Lies you'd be fooled by,
I would like to reveal the truth to you in whatever way.
what you'd observe,
I commit not to lie to you.
Having to endure your silence.
once I am aware of my terrible mistake.
The sadness I experience,
whatever the cost could be.
Without your speech,
I feel as bad about it.
The truth of this life, which I detest,
I am now just a stranger in your presence.
We were in a good place once upon a time,
Just like a fairytale or so in my life.
Now, I am just a waste of space.
You and I don't talk, and it's been 1.5 years since we last spoke.
Knowing that our friendship is permanently over, kills my heart.
Despite my best efforts to correct it.
I won't be sharing the pitiful tears I shed with you.
It wouldn't be worthwhile to waste your time with the sorrows tucked away in the back of my mind.
I heard you say that you didn't want my love.
But at that point, I thought an iron spear had been driven through my chest.
My suffering was intolerable,
There is nowhere I can hide these mental scars.
You abandoned me in a place to perish,
A desolate and gloomy place for me to be.
We would never be the same again, I'm sure of it.
Reliving a friendship that has gone wrong is pointless.
I once knew a friend,
I no longer even recognize,
because of how much you have changed.
That is life.
a life you ruthlessly abandoned me in,
without a way out of this cell.