As soon as I heard the voice of my second child , after almost a week of self-suggestion and self-regulation , I did not appear very happy .
I just jokingly asked : " Oh , so it's the second child . What's the matter with calling during the Chinese New Year? You won't ask me for a red envelope , haha . " At this moment, I only regarded her as my roommate , not The slightest emotion of being in love exists .
I also have a temper, well , she was so ruthless before , no matter what the reason , she just broke up at will . I was extremely upset , so I asked her why she called first .
The voice of the second child was slightly sad : " I'm sorry , I thought about it for a week . It shouldn't be like that . Can we...can we get back together ? It's really my fault . After this week , I found that I can no longer calm down and do other things. It 's over . I think... "
I interrupted her and said indifferently : " Second sister , oh , no , I think it's better to call you Li Xinwan . What do you think I am ? Items ? If you want it , you can throw it away if you don't want it ? I can tolerate anything you want. temper , but I can't accept a girl who abandons me at will . I admit that I loved you so much before that I even thought that you were my whole world , and I was willing to give anything for you , even my life . But this perfect The mirror world , when you broke up in the hospital , it was already shattered . "
" I'm sorry , I'm really sorry , don't do this , okay ? This is not my intention . Concealment and deception are very important things to me . " The second child said anxiously .
I know her , it 's just that I ca n't tolerate a little sand in my eyes, and I will feel uncomfortable if there is a small problem , but that's not enough to break up with me, right ? what ? Good-looking can wantonly trample on my love ?
I sneered and said , " Don't make a mistake , it's like I'm hurting you . I won't talk about it at school, I'll talk about it in society . For you , was my arm chopped off ? Until now I My parents didn't know that I had an arm injury , and they kept it secret at home . The wound on the thigh just healed , and I wanted to show you how deep the injury is . And my back , there is none It 's my own , and I'm sick of lying down and sleeping at night . You can give me a skin graft , and you have indeed given me a skin graft . When I woke up and knew that this piece of skin belonged to you , I felt sorry for you and was very moved . But I didn't expect you to raise points . Is there anything that can't be discussed and resolved ? It must be like this ? Once there is a crack in your heart , you can never go back. If you have something to say , say it, and hang up after you finish speaking . "
The voice of the second child was a little trembling : " I... didn't you say that we won't be separated ? "
" Yeah , didn't you mention that ? I called you as soon as I got home from the hospital , and I almost knelt down and begged you not to break up . How did you do it ? Blocked my WeChat , phone , and all ways to contactI really can'tit . I found you through your dad's phone and wanted to see you . What did you say ? You said you couldn't do it, and you had to calm down for a few days , so you hung up on me . Did you think I was a licking dog? You do n't know who I am, what are you thinking . " I was a little angry , more like venting the grievances of the past few days .
The second child could only cry and apologize . After saying a few words, I hung up the phone .
But why does my heart hurt so much after hanging up the phone , it hurts like a heart cone . I don't want to do this either , but why can she leave me alone ? I'm just a college student under 20 years old , and I'm panicked when I face those scenes I've never seen before because of her .
But the second child should also really like me , otherwise, according to her personality, she wouldn't make this call . Unconsciously , the corners of the mouth slightly raised , we are still attractive . It 's just more contradictory , abandoning me for a while, and coming to seek reconciliation again .
After thinking for a moment , my heart still softened . She is a girl , she is indeed wrong about this , but we boys have to tolerate it . But being tolerant doesn't mean giving her everything .
I turned on my phone and sent her a WeChat message : Even if this matter is over , we will still be good roommates in the future . You also need to give me time to digest . For a while, I really can't accept such a change from you .
Press send , and the message is sent out . The second child should cancel the blacklisting .
Then she said , " Okay , I see ."
Concise and concise , which fits her tone well .
But I am in a good mood at this time , but it does not mean that I will agree to reconcile . I am also very stubborn , and my loyalty to love is absolutely unswerving until death . I think there is nothing that the two of us can discuss, and we will have to share the same bed in the future . It would be terrible if the people sleeping next to each other had 800 minds , each with their own ghosts , and they didn't discuss it .
After the phone call , go back to the living room . Our family had a reunion dinner earlier , and now grandma and others are already making dumplings .
