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Chapter 28 - Section 28 Regret

Well , it 's true that which pot is not open and which pot is lifted , what are you calling me at this time ?

I said indifferently, " Hello ? Is there something wrong ? "

Liu Yueyi said happily : " So indifferent , is this the friend you said ? I have been back for a few days , and you also said that you had a date , so I called you to come out and let me see what it is The good girl hooked your soul away , I have to study hard , haha . "

Hearing Liu Yueyi say this , the momentary impatience and irritability broke out .

I lowered my voice and yelled , " Are you finished ? What's so good about her ? Don't call me and ask me everything . "

After I finished speaking, I hung up , but , the moment I hung up the phone, I regretted it, shouldn't I say that ? After all, Liu Yue alone is pretty good . After thinking for a minute, I was about to call her again to apologize . I didn't know what happened just now , I just got angry for no reason .

As a result, she posted a WeChat message : " I'm sorry , I didn't mean to make you unhappy , so just pretend I didn't make this call, okay ? "

My heart tingles slightly , alas~ I really shouldn't be like this . I still have to learn how to control my emotions , why I suddenly became so irritable .

I hurried to apologize . I only said that I had an accident in the past two days and I was in a bad mood , and I didn't say anything else . Liu Yueyi also comforted me .

Although I broke up with my second child , I really can't be a couple with Liu Yueyi . A good horse doesn't want to turn back , unless the grass is tender and fragrant .

So I also told Liu Yueyi that we can only be friends , and tried to persuade her not to chase me anymore , we are really not suitable .

After explaining everything clearly , Liu Yueyi still teased me about what I said , not to chase you , liking you doesn't mean I want to marry you , it doesn't mean I want to live with you , I just want to make friends and miss my lost youth , that 's all That's all .

It was embarrassing for me , and I was beaten up .

After hanging up the phone, my dad also came back .

My mother has already prepared a big meal . Today is the first meal I have come home since I was hospitalized for half a month . During the hospitalization, I couldn't eat at first, so I could only infuse nutrition solution , and later I could only eat fast food sold . Now when I come home , I eat the meal made by my mother. It is really delicious . Sitting on the table is a dazzling meal , sweet and sour fish , big bone in sauce...

The whole family ate very happily . My dad told me that I would go back to grandma's house for the New Year in two days . He told me to cut my hair and then perm it .

After hearing this, I exclaimed, " Hot your head ? I'm really surprised that such words came out of your mouth . "

" Stinky boy , you're so old now , you have to make up your own mind about some things . I didn't let you burn your head before because I was afraid that you would learn to be bad and become a ruffian . " Dad said contentedly while eating braised pork .

I didn't dare to think about it before . I still remember that I wanted to perm my head in the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, and I was almost beaten to death by my dad's fried shredded pork .

After a while , my dad suddenly said : " Bring Xiao Li back after the Chinese New Year , she won't give up because of your scalp , and your grandma also wants to see the girlfriend you made . Tomorrow I will have the annual leave . I will take you back first ." Go to grandma's house , you haven't been back for a long time . "

My mother smiled kindly on the side : " Yes son , I have been with her for half a month , and I think she is very good , so bring her back . "

Hearing this sentence , the sense of loss in my heart once again swept through my body .

The Xiao Li that my father said is naturally the second child . During the hospitalization, my parents called her Xiao Li , and her parents called me Xiao Chen . One second he was cooking happily , and the next second he was suddenly numb and in pain . Because I started thinking about my second child again , I actually lost her . And I don't know how to tell my parents .

Alas , friends , that's why parents don't know who they're talking to soon enough . If you don't know why you broke up, you will be very embarrassed after the breakup . This requires you to comfort your parents in the pain of losing love .

So when I heard that I was going to bring my second child back to have a look , I just lowered my head and didn't know what to say .

In less than ten seconds , my parents could see that I was different from usual .

My dad held the bowl and said , " Do you have something on your mind ? I talked to you about Xiao Li before , and you were very happy . Today is like a wilted eggplant . "

I thought about it for a while and decided not to talk about it , so I replied : " It's okay Dad , I just got out of the hospital. The mood is very different . It's too depressing in the hospital . "

" After eating, take a bath and go to rest quickly . You will have a good rest these two days . Dad will give you some money . You can go out and play after you have rested . Oh yes , your uncle said that he gave you a sum of money for taking you to talk about business , and we will alson't care , you earned it yourself . Then I won't give it to you , you go out and spend it yourself , and come back to sleep when you are tired . " Dad smiled .

