried a knife for her , and then lent money to his uncle . And when I slammed on the brakes on the way to take her to my house by bike, I can clearly see the softness of my back . And this time , I almost left this beautiful world and was burned half to death. If I hadn't practiced boxing since I was a child , I would probably still be lying down now .
When it's over, you actually broke up with me ?
The more I think about it, the sadder I get , and the more I want to cry , if my mother wasn't by my side , I really want to cry and vent all my grievances . He kept saying that he loved me and was willing to sacrifice his life for me , and he also said that as long as he didn't touch the bottom line , no matter how difficult it was, he would accompany me to go on. Just... that's it ? This dumped me ?
Why , it's too unfair , I'm going to save you , but facing people like Zhe Biao , I'm just a college student who just came of age , surrounded by a group of professional bodyguards , how much I feel when I see you being kidnapped You're scared , you're scared to death , and you still have to pretend to be calm to comfort you .
After thinking about it for a long time , my psychological defense finally collapsed . I sent my mother away on the pretext of wanting to eat strawberries, and wept in the quilt alone in the ward . I haven't cried for a long time . It's been a long time. I remember that I have n't shed tears since I was in junior high school .
My mother came back with strawberries without saying a word , washed them in the bathroom , and handed them to me .
Suddenly my mother looked at me and said , " What's wrong ? Your eyes are so red ? You just cried ? Is there any pain? If it hurts , I need to see a doctor ! "
Seeing my mother's series of concerns made me feel even more uncomfortable . The truth is adding fuel to the fire , and my heart is constantly stinging . Holding back the tears , I choked up and said , " Just now a bug flew into my eye , and I rubbed it for a long time . It feels like I always make trouble for you , and I feel a little sorry . "
" What is this , what are you talking about ? You brat , my mother must be responsible for you when she gave birth to you . Now that you have an accident , it's not what you think . Okay , okay , eat a strawberry , mom The ones I bought today are very big , let's have a try . " After speaking, my mother guessed what was on my mind , and went to watch the video from a distance .
Looking at my mother like this , yes , there is still such an important person who loves me . It is a common thing to lose love , but it just happened to me suddenly , and it was so unexpected , the stamina is too great .
Until the evening , I didn't eat a few bites of rice . It turns out that when you are extremely sad , you will really lose your appetite .
Mainly this is too outrageous , this is simply unacceptable to me , I broke up ?
I didn't fall asleep at night , and I could barely get out of bed . After lying on the bed for half a month , I suddenly got down and walked around . I felt that the whole floor was soft , as if I was stepping on the beach . Not only my legs are weak , but my head is also dizzy . I have to hold on to the edge of the bed to walk , otherwise I will definitely fall .
Stand on the ground to experience the feeling of gravity for a while , and gradually get used to it .
My mother had fallen asleep on her stomach , but when she heard me getting up , she rushed to help me .
" Mom , I want to wash my hair . I will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow . I will go home like this... "
" Okay, okay , Mom will wash it for you . " My mother moved a bench and took me to the separate bathroom in the ward. I sat in front of the sink and waited for my mother to fill up the hot water .
Feeling the wet hair on my head , my tears also rushed down along with the water .
The second child also washed me after my arm was injured, and even gave me a massage .
I just didn't expect the building to be empty so soon .
After washing and drying my hair , I stood in front of the window and watched the night view of the city . A little dazed , I took out my phone a few times to send a message to my second child , but I endured it .
We can be absolutely affectionate , but we will never lick a dog . How should I put it, I belong to the kind of person who can sincerely treat a girl all my life , but if you mention breaking up or divorce first , then I will immediately put away all the previous good things .
Then I clicked on the boss's WeChat , wanting to confide in him about my current troubles . After thinking about it, he should be having a good time at home with his fourth child, and it's not good to disturb him , after all, it's almost Chinese New Year . There is still more than a week until New Year's Eve .
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the next day .
At around 7 o'clock in the morning , a doctor came for a physical examination . He said , " You are recovering well , and you can be discharged from the hospital today . The procedures for discharge have been completed for you . You can leave around 10 o'clock." 」_
" Okay , thank you doctor . " I said .
Around 9:30 , my uncle and aunt also came .
My mother and the two briefly greeted each other , and the uncle said : " My nephew is in good health, and I don't feel worried about you two going back by high-speed rail . I will ask Wang Mi to drive you back . I will go back to celebrate the New Year . "
My mother looked at me and said with a smile : " Oh, that's great , thank you soon, uncle ! "
" Thank you, Uncle . " My face was expressionless .
The uncle quickly waved his hand : " One family doesn't talk about two things . If it weren't for you , your cousin would probably be on the verge of dying now . I won't talk about the polite words . You clean up , and I will leave first if I have something to do . Nephew , you Do you have Wang Mi's WeChat account ? Just send her a message , she should be downstairs . "
I smiled and said , " Good uncle , I have Sister Wang's WeChat account . "
It is still very comfortable to have my uncle here, and I don't need to go through the discharge procedures by myself . I am treated like a local emperor by the doctors when I live in the hospital , and I don't have to go through all the tedious procedures of hospitalization and discharge by myself .