Grandpa is playing mahjong with Erye . Uncle is different , sitting alone on a stool in the yard , he is busy with his career, and he is also dealing with constant messages on his mobile phone .
It's just that my cousin and aunt didn't come back today . I heard from my uncle that it was because my cousin recovered from a serious illness this year and had to go back to my cousin's grandma's house for the New Year . I don't know if it's a custom or what .
I moved a chair and sat next to my uncle , and poured him a cup of tea by the way .
The uncle saw me coming and smiled kindly : "How is my nephew doing ? Dr. Chen is not bad . "
As he spoke, he took out a red envelope from his pocket and gave it to me . When I asked for a red envelope in the house , my uncle was not there .
I pretended to be polite and said : " No need , uncle , you have already given me a lot of benefits , how dare you accept this red envelope . "
" Oh , take it. I gave all of your brothers and sisters . If you don't accept them , you will break the rules . Yours is different from theirspocket . " As he said, the uncle stuffed the money into my down jacket pocket .
I didn't even bow , I just accepted it politely . Feeling the thickness is at least two or three thousand , the uncle is really generous . However, the red envelopes he gave to others were all 500 , mainly to keep a low profile . After all, the uncle's property is so big that few in the family know about it . Even my dad didn't know about it , and thought that my uncle only ran the previous factory .
I politely replied , " You're good at learning . Dr. Chen is very good . I often send messages to him these days to ask him questions , and he can explain them clearly to me . "
" That's good . You can come to work with me after you've learned it . As an uncle , I don't have any other thoughts . I just hope that you and your brother can get along well and have a care in the future . "
I nodded quickly to express that I will get along well with my cousin in the future , after all, I still want to hug my uncle's thigh .
Then he leaned closer and whispered : " Uncle , is there any news about Zhebiao ? He almost deposed me , and I want to get back the debt . "
The uncle looked around like a frightened bird , but no relatives came over , and then said in a low voice : " Nephew , I advise you to let this matter go to your stomach. You are safe now , so don't think about revenge . If you don't come looking for me It's fine if you're in trouble , uncle can stop you if there's a problem , but don't expect revenge , it's not realistic . "
I also showed surprise on my face : " There is an explanation ? Who are they , uncle can't solve it ? "
The uncle was a little helpless : " They are only Chinese . I don't know where their nationality is . But the group of people I know here are not easy to mess with. They are a family business and they are all black . "
I was puzzled and said , " It's easy to deal with black people. Wouldn't it be easier to report them and let the government solve them ? "
My uncle looked at me with a mentally handicapped expression : " What are you talking about ? You're just a brat , and you don't understand some things . The law can only control people who live in the open, and the law can't control people who live in the dark . This No matter where you are in society, there will be moths and corrupt officials . If they die, they can say that they are alive . If you really want to work with them , you must at least have an organization with hundreds of people . "
I am a little speechless , does this mean that I was burned in vain .
" Is there nothing you can do about it ? " I asked .
" Yes , there are. You have seen international mercenaries on TV, right ? You can hire people if you have money . It's not that uncle will not help you here . Uncle will not participate in such serious gangster-related matters . " There was a trace of fear in the uncle's tone .
What else did I want to say , the uncle said : " You just have to study hard now . In this world , there are people who are beyond the human world. It 's true that every mountain is higher than the other. It's very rare for you to reach the top . I've been struggling for so many years . It can only be ranked in one district of Shanghai . It is not good for you to think so much now . As for the Tony you told me before , he doesn't have a big background , and uncle can only tell you for the time being There are so many . If there is any difficulty to find uncle , I will speak up if I can't help . "
After speaking, the uncle put away his nervous expression , patted my shoulder and smiled brightly : " Haha , nephew, you study hard , and you will definitely make a difference in the future . " After speaking, the uncle took the cup and left , and turned to talk to a few Uncle chatted in full swing .
I clenched my fists , this matter must not be settled like this , but what should I do ? Zhebiao is helpless now , this Tony , in the final analysis, the cause of the matter is him . I will personally recover this debt .