Seeing my parents like this , I was suddenly under a lot of pressure . Maybe this accident was too serious , and it also scared my parents. My dad usually doesn't talk much , and it's rare to say that today .

Tears welled up in his eyes unconsciously . I hastened to say : " I've taken a bath , parents, eat . I'm full , so I'll go back to study first . My uncle found a very good teacher to take me with me . "

Then my dad said : " Okay, okay , you go . "

Go back to the room and lock the door . This is good in my house . My parents respect my privacy very much , so I can lock the door and do whatever I want in the bedroom since the second day of junior high school . Of course , there are also disadvantages . That's why I was not up to snuff . During the summer vacation of the second year of high school , I locked the door and secretly played games...

Walking to the window next to the desk , looking at the bright and clear moon , even if I am a pure old man, I can't stop crying . It hurts , it hurts too much , it turns out that falling in love is really tormenting .

It's a nice night tonight . All thoughts are stars , and the stars in the sky are not as good as you .

Forget it , what doesn't belong to me will eventually leave . The macho wiped away his tears and dried them with his sleeves . I have to find something to do , otherwise this feeling will be worse than that fragment stuck in my thigh . Just thinking about the injuries on my body makes me feel extremely wronged .

Sitting in front of the computer to complete the tasks assigned to me by the doctor . The Qingbei doctor sent by my uncle has the same surname as mine , both surnamed Chen . He said that my computer foundation is very good , and I have just finished my sophomore courses when I just entered college . I have already studied courses such as data structure and computer network by myself , and according to what Dr. Chen said , my level of learning is about the same as that of ordinary 211 students . He also arranged a lot of technical advancement tasks according to my situation , saying that it is easy to find a job with a monthly salary of 20,000 yuan after graduation .

As Mr. Guo Degang said , we can have no education , but we can't have no culture . Anyway, besides being sad , I feel as if I have been beaten with chicken blood. I just want to learn my skills quickly .

What I didn't know was that , hundreds of kilometers away , in a pink boudoir , a girl wearing a black baseball cap was also watching this round of the lonely moon . He still murmured : " It seems too cruel for me to treat him like this . How can I untie the shackles in my heart caused by his lying ? "

And... the boss is talking on the phone with the fourth brother . When the fourth child learned that I broke up with the second child , she also looked in disbelief .

The fourth child was surprised and said , " How is it possible , the second sister and the third brother have such a good relationship , why did they break up suddenly ? Who did you hear ? "

The boss sighed : " I watched the third brother's game online in the afternoon , and I wanted to ask him to play games , and then he told me that he broke up with me . It was the second brother who mentioned it. It seems that it was because... " The boss then lent me money to the boss . The story of the second father was told . Of course , I told him about borrowing money today , I really need someone to listen to me , otherwise I really can't stand it alone .

The fourth child said sadly : "The second sister must be very sad by herself now. After hanging up the phone , I will make a video call to the second sister to accompany her . "

" Well , why don't you go now , we can call anytime . " The boss agreed .

...

When I finished the task , typed the code , and studied some engineering code sent by Dr. Chen , it was already past eleven o'clock in the evening , and three or four hours had passed before I knew it .

I tossed and turned in bed , unable to fall asleep .

I even wanted to meet up with the boys and go out and get drunk . But after thinking about it , I decided to forget it . It would be bad if everyone knew that I had broken up . It 's not that I'm afraid of being told by them , it 's mainly that I feel awkward .

When I was broken in love and insomnia , I suddenly thought of the WeChat account , maybe my second child's father had sent me a message .

He turned over and sat up , leaned on the bed , and switched WeChat accounts .

Sure enough , my uncle sent me a message as early as yesterday .

After clicking on it , my uncle said , " Hi , can I make a phone call if it's convenient ? I want to thank you in person . I made some cured goods at home , and I'll send them to you as a token of my gratitude . "

Seeing this news , I knew it was probably sent by my second uncle . She is very strict about details. Even if I told her in the hospital that I borrowed the money , she still wanted to make sure that her dad's WeChat friend was me . Besides , my uncle also wanted to know if I had lent it to him .

I leaned on the bed and looked at the ceiling . If I didn't borrow the money back from him , it seems that there is no need to hide it . My second child broke up with me and I'm hiding it . But if it's a direct showdown , I don't know how to say it .