As for the hospitalization fee this time, I don't know how much , my parents didn't want to owe my uncle favor at first . But the uncle told my dad , I was wrong for not telling you about the bone marrow transplant , but your son saved my son's life , and I'm not the kind of person who doesn't show loyalty , as long as I can help, I will help .
So the medical expenses for me and my second child are all paid by my uncle alone , and it is estimated that it will cost six figures .
After my uncle left, my mother and I were packing our luggage . We said it was packing , but it was nothing . My mother bought a change of clothes here . I couldn't wear my previous clothes for a long time , and my uncle also prepared new clothes for me early . I changed into the hospital gown , took a little luggage , and left the place where I lived for half a month .
The uncle's personal secretary also waited in the hospital parking lot early for a long time . We opened the location sharing and found the uncle's BMW 740. I asked my mother to sit in the back row . As for me, I must be in the passenger seat .
For Sister Wang , even though she was hired by my uncle with money , I still respect her enough . If my mother and I sit in the back row , wouldn't Sister Wang become a special car driver ?
After seeing me close the door and get in the car , Sister Wang smiled naturally and charmingly : " You are all ready , boss, where are we going ? Give me an address so I can navigate . "
I smiled and said , " Haha , I just recovered from a serious illness and I want to go home quickly . I'll guide you . " As I said that, I took out my mobile phone , set the location , and hung it on the bracket on the car .
After finishing these, I turned to look at my mother : " Mom , this is Sister Wang , who works with uncle . "
My mother said politely : " Hello ! "
" Hello , Auntie looks very young and beautiful , no wonder your son is such a handsome guy . " Sister Wang giggled .
I have to say that Rainbow Fart is very useful to my mother , and she is very happy to give it to her .
After that , I didn't chat much along the way . I just asked about my uncle's situation . Of course , Sister Wang wouldn't tell me too much . After eleven o'clock, I ate something in the service area and continued on my way .
With the non-stop running around , we arrived home in the afternoon. As for Sister Wang , she didn't stop for a moment. After she dropped us off, she turned around and went back .
When I got home, I was slumped in my bedroom . My mother also sighed : " Oh , I'm so exhausted, I'm finally healed, I 'll go buy some New Year's snacks during my break , you should rest at home . "
" Okay Mom . " I responded loudly .
The wound on the leg has also been scarred long ago . I touched the skin on the back , and there is nothing wrong with it except for an obvious patch of skin color and a raised seam around it .
When I came to the bathroom , I simply wiped my body with hot water and poured a basin of water to soak my feet . After doing all this, I looked at my parents' bedroom . My mother , who usually didn't snore, was snoring like thunder . I silently closed my bedroom door and changed into pajamas .
I have a dressing mirror in my bedroom , looking at the injuries all over my body. The wounds from my elbows to my shoulders have not healed, and I have wounds on my legs and back . I am also a person who loves beauty. My previous figure was not only as smooth as jade like a woman's , but it was also very fair .
Thinking about it makes me even more wronged , I am a dignified seven-foot man , I have paid so much , and in the end I want to break up with me ? If you don't like it , don't act like you love me so much . This is really too much for me .
Lying on the bed , took out the mobile phone , and decided to send a message to the second child : Is it because your father borrowed money and I didn't tell you that I broke up ? If it is because you borrowed 200,000 yuan that you feel that you and I are trading for profit , I promise not to touch you before marriage . I also believe that you chose to be together because of love , so why can't you let it go and just break up so suddenly and decisively ?
After sending this message, I will wait for the second child to reply .
But it was still very uncomfortable . Turning on the desktop computer at home and playing games was boring . I used to like playing games very much , especially the hero Yasuo who never gets tired of playing , but today I just hang up and can't continue playing . I feel very frizzy in my heart , it's all about the breakup that my second child said when he was leaving .
Suddenly the boss called , and I got through with some doubts : " Hey boss , what's the matter ? "
The boss was a little upset , and cursed, " What 's the matter ? I can't call you if I have nothing to do ? "
" No, no , I saw that you called suddenly at this point , and I thought something was wrong . " I explained . Boss is a friend that I recognize and value very much .
The boss heard the words and said flatly : " I see you are online and call you to play games . How is your body ? I haven't contacted you for several days . Have you been discharged from the hospital ? See if you have played games and are not in the group Say it . "
I laughed and said , " My body is rattling . I just got home not too long ago . Where's the fourth child ? "
" I just came back from the fourth family's house yesterday . We have met both parents . After all, it is still difficult to meet someone who is full of eyes on each other . I have to seize the opportunity . " The boss said with a happy face .
I also smiled apologetically : " It 's ok , I've only met my parents in less than half a year . "
Boss : " What about you ? The second brother didn't go back with you to have a look ? Didn't you both meet your parents ? "
I was silent and didn't speak .
