My thoughts drifted again. Our marriage was far from all sunshine and rainbows especially on my side. How many times had she had to be alone at night because I was working myself to death in the emergency room, pulling another all-nighter because some shithead called out? How many times had my father, the prejudiced piece of shit that he was, gone out of his way to say racial slurs about Marcie so much that I had to cut him off from my life completely? Why didn't I defend her sooner or lay down the law with him faster? I hate to say it but not being able to conceive was never the main reason ,it was just the nail in the coffin for our marriage.
Holy shit. 6:01.10. I just ran 6 miles in 6 minutes. A little less. That's insane. The fastest recorded time for a mile to be run is 3 minutes and I did it in 1. What the hell happened to me?
