፠ CAUTION
This chapter contains some sensitive scenes of depression, self-harm and attempts to suicide.
ROSE'S POV
My legs trembled, my thighs burned, but I was still running until my dress was half soaked with sweat and endless tears . I've been running for miles now _ my lungs were aching from the cold air looks like we're going have snow this Christmas. The unwelcome 2014 was already around the curb and we're off of school for Christmas break in a few weeks. I used to love the Holidays but we haven't had a proper one since mom died.
Don't think about death rose
Screw this! screw all of this all of it!
My life has nothing left in it not to think about death.
Nothing left of it not to think about dying... But I'm not brave enough to end it!
which is why I punish myself every day . Because I can't put an end to it . And as long as I live , I'll keep hurting others so, I shed my blood for the pain I've caused in every one's hearts. Especially my sisters' .