Sometimes when you encounter a disgusting thing like Tony , who doesn't have much ability and makes small moves every day , you have to pinch a couple of them. Not only can you vent your anger for yourself , but you can also punish evil and promote good , right? ? In the past, I always reported my revenge immediately . This time he didn't know where he went , but no matter where the world is , I must destroy him .
Otherwise, looking at my kind and handsome face, I would think that I am easy to bully .
Just when I was worrying about how to find Tony , a voice suddenly sounded from beside me .
" Long time no see, nephew , why don't you come in, it's so cold outside . " The sister-in-law asked with concern .
I laughed quickly and said , " Ha , it's my sister - in -law. I just chatted with my uncle and was about to go back to the house . Where are my cousin and my little uncle ? Why didn't you see him ? "
The person who came was my sister- in-law. Although she was a sister-in-law , she got married two years earlier than my father . And my uncle and my grandma's house are very close , so they will come to pay New Year's greetings after the reunion dinner in the evening .
" Your cousin is preparing for the re-examination at home . He hasn't passed the year and is studying every day . "
My cousin is a senior this year , and his goal for postgraduate entrance examination is Zhejiang University . My cousin, surnamed Dai , is very thoughtful , and I have had a good relationship with him since childhood . It's just that my sister-in-law likes to show off very much , and likes to show off my brother's grades .
I smiled and said , " Oh, so , I wish him the best of luck next year . "
" Nephew, don't give up on yourself . You have to study hard when you go to junior college . You won't be worse than your brother in the future . " After finishing speaking, she walked away with a proud face .
Leaving me alone in the wind messy , my heart is full of greetings .
What is this all about ? My uncle is so rich , and my cousin was originally studying abroad , but he only returned to China in the past two years due to health reasons . The conditions are so good , and I have never seen my uncle and aunt talk like this . There is nothing wrong with my sister saying this , but I am really upset by her tone .
As soon as I walked into the house from the yard , I saw the little uncle walking up to me . I quickly avoided . Now I don't want to communicate with my sister-in-law's family at all .
But blessings are not disasters , and disasters cannot be avoided . I saw the little uncle with a happy face : " Hey~ I haven't seen my nephew for a long time . Come , I will give you a red envelope for the Chinese New Year . "
This is still plausible , I manage my own expressions , and greeted me with a smile : " Oh , uncle . Long time no see , I miss you so much . "
After speaking, I took the red envelope , but the thickness of the red envelope is really hard to describe , but it was given to me , so we naturally have to accept it politely .
" When your cousin finishes his postgraduate entrance examination , I'll ask him to tutor you , so that he can get into a good university in June next year . " The young uncle said with a smile .
" Thank you, little uncle , I have already passed the exam this year , and I am going to... "
Uncle interrupted me and exclaimed : " Passed the exam ? I didn't see you holding a school entrance banquet . It's okay . When you take the postgraduate entrance examination , I will ask your cousin to tutor you . "
I was a little helpless : " I'm studying in a junior college , and I don't have any plans to upgrade to a higher education or take a postgraduate entrance examination . "
When the little uncle heard about the junior college I was in , he immediately changed his words : " Ah ? How can I do it if I don't go to higher education ? How can I have a future ? How can I get ahead ? It's good to find a job now in junior college , but the salary is definitely not as high as that of a graduate student . I can't be like you . like my parents . "
Well , it's true that the whole family doesn't come in . My cousin probably doesn't even know that his parents are praising him like that outside . The same goes for my sister-in -law , I really can't stand the squabble between the two of them . It's not your turn to tell me what happened to my parents. Does this mean that my parents are too bad ? Saying this during the Chinese New Year actually makes me angry . Except for that cousin, my sister-in - law's family has really low EQ .
" Who says that after graduate school, there must be achievements ? My son, who is a student of Nantah University, dare not talk like that . Come on , nephew , there is a red envelope for the Chinese New Year . The money is not much . Don't dislike your aunt . "
Just when I couldn't take it anymore, the savior came , and this person was my aunt . Grandma gave birth to four children , two boys and two girls . My dad is third , and my uncle and aunt are nice . Only my aunt's family loves to show off , which is why they are looked down upon by my aunt's family .
