"Wait sent one," I called my angel frantically "this is my assignment isn't it? Why do you bother so much about it. Why not allow me take after what I want instead of be ruled by your decisions." I yelled
"I am the sent one to guide you, fight by you and direct you on the assignment." He replied calmly.
Then a knock came on the door. It was my mother who had come (Since my return to the city, she had visited to spend some time before returning back to the Village)."
"My son, are you speaking with somebody?" She asked searching around corners.
"No! I was only conversing with my angel." I answered
She shred in fear and bowed to leave.
"Please the crowd is waiting outside when you are done son." She pleaded as she shut the door behind her and left.
Then I turned to the angel; "Is this how my life is going to continue? I want to pursue my education and be like any other teenager out there instead been caged in this place casting out demons and one sickness or the other."
"David! This is your ordination and you must accept it otherwise we will be both condemned. Follow me" He said and immediately we found ourselves standing on a mountain Clif facing the plains of the field.
Then a vision opened to me and I saw the greatest war that has ever happened in the heavenly place.
When the war came to an end, I saw an angel (my angel) taken captive and locked up in a mountain under the sea.
"That is you!" I said inquisitively looking at him.
"Yes that's me." He answered.
"After the great war in heaven between Micheal and his angels against the ancient dragon, the host of Micheal's angels defeated that of Lucifer, sweeping one third of the heavenly host to gross darkness which was culled out into the world.
Then Micheal demanded for an account of the angels that stood by him. I was found missing and concluded that I must have followed Lucifer into disobedience, but this was not true. The knowledge to what had become of me was hidden to even Micheal himself and his host otherwise he would have come for me. I believe the righteous Lord permitted this to grand me the endurance and power for this very assignment.
For thousands of years, I was tortured by Lucifer to join his arsenal but I refrained. I suffered yet remained committed to serving and staying faithful to the Lord even when it seemed I was abandoned.
When the Lord ordained that you come to earth to fulfill the mandate for which you are here, he called Micheal and told him to go under the Pacific ocean and deliver me from my bondage inside the great mountain in the sea.
Micheal was perplexed and felt guilty of a great crime, for forsaking me under the bondage of Lucifer, but the Lord told him it was his will to train me that way for the mission he had ahead of me.
Micheal came for me and after a fierce battle freed me from my chains and brought me before my Lord.
Then he breath you into your mother's womb and asked me to be with you for the rest of your life.
David! I have been here from the very moment the breath from the Lord's nostril entered your mother's womb.
You must understand that you are no ordinary person. You must also teach your generation to know that there is a unique life ordained for each and everyone of the Lord's children which must be sort out for and pursued.
It is high time you stop complaining and yield in totality to the will of the Lord. In so doing you will be storing up treasures for yourself in heaven." He concluded
"If you have been here since my conception and birth, why did you allow my destiny box into the hands of Varoroths?" I asked
"I fought for it but it was your duty to finalize the battle with my help." He said simply
"So you are forcing me so that you can take vengeance over the kingdom of darkness for the torment you suffered in your captivity?" I asked disrespectfully and angered the angel.
"How dare you!" He said and at once my waist was broken and I slumped to the floor.
"The Lord wants you to vacate the city and return back home at once. When you are ready for the mission, I shall return and be by you, but for now I will report back to the Lord.
I was sent to help you fulfil the mandate, for without which I have no justification to be with you." He said angrily and flew away.
I felt weak with his disappearance and tried to stood to my feet but realized I couldn't. It felt like my waist was broken into pieces.
I tried again to stand but the pain was excruciating. I screamed alerting my mom, uncle and his wife to storm the room to check what was it that tortured me.
When they came and saw the condition in which I was in, my uncle ran out quickly and dispatch to their homes all the people that had come.
I couldn't stand nor stretch my legs.
"I am cursed mummy! I am caused! I cried out in great pains."
"God forbid my son! Have you forgotten you are a servant of the Lord? Stop speaking ill words about yourself. Please try to ease weight so that we will take you to the hospital." She said
"It won't work mummy. This is a spiritual issue coming from my disobedience." I tutored but they ignored me and helped me into my uncle's car as he drove me to the hospital.
"This is what happened after the dead of my father, my disobedience, the contention with the rulers of Buruku and the outburst of revival in the land." I would write later in my diary.
I was missing it but I was only becoming tired of the life. I became jealous of the others who had the liberty to live as they wanted. Deep down me, I knew I was wrong but the flesh was against me.
Could it be Lucifer using the third stone of destruction against me? I was worried - greatly worried.