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Chapter 25 - Episode 25: Drowning in a sinful sea

The dark-haired did not hesitate to push his tongue within the boy's soft cavern, drawing out a gentle growl from the blonde's who writhed under his warm hold.

They didn't plan to take it any further than a simple kiss but the heat within themselves demanded for more, wishing to truly feel each other, which was clouding their minds, raw emotions flown in between burning their beings.

Teo's back hit the wall, and he pulled the back of Josh's hair to bring him even closer, his tongue eager to explore new places it has never been before, tasting new flavours which were totally unknown to himself, forgetting everything he had ever planned in his head about experiencing something like this with anyone, just living the moment even forgetting about his crush or even his own name.

The dark-haired male held him up, squeezing gently over his bottom whilst the blonde boy did not hesitate in losing any restrain, so he nibbled on his heart shaped lips before seeking out more from the boy who was panting in his arms, grinding up against the wall as the temperature rose up to the roof.

He pulled away whilst he still had some self control left in his body which might not be much as the young male made it into his goal to awoke more than he should have to with his impulsive actions.

Josh buried his face into the younger's neck to think clear again and not saying something stupid or pushing his luck too far, awaiting enough blood reached his brain

However it was taking some time as it was not a great idea as the younger's scent got engraved within his senses and he knew this would bring back memories the moment they were to have to part from each other, haunting him.

For the younger it was a torture as his body was so ready to take everything and the warmth breathe falling onto his neck was making his body shudder with anticipation as he could feel he was not the only one into this.

"I can't do this, I mean we shouldn't do this. We gotta stop here."

Josh said in between shallow breaths, nuzzling the blonde's neck as he could not stop his actions, not even setting the younger back on his feet as he wanted to stay like this for a little longer. It was more than just physical and it scared him.

"You can't do this and then coming up the magical word and stop it"

Teo pushed Josh's face away from his neck as he wanted a good reason, he wanted to know why he was toying him in such a way if it was clear he wanted the same if not more than he did.

Josh noticed the pout forming on the younger's lips and pecked it, eyes guilty as he did not want to see him sad, or even worse, crying again.

"We can't because you have to go back to your old life when they come to pick you up."

The dark-haired mentioned one of the reasons yet the blonde was not taking it as a good one.

"Then come with me. I'm pretty sure my brother wouldn't mind you tagging along"

Josh noticed how the boy was fighting back, wanting to keep him close was something new to him as most people took some distance knowing the kind of person his mother was and what she was capable of.

/Maybe he doesn't know her/ he thought as he noticed how confident he was when he spoke, somewhat, he did not want to scare him right off the bat, but wanted to let him know now might not be a good moment.

"Listen. I need to remain like this until I get the goal I've planned to achieve. I can't go back to the city just yet so giving you hopes of anything is wrong. And asking you to wait would be far from cruel"

Teo sulked into the older's hold, his puppy eyes glistening, yet he frowned, his two arms refusing to let go off the older male's neck.

"Let me be the one taking that decision. Would I be here if I didn't know the implications behind this?"

Josh looked at those eyes which made his heart dance a classic song under the pouring rain at night, a soft smile reaching his eyes was his answer.

"Yeah, but I can't make you wait for me… what about your crush? Weren't you in love with him?"

Somewhat, saying that out loud stung Josh's heart yet he kept calm.

Teo put a finger on the man's plump lips, sealing them almost instantly, grinning when he came up with a solution.

"My crush is a fool, if he couldn't notice me for years I can forget about him for one, can I? I never asked you to love me, so I guess it's fine"

/How much of a liar could you be, Teo… but talking about that might scare him/ the blonde thought as he spoke.

"So you just wanna play? Is this a game for you?"

Indeed, Josh might have made it sound like he was never serious about relationships but he was just wary of falling for someone and getting hurt all over again, scared of getting attached just to say just goodbye at the end of the day, well, hours in this case.

Teo chuckled as he wanted to say he was not playing but if not then what was he doing? Not knowing a clear answer he just sputtered out the first thing popped into his head, "I'm not playing, but if I do you bet Imma win"

Teo squeezed Josh's cheeks, like a squishy plushie, eyes vivid full of hopes, it might have not had been a full answer or the one he expected to, yet it gave him the idea of how perseverant he was.

"Did you not just say you believe in love? The hopes of growing older by someone's side?"

The dark-haired tested the blonde's resolution, hoping to get a clearer answer, even if it were to break his blooming hopes.

"I also believe in fate, and we all have a purpose in this life. I don't know what future has in store for me, but you mentioned I saved your life, does that mean nothing to you?"

He really had a point which Josh couldn't deny, although he had been intrigued by the younger since his eyes landed on him on the cruise, it might not have been love at first sight but he surely got starstruck by the boy's charm as if hit by a bolt of lighting every time he touched him which had never happened ever before.

"Fine, you might have a point, but I can't ask you to ruin your dreams and goals just because of me"

Teo, poked his nose harshly, frowning, talking with a pout, "Who says I would be unable to reach my goals if we go any further?"

Josh setted the pretty male on the ground who let out a long breath, flustered, whilst the older one stepped back to give the boy some space.

Teo stared at the dark-haired with puppy eyes, "Is that how you say you're not interested?" Wincing as he felt he was rejected before even trying.

Josh shook his head, cupping his cheek, staring into those ocean eyes, mesmerized by the charms and cuteness the blonde poses, taking a deep breath to not waver with his resolution.

"I told you my reasons, it's for the best now. This doesn't mean I'm not interested, just I don't want you to wait for something we might not know where is leading us to. I'm fine with it but I don't think this is your thing "

Teo pouted, his hand over the striking handsome male one's, entwining their fingers together over his bread cheeks, "You consider that a reason? What if I want it to?"

Josh cut the younger off by slithering his finger over those delicate and inviting lips of his, "That's not like that, but it wouldn't be ok just acting like a one night stand."

Teo trapped his finger into his teeth, sulking, shutting him up almost instantly with his impulsive reaction to the older's words.

"Ok, I get… makes sense… now gimme your phone"

Josh blinked as he just came out of his daze with that question, Teo's hand in front of him.

"My phone?"

Teo nodded, grinning like the cat who got the fish, "yeah, you earned my phone number, dummy! That if you still want–"

He laughed without concluding his sentence when Josh rushed up to find his phone in his back pockets, seeing how he almost dropped his phone as soon as he fetched it out.

He kneeled to pick it up, then handed it over to Teo in said position which drew out a laughs from the blonde, noticing how sweet and adorable he looked when he got all flustered, "Ok, here!"

Teo teased him to hide his shyness, "We could do a good use out of you in that position, you know?"

Josh stood up when Teo started typing out, trying to make heads and tails out of it, then it hit him.

"You ain't serious about it, are you?" Eyes widened as big as plates as he stared at the younger stunned at how forward the young was acting up.

Teo scrunched his nose, "You telling me if I were to stay you wouldn't do it?" His former playful eyes narrowed dangerously, analyzing the dark-haired body language.

Josh coughed, most likely choking on air, he could not be as honest as to tell him what he did but then dropped it to the back of his mind trying to conceal his raw bold self.

"Would you mind elaborating? I can't quite grasp on it."

Josh's thoughts were drowning him into a sinful sea of infinite possibilities which certainly scared him to say them out loud.