After much deliberation, I decided to let it go . Breaking up is indeed painful now , but time will surely smooth out the scar in my heart .

So I replied : " Thank you for your kindness , there is no need for preserved goods . I will call you at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning . "

After replying to this message, I immediately set an alarm clock . I don't want to let my uncle dove , let alone the second child , as far as uncles and aunts are , I really like them .

I didn't even change my WeChat account , and I still couldn't fall asleep . My mind was full of pictures of my second child's side profile , and shopping with her . So I got up and continued to learn the video lessons sent by Dr. Chen , and then typed the code .

I don't know if everyone is the same as me , it 's just that I was very sleepy at night , and suddenly I learned and became energetic again . Anyway, I am like this . It was past three o'clock in the morning , and it was almost four o'clock . I felt that my brain couldn't hold new things , and I was so sleepy that I couldn't keep my eyes open , as if something had grown on my eyelids , and it was hard to blink .

Then I turned the ringtone of the phone to the maximum and put it next to my ear , otherwise I was afraid that I would oversleep and fail to call my uncle , so I fell asleep after I was done .

I didn't hear my mother calling me for breakfast until after seven o'clock the next morning .

" Son~ I've had breakfast . Mom made your favorite pumpkin pie today . It's delicious when dipped in sugar . "

My mother yelled for a long time and saw that I didn't respond : " Mom is going to open the door and come in ? "

Seeing that I still didn't answer , my mother was still a little flustered : " Oh , why is my son silent , open the door and have a look . " My father was also very nervous .

As he said, he took the key to open my door , and was relieved when he saw that I was snoring . I do have my own privacy , but my parents also have the keys to the door .

" It scared me to death . I thought something was wrong . Let him rest for a while. He must be exhausted these days . " After telling my dad , he backed out and locked the door .

I slept for nearly 6 hours , recovered a little , and was woken up by the alarm clock just after ten o'clock .

The first thing I think of when I open my eyes is to make a phone call .

After getting up , I looked at the information on my phone . My uncle sent me a message at 7:30 in the morning , saying , " I'll wait for your call . "

After waking up , I found that my parents were not at home , so I probably went out to stock up on new year 's goods . After a brief wash , I thought about what to say , cleared my throat , and ran to the balcony to make a voice call for my uncle .

Soon , the uncle connected without ringing twice .

The uncle said very politely : " Hi~ Hello , thank you for your loan . I want to give you two cured geese , two cured ducks , and a little rabbit meat . "

I paused : " Hi Uncle , it's me . "

There was silence on both sides , and after a while the uncle said : " I should have known it was yours long ago , but I'm still a little surprised to hear your voice now . "

I smiled and said , " I don't want my uncle to misunderstand you. If you just say that I borrowed it , it will seem like an attempt . "

I directly opened the skylight to speak clearly and explain clearly .

Uncle also smiled : " Haha , I really didn't expect it at first . I was still searching for charity organizations on the Internet . I was wondering where there is such a good charity organization that I could be so lucky to meet . I almost thought it was a scam . "

" Hahaha , how could I deceive my uncle , how is my second sister at home ? " In front of my uncle, I usually call my second eldest sister "Second Sister ".

The uncle said in a dull tone : " She is still in good health. She just sat in the house and learned English these two days , and she didn't eat much . I also heard her say that she broke up with you . Can you contact me now?" Is it her ? But this is the business of you young people , and I will not interfere . As for the money , I will definitely pay back the principal with interest within five years . "

Hearing what my uncle said , I felt like I was going to separate myself from him , which made me really uncomfortable .

I had no choice but to forcefully squeeze out a smile : " There's no rush for this, it's never too late to give it to uncle when he has it . "

The uncle sighed : " I can't owe money , and I'm not happy if I owe it for one more day . If you have anything to say to my second child, I can call her , or you can come to our house directly . I welcome you to come over." .But uncle won't bother you too much about your own affairs . "

Hearing this , my dissatisfaction with my uncle disappeared instantly . How could I miss my uncle so much ? What's the point of disregarding the relationship , uncle is such a good person, right , it 's me who has a small belly . Uncle is very similar to my dad in character , giving the child enough privacy .

" Okay, okay , I really want to say a few words to my second sister , please call my uncle . " I said eagerly .

Originally, my heart was full of displeasure with my second child , but I was really happy to have a word with her . Think about it for yourself , is this too licking the dog , but there is really no way , this feeling , whoever loses love will understand .

