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Chapter 3 - Dealt with it myself...

I knocked on Nick Fury's door and heard a faint come in before I entered.

``You called sir" I said as I stood in front of his desk.

" Yes, you are getting moved." He told me seriously.

" May I ask where to sir?" I asked.

" If you must know you are getting moved to the Avengers compound."

I was shocked," Why, sir, I thought I was just an agent." I asked.

" Because you have special abilities that will be of better use with them than as an agent, so no more questions go get your stuff. You are dismissed." I nodded and left.

A million thoughts crossed my mind on the way to my corters

' why would they want a little 9 year old?'

' Will it be any different than it is here?'

Honestly I don't know if I want it to be different . I mean it could get worse, but I wouldn't mind if it changed for the better.

I got into my corters and packed up the few belongings I had and left for the meeting room. I knocked and heard a come in and when I walked in what I saw shocked me.

All the Avengers were sitting at the table. Ironman, Black widow, Captain America, Bruce Banner, Thor Odinson, Haweye, War machine, Vision, The Scarlet Witch, Quicksilver, even Loki the God of mischief and Spiderman.

They were all here but I couldn't help but wonder why they all came to get a measly 9 year old.

" Good, you have arrived, Agent Espenosa. These are the Avengers, your new teammates." Nick inroducted.

I waved shyly and gripped the strap of my bag.

" Wait, this is our new teammate, a 7 year old?' Tony Stark asked dumbfounded.

" I'm 9 years old." I mumbled under my breath looking at the ground.

" Yes, and she is 9 with very powerful gifts." Nick stated.

" Whatever, I am not at fault if she gets killed." Tony huffed.

'Yep' I thought' no better, maybe even worse, at least my old teammates care a little bit'.

"Alright, we'll introduce yourselves." Nick told us.

" Hello, I am agent Espenosa, But my real name Is Aria." I told the team.

" Well, I am Tony Stark more commonly known as Ironman, that is Captain America or Steve Rogers, Wanda, Pietor, Loki, Thor, Natahsa, Clint, RodnieVision, Bruce, and Spiderman." Tony introduced everyone.

" It's a pleasure to meet you all." I said respectfully.

" Alright, get back to your tower, all of you out." Nock told everyone.

They all started leaving so I just followed in the back. We all got on the jet, I sat in the corner seat and got out my journal to write about what has happened so far. I am keeping a journal of my childhood so I can look back and remember everything so I can never truly forget.

I also got out my Ipod and headphones and turned on my playlist. The first song that came up was NVM by Faith Marie. I love this song cause I feel like that sometimes like no one listens or notices me unless I am really hurt and even then not always.

Will they understand?

It's the question of our lifetime

Trying to find the right words

But what if they don't care?

Never mind

Dealt with it myself

Hiding in the bathroom, wearing long sleeve shirts

Scared of what I might do

Never mind

I hummed the song to myself as I wrote. I was so caught up in my own little world that I didn't notice one of my new teammates trying to get my attention till something hard hit my forehead.

" Ow!" I yelled and took off my headphones.

" Finally I got your attention." Tony stated.

I rubbed my forehead and apologized," Sorry I couldn't hear you with my headphones on, What do you need?" I asked nicely.

" Well what can you do? What are your powers?" Tony questioned.

" Well I can heal people and have increased healing, I have energy manipulation, I have force fields, and I can teleport." I stated.

" OKay." Is all Tony said so I looked around no one else looked like they were going to talk to me so I put my headphones back on.

No one seems to notice when you're down

Unless you are bleeding

Unless you are bleeding

But sometimes the worst wounds

Are the ones you can't see

Are the ones you can't see

Never mind

I softly started singing, not knowing I was until I heard," Hey, Kid some of us like are hearing so would you shut up!"I heard someone say.

" I'm sorry I didn't notice I was singing." I told them and put my notebook away and went to look out the window I was right next too as a silent tear rolled down my cheek and more joined that tear through the entire ride,' No seems to notice when you're down unless you are bleeding, I guess its true when you don't belong anywhere.' I thought to myself.

Once we landed I quickly whipped my tears and Loki led me to my temporary quarters," Here you go." He said, pointing to the room.

" Who lives by the room?" I questioned.

" Steve is across the hall and next to him is Sam,, next to you in wanda and Pietro on either side. Why?"

'Just so I know who will hate me the most and so I know what not to do in my room'. I thought to myself but answered," Nevermind, thank you for taking me to my room and sorry you had to use your time on me, Bye Mr. Loki."

I walked into my room and it was huge. I didn't unpack my clothes, I just moved my toliters to the bathroom and turned on my music and laid on my bed.

I can hold my breath

I can bite my tongue

I can stay awake for days

If that's what you want

Be your number one

The lyrics to Human by Christian Perri came on. I was about to sing but remembered every time I did. Every time I did I was told to shut up or that it sounded awful so I just stayed silent as silent tears rolled down my cheeks…..