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Chapter 15 - I am confused

Curtis isn't by my side when I wake up to Alice's gossip call asking if we will be meeting for breakfast or lunch. Since Curtis isn't here and I am mad and disappointed with the way he left without leaving a note or calling this morning I agree on the breakfast. I need it to not have my head spinning all over the place. It happens to be a great Saturday as we take a table and Order our breakfast and I can sense Alice is dying to have news fast.

"You don't look very happy. I thought you would be blushing and giggling this morning" Alice says with a wink right after the waiter turns his back on us

"Yeah. I thought so too" I answer and tell her about it. I tell her about the conversation we had after and how he left

"I just feel like he is toying with me. Whenever I get all in he just withdraws

"Maybe he had something important to take care of this morning. I'm sure he will call" Alice tries to brighten me up

"I feel stupid. Maybe I shouldn't have gotten myself involved with him. Things are good at work and I was starting to be happy"

"Come on Brianna nothing bad has happened just wait it out Or you could call him and know"

"I don't want to be the girl who I had sex with and now she is stalking me. Maybe he just didn't feel the same"

"You are absolutely destroying this beautiful Saturday sunshine. When we are done why don't we do something fun to forget for a while? What do you say?"

"Well I have no pending appointments so we can do that"

"I want you to know I really liked Curtis and I think he likes you a lot a lot so it will all work out"

It's late and dark when I get back home with no call or text or a package from Curtis. I can't believe he chose to ignore me that asshole. I am way too wasted to start contemplating about him and head straight to bed with my clothes shoes and makeup on. There is a loud banging and my phone keeps vibrating. I have a huge headache and the noise isn't helping my case

"What do you want? Just stop it please!" I shout on my way to the door I'm opening it wide to find Curtis with flowers and a teddy bear with "I am sorry" written on his chest holding chocolates

"What time is it?" I asked still a little bit tipsy and the headache not helping at all

"It's 5 a.m. I am sorry I just had to come and apologize. I am an ass am sorry"

"Just come in. Close the door my head is killing me"

"Let me get you something to kill the pain" He goes to the kitchen with water and gets me painkillers. I take them and go back to sleep too tired for him this morning.

The second time I woke up and smell something like bacon eggs and waffles coming from the kitchen. I get in the bathroom to pee first and when I look at myself in the mirror I look horrible and decide on a for shower before I emerged to that amazing smell in the kitchen.

"Wow! You did all of this?" I am amazed when I get to the kitchen and find that Curtis has gone all out preparing breakfast there is bacon eggs waffles cookies pancakes sausages he even made cake. He has fresh juice with milk and coffee. I so love him for this right now.

"I thought I could surprise you with bed and breakfast," he says finishing up in the kitchen

"I am so in love with this food right now"

"Please help yourself. There is plenty for everyone"

"Don't mind me but I will"

"Forgiven? Please!"

"Let me eat first then I'll decide" I answer and we laugh and have a delicious breakfast

I help with the dishes and we finally settle down and relax

"When we talked the other day you said some big words that made me doubt some of the decisions I had made and I got scared and I felt like I did something wrong. I had wronged you and it didn't feel right that's why I left the way I did"

"So why are you back here? To say goodbye?"

"No. I went home and I had some talk with my parent that made me realize something and that's when it became clear I have to fight for us because I love you and I want you in my life"

"I am confused"

"My dad met my mother when he was married with two kids. They fell in love and my dad had a divorce and married my mum. They have been married for 35 years now and are more in love than ever"

"Why are you telling me this?"

"I want a strong love and bond as they do. I envy them and I want that. I believe I have found it in you and we should pursue it if you are willing"

"I can't deny that I feel something very strong for you" I answer smiling at him and he takes my hand in his

"Is that a yes let's do this?"

"If you stop talking and kiss me" and he does that and more to my body and mind. It turns out to be a very great Sunday to spend in bed with a man you're in love with all day.

The next few months are filled with love and happiness. Curtis fills my life with so much happiness I'm so in love with him. I feel he feels the same as he always finds ways and things to make me feel loved cared and appreciated. I feel very lucky and my life is much brighter I might say.