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Disclaimer: This chapter contains strong use of words, violence and abuse. Read at your own risk!
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🦋Anna's pov 🦋
The feeling of butterflies dancing gingerly around your belly, those heartfelt moments and little words of affection was what I craved at the moment as I craved at the clock doing what it knows how to do best… TICk!
I sit around waiting for my own fair share of beating, it was what I deserved after stupidly jumping into this relationship.
It hadn't always been this toxic, oh.. how it was like fresh roses and petals ready to be gifted! But then In a blink of an eye, my life was flipped like a switch and I was living everyday in horror and fear!
Ding dong.
Oh no! He was back! I swallowed the bile in my throat, fear consuming every part of me as I pulled the helm of my dress reassuringly.. this was what I dreaded the most!
I got up to open the door, pure distaste in my eyes as I look at the beast who promised me love but put me through hell! His disheveled stinking self coming to play in sight and I immediately knew he'd had a bad day, but not for long..
He was drunk as fu*k and when the whiff of alcohol hit me, I have to shift back in order not to throw up.
I looked into his godforsaken eyes and the hint of madness in them clearly indicated his next move. I held my protruding stomach trying to protect the little life in me but it was of no use as he sent me flying.. my back kissed the wall hard and I held in the tears fighting to spill outta my eyes.
It stings!
But I was definitely not going to give in! To the pain, the torture and the regret of my stupid a*s decision.
Whenever he was in a good mood ( or merely sane) he would torture my every being and whenever he was out of it, it'd be a nightmare! Physical torture, the ranting, tantrums and yelling.. I was fed up!
"You're of no use" he shouted jolting me back to reality
My visions were already blur and I couldn't keep up with what he was saying. The metallic taste of blood spiked my sense of reasoning. But I was weak and I knew anything I was going to do was hopeless, effortless and utter madness!
The next moment he was pulling me by the hair, trying to get me to my feet so he could torture me, basking in the glory of my pleas.. but this girl was done! And if he thought I would kneel before him and beg for my own sanity then he was completely and totally wrong!
I just sag around waiting for him to do whatever it is he planned to do.. and it took everything in me to not spit out the word 'BASTARD' to his disgusting face!
The tears I was struggling to hold started dripping down and my cries, getting louder and louder. The only thing I could say was 'please' as I succumb to darkness.
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