I quickly thanked him : " Thank you, aunt . Seeing what you said , why would you despise me? I can only thank you . "
The aunt smiled happily, and said with a snort to the young uncle : " It's not too late to show off after passing the exam . "
It's Chinese New Year , watching this gunpowder-filled conversation , although I was very dissatisfied with what the little uncle said , I didn't refute it . After thanking the two elders, I slipped away .
Grandma's house is a three-story soil villa built by herself . It is on the edge of the town , at the junction of the countryside and the market .
I glanced at my parents , my father was playing cards , and my mother was making dumplings . After leaving the noisy living room , he returned to the small attic on the third floor alone . Close the door and the whole quiet environment has to make me sigh , and my heart is even more annoying .
Sitting on a chair , I looked at the computer I brought on the simple desk I built . Suddenly, I realized that I was so useless . What would my college life be like without the help of my uncle and boss ? Now that I am nineteen years old and have achieved nothing , I feel that everyone is mocking me .
My parents are old , and my second child is lost . Sometimes I dare to fight three because of my youth and arrogance . But if I really want to meet a ruthless person , like Zhe Biao , I can only be beaten .
I often also fantasize that I am the protagonist in a fantasy novel, a fire lotus burns everything , and turns the person who provokes me into nothingness , but that can only be imagined , the reality is still very skinny .
Recalling what my second child said on the phone , I began to hesitate whether to reconcile . What I thought was if it was reconciled , what would I be ? If you say break up, then break up , if you say reconciliation, then reconcile , isn't my previous contribution very humble . For her , my life was almost lost . Just this one , I don't think the second child should break up in the hospital without even discussing it . I didn't care about my feelings at all, especially in the two days after I got home , my heart ached so much that I was lying on the bed wondering if I didn't do well .
The second child is afraid that I will hide it from her again , and I am afraid that she will dump me again . When the initiative is in my hands , I am very anxious . Not reconciled , I really miss her and like her very much...
Shaking his head , he stopped thinking about it . Turning on the silent of the mobile phone , I suddenly found that Liu Yueyi had sent me a few WeChat messages , but I didn't bother to reply . I just wanted to improve myself quickly , so I buried my head in the pile of books , learning from the video sent by Dr. Chen .
Time passed quickly . When I finished learning a technical point , I glanced at my phone and found that my parents had called me three times . I called back in a hurry . It turned out that I could not be found , and called me to eat dumplings .
Go downstairs and look at the younger siblings who are playing around , and a little cousin who doesn't chat much . Strange to say , the three elder brothers in the family did not come back , the uncle's family has physical problems , the aunt's family is too busy being sent out by the teacher , and the sister-in-law's family is preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination .
Looking at all the familiar things and everyone around me , I feel a little strange and at a loss . The impact that Zhebiao gave me this time can be regarded as making me grow up completely .
After eating the dumplings , I went back to continue studying . The taste of the year in my impression is not like this. I suddenly feel that I am redundant in this family .
After learning for a while , the phone played a few WeChat messages , and just worried that my parents would not be able to contact me , so I turned off the mute .
It was the happy new year sent by the boss and the fourth child , and of course , there were several other good friends . I replied one by one .
In less than five minutes , the boss called : " What's wrong with you , third child ? I feel that your tone of reply is not right . "
I was shocked : " No , something is abnormal , why didn't I feel it . "
" Did something happen to you ? It 's just that something is wrong . You actually returned to me for a New Year's celebration . I feel like you are a stranger . " The boss's tone was mixed with a trace of doubt .
I laughed and said , " Why , the old nose is back to normal . Let's go on a trip after school starts . This trip has been messed up . "
The boss was silent for a while , and suddenly said in a deep voice : " Third brother , I know you are bothering about how to trouble Tony, right ? Or there are also concerns about the second brother . I think you have to adjust your mentality first , or you will have problems sooner or later . .Really , I can feel it . By the way , how is your injury ? "
I am a dignified seven-foot old man , almost bursting into tears . My current state is blurred and erratic . I don't know what I want to do . I can only learn skills mechanically , as if this can relieve the trauma in my heart .
" My injury is almost healed , and I can run around . "
The boss said happily : " You are really different from others . You recovered quickly . When you were in a coma before , I asked the doctor how long it would take you to recover . They said that it would be good if they could save you . The two Yue's wound has almost healed , and you've been acting like a normal person for more than half a month . "
" Hahaha , that's necessary . Dude, I grew up doing battles every day , and injuries are common . " I laughed .