The boss then asked : " What's the matter ? Why didn't you talk ? "
I sighed , the boss sensed something was wrong , and hurriedly asked , " Is something wrong ? "
I thought about it for a while, and it was appropriate to tell the boss about this matter . If I confide the grievances in my heart to my group hair boys , they will definitely persuade me to break up .
I said slowly, " I broke up . "
In just four words , the two ends of the phone were silent for a while . If it wasn't for the fact that the voice was still connected , I would have suspected that the boss had hung up .
The boss laughed and said , " Stop joking , you two broke up ? You lost half your life because of her , and she also voluntarily had a skin graft because of you. If it gets out, it will be on the news . "
I said bitterly : " I'm not kidding , we really broke up . She said that I borrowed 200,000 from her father and didn't tell her . I touched the bottom line and couldn't bear it . "
When the boss saw me talking so seriously, he also realized that it was for real .
The boss comforted : "The second brother is not that kind of person , there must be a misunderstanding that has not been resolved . "
" There is no misunderstanding . I sent her a message , but I haven't responded yet. I sent a message before and told me not to contact her . "
The boss went on to say : " Oh , it 's okay , just go and coax me . "
I was a little annoyed and growled : " Come on ? Why ? I admit that I really like her , but I have paid so much , just because of this breakup , what am I ? Licking a dog ? I also have a temper , I've already sent a message to keep him , if you don't reply me , I won't bother you . "
The boss paused and said : " This is your business , I don't want to interrupt , but I want to say that as a boy, you have to bear some grievances , otherwise if you miss it , you will regret it for the rest of your life , don't you think so ? In this way , I won't ask you to play games , just think about it by yourself , usually you like to talk about the future with me , and you also think about the future without a second child , can you accept it ? "
After talking, the boss asked me to think for myself and hung up the phone .
After calming down , it seems that I really can't live without my second child in the future , but I don't want to be too humble .
Simply send a message to the second child : Don't be angry baby , I was wrong , and I will tell you anything in the future . Can I answer the phone ?
Three minutes after sending this sentence , I made a voice call to her . As a result... it wasn't that she didn't connect , but was hung up by her directly .
I'm honestly a little bit annoyed , I still don't feel like it's my fault , I don't feel like it's time to say it .
Do you want me to say directly : Baozi , I lent him the 200,000 uncle .
Doesn't this look very ostentatious ?
Just as I was thinking in a mess, my phone suddenly ding -dong .
I unlocked it and saw that it was sent by my second child. All the unhappiness just now disappeared in an instant and returned to me . It seemed to be all right , so I opened it to read the message with great anticipation .
Second child : From the moment you lie, it is doomed that this relationship will not last long . If you have the first time, there will be the second time . You know why I hate and am afraid to hide it . I thought about it all night yesterday . We still Ordinary roommates , lovers end it .
After reading it, I was dumbfounded in place , so decisive . It 's too much not to talk about affection .
I replied : Too much , don't you know who I am ? That bastard Tony hid it from you , but I'm not that kind of person, okay ? Appends an angry emoticon .
When I hit send there is an exclamation mark . Just block me and delete me ?
What's the situation , true or false , it's gone ?
At this moment, it was no longer anger , but disappointment , helplessness like ashes .
Okay , since you said points , let's go .
Although I will still miss him , I know that the only antidote to falling in love is time . I must find something to do on my own , otherwise I will only fall into an endless loop , becoming more and more sad , and even become depressed from exhaustion .
I can enhance my programming skills . In order to find something to do , I called my uncle and asked him if he knew any technical experts in the IT industry . Please ask for advice .
What I didn't expect was that my uncle not only knew the bigwigs in technology , but he was also a Ph.D. from Qingbei University after he recommended it to me . He was recruited by him with a high salary .
Even though it's hard for me to be broken up now , I'm still very interested in facing this kind of boss . After adding friends , I directly played a voice chatting about the direction of learning . And what I like very much is that this boss directly assigned me a task , told me to complete it this week , and also sent a link to the learning video .
After the chat, I will devote myself to learning, typing code while learning . But I still miss my second child very much , and I ca n't help thinking about her . It feels like a cat is scratching you with its paws in my heart . Maybe only friends who have broken up can understand my mood at this time .
But there is no way , others have deleted you , what do you expect ?
I studied continuously for several hours , and it was late at night . I still insisted on studying . Whenever I stopped, I thought of her . It was forced to study .
My dad worked overtime tonight and came back late , and my mother also prepared the meal early and waited for my dad to come back .
Just when I couldn't stand it any longer and wanted to take a break and was full of thoughts about my second child , the WeChat voice ringtone rang .
I subconsciously thought it was the second child , but after thinking about it, it was impossible , and my friends were gone .
Impatiently, he took out his mobile phone and took a look . It turned out to be Liu Yueyi...