" Okay , I'll call her now . "

After a while, I heard my uncle say softly : " Xiao Chen called , I'll give you a call. After calling , put the phone on the table, and I'll pick it up later . "

From the other end, the second child said reluctantly : " Oh~ "

" Hey~ " The second child was a little indifferent .

I smiled and said , " Ha , I haven't heard your voice for a long time . "

" It's only two daysIf you have anything to say , just tell me . "

To be honest , the indifference of the second child really chills me .

I said jokingly : " You are so indifferent to me now , don't talk about anything else , the ups and downs we have experienced , ordinary couples don't have it . "

" Well , I can't accept that you hide such a big thing from me . "

I was a little aggrieved and said , " I never wanted to hide anything from you . I didn't want to put pressure on you , and I did n't want you to think that I borrowed money for other purposes . I just wanted to have a serious relationship . "

The second child was silent for a while and then said in a slightly crying voice : " I know , I know what you said . But...but I...can't accept this feeling . You clearly promised me that you will not hide , betray , or deceive . I am such a person , even if you don't do a little thing , it's fine if you don't do it , but you didn't tell me when you lent my dad two hundred thousand . I'm too afraid of this feeling of hiding , like... like ... "

I continued : " Cheating you like Tony ? I almost lost my arm and half my life because of you . I know you also donated your skin for me . Isn't this better than borrowing money without telling you? matter ? "

The second child stopped talking , only a little sobbing could be heard .

The second child is like a holy lotus , and there can be no trace of stain . In the eyes of ordinary people, this kind of thing seems to be not worth mentioning , or it is a good thing , or it may move one's girlfriend . But the second character's feeling of love is unacceptable and concealed . She can give everything for her lover , even her life , but she can't touch her bottom line .

Just like a patient with severe obsessive-compulsive disorder , he will feel very uncomfortable when he sees untidy things, and he can't get over this hurdle no matter what .

I felt aggrieved and said , " Can you think about my feelings ? I 'm very confused . How about we meet ? "

" I'm sorry , I can't do it, can you let me calm down for a few days and think about it ? " The second child cried .

After she finished speaking, she hung up on me . Looking at the phone that was hung up, he was stunned for a long time . In fact, the second child herself regretted it very much , but the conflict in her heart made her unable to let go of her prejudice and stubbornness for a while .

Come to yourself . This is gone ? Is it tolerable or unbearable ? Just hang up on me , I'm really stupid .

I sighed and looked at the sky outside the balcony .

It's not intended to be flat , but the emotion has moved .

I rubbed my eyes to disperse the tears , since you are so cruel , that's fine , I won't bother you any more , and turned back to my bedroom .

Switching to the commonly used WeChat account , Dr. Chen asked me to send the completed tasks to him for inspection .

I sent him everything I learned last night , along with the code I wrote .

Dr. Chen called me : " Hey~ how do you learn so fast? You almost finished a week's worth of tasks in one day . Do n't worry . I'm afraid that if you try so hard , you will forget what you learn . When you reach my level, you wo n't understand many things . "

Seeing that he cared about me so much , I said flatly : " Mr. Chen , I will study hard , and I have seen the content you sent me before , so I will review it again today . "

After the pleasantries , I returned to my studies .

Less than an hour later , my parents came back at this time , and they packed big and small bags .

At this time, the door of my room was open, and my mother saw me smiling and said , " Son , Mom bought you your favorite pistachio , come and taste it . "

My dad laughed and said, "Didn't you eat in the morning ? I 'll go and warm up your meal for you to fill your belly . Make lunch right away, and you can have lunch . " After finishing speaking, he went to the kitchen .

My mother walked into my room , looked at me and said, " What 's wrong ? Are you in a bad mood ? Why are you frowning, and your eye circles are a little red and swollen . "

I hurriedly pretended to be happy and said , " Why am I in a bad mood ? It's too late for me to be happy . "

As he spoke, he took a bag of pistachios from my mother , opened it and ate it .

My mother left with a smile .

After eating some snacks, I ran to take a shower , and came out with a bang .

I sighed , shook my head , a little helpless . Just about to put on the earphones and continue studying , the phone rang again .

To be honest, I have been annoyed by the phone ringing these two days , it is really too much trouble , all kinds of things .

Take a look at the phone , Liu Yueyi ? It was her calling again . I am a little speechless .