" Then I won't tell you . The fourth child just sent me a message . I'll make a video for her . Stay at home and do n't think too much . I'll hang up now . " After I finished speaking, I responded , the boss hangs up .
Boss reminded you well , a confidant is hard to find . How can I be so depressed , it's not like me at all . Surprised by the changes in myself , fortunately, I discovered it early .
This is still learning a fart , go downstairs to chat .
Quickly walk downstairs with snacks and pass them around , and you can also mingle with a few younger siblings . With the unforgettable teacher Li Guyi, I spent my eighteenth year tonight .
Grandpa wanted to say a few words after the big bell rang . After many relatives were quiet , grandpa said : " It's rare for the four of you to get together this year . No matter how you are doing outside , you are still my children . Although I have It belongs to the grandparents , and there are a few grandchildren . I hope our family can help each other and be happy, and you can tell us about any difficulties in the future . Okay ? Just say these few words . "
" Okay~ Grandpa said it very well . " I took the lead in applauding , and I was the king of the crowd . Everyone clapped and applauded .
" My nephew will follow me at night and go to my house . I'll ask your brother to make up for you and plan your life . " The little uncle looked at me with narrowed eyes and smiled .
My dad stopped me , what's the point of going to my sister-in-law's house after the Chinese New Year ? Naturally, I will not be allowed to go , but I am a person who does not hold grudges , and usually avenges me right away . The little uncle just insulted my parents , I definitely want him to look ugly .
Regardless of my parents' obstruction , I agreed . Although the grandpa's house is big , there will be no room for so many people . We will meet again tomorrow on the first day of the new year .
My father drank , so my mother drove my father back to the city overnight . My house is not far from my grandparents' house .
I took the car of my sister-in-law's house and drove for nearly half an hour to another county . On the way, I also wanted to make things difficult for my uncle . After all, it's a bit strange for a grown man to go to the woman's house to celebrate the New Year when he gets married . As a result, the young uncle was full of indifference , saying that it was for my grandfather's face , and told me to study hard , talking a lot .
He also asked me if I had a partner , and now that I broke up, it would be considered no , but I didn't say anything .
Seeing that I didn't make a sound , the young uncle said , " My uncle will introduce you to one tomorrow. If you like it , you can hang out . "
" I'm still young , and it's not too late to talk after I graduate from college . You should introduce it to my cousin . " I sarcastically said in my tone .
Unexpectedly, my uncle was not angry , but sighed : " Your brother is good at studying , but not good at this aspect . I haven't found one in four years . You can't do this . "
Listening to the tone, there is a feeling of sincerely doing my best , so that I don't know how to hate them . I regret taking this train . If I had known this , I would have gone home . The road is also quite pleasant .
Under the little uncle's wretched smile, he went down to the place . It's a community in a county town, and it looks pretty good . The young uncle claims that this is the best community in their area , with about 20 floors .
And my sister-in-law's house is very big , about two hundred square meters , three bedrooms, two living rooms and two bathrooms .
" You and your brother are sleeping in that room tonight. A little niece of my family will come to pay New Year's greetings tomorrow morning . You two know each other . Maybe our two families can get closer . " The little uncle laughed , and then went into his bedroom .
I was helpless and sleepy . When I came to my cousin's room , he was still studying the database , and I was dumbfounded . I'm good at databases , I'm a computer student , and this stuff is the foundation . Didn't expect to take this exam in the re-examination for the postgraduate entrance examination ?
I didn't make a sound , and after greeting my cousin, I undressed and fell asleep . I'm still very familiar with my cousin , but I'm too sleepy now~
The next morning , I was called up . I had no choice but to get up, take the toothbrush my sister-in-law gave me , and go to the small bathroom to wash up . When it was over, I went to the living room to eat some buns made by my sister-in-law .
I haven't woken up yet , rubbing my eyes . Suddenly... I woke up instantly , because I saw... " Hey~ why are you here ? " A high ponytail came into view .
" Xiao Caitou ? You can't be the niece my uncle mentioned, right ? "