When I got married to Joe I was actually kind of stressed out at the same time as I was trying to deal with my own things were booked tours and also with the other things in life with my research and stuff is very tasking the wedding planning having a wedding planner, and take half your money away. The wedding planner that I had was good but she was a crooked scammer at the same time he was trying to scam me out of more money oh this might look even better this way give me some more money kind of thing kind of like sounding like violent J off of or suites baby off of big money Hustlaz where is the Insane Clown Posse was just give me my money kind of sort of deal and I was getting very aggravated by this. By the time I kick her out I was in debt up to my eyeballs and had to continue my research and I was doing my book sales in my book tours in my book signings and stuff so it was very annoying it wasn't annoying to get married and to have that kiss as a first time married couple but it was very annoying that I was in debt and I had to pay this scum lady who is going around ripping people off even though she did a good job with my wedding it was still....grrrr!
Everyone was at my wedding that I knew but they had to do a donation or something to get me back on my fee again it was so annoying. I have that literally wicker basket is fine in certain say five dollars please just pay for your damn wedding it was very annoying. Because I was doing research and I didn't have enough money to pay rent and Wes Joe I only had enough money to pay rand And get enough money for food and bills it was very aggravating. Anything else came from my books sales and book signings and book tours it was to the point where I had to wait until I had a find another way of writing another book to get my point across that that I was in need of money and badly and I asked for not GIFs but for money instead it sound really greedy but that's what I was coming down to at this point.
For the honeymoon we just went out of town not even out of country or out of state we just went out of town to New York Arizona to see the desert and the I think it's called the Joshua tree where is has been mentioned in a lot of alien literature. That's when I got the idea from my second book was the Joshua tree. Some thing that was a real tree that was very interesting to have as your book cover and as your subject matter. A lot of paranormal and alien like activity has happened around the Joshua tree not only there is it is a weird tree to begin with. I don't know if he's in Arizona or in where was around our area and was very interesting to me reading about it and taking pictures of it and stuff and then we ended up hearing from him Joe saying God is a DJ by faithless. Then he turned on the song and this is what I heard.
This is my church
This is where I heal my hurts
It's in natural grace
Or watching young life shape
It's in minor keys
Solutions and remedies
Enemies becoming friends
When bitterness ends
This is my church
This is my church
This is my church
This is my church
This is where I heal my hurts
It's in the world I've become
Contained in the hum
Between voice and drum
It's in the change
The poetic justice of cause and effect
Respect, love, compassion
This is my church
This is where I heal my hurts
For tonight
God is a DJ
For tonight
God is a DJ
This is my church
He got that right the night sky was my church my sanctuary the way I heal my wounds and heal myself this is how I've been doing it with my brother for many years was by looking at the nice card this is how I heal myself and help myself be a better person. When I was hearing those Words with twinkling stars at night and ended up seeing the Joshua tree up against it bright stars it was the moon last night it was a wonderful thing to see and I ended up taking a picture of it with my phone I don't know what kind of model of my phone is but it is a smart phone as one hell of a camera that you can take a picture of a star. I said this is gonna be our book cover for our book. The book there was gonna be about the Joshua tree and about our well my research and you helping me with it even though you're a janitor kind of thing. I was very interested in taking more pictures of the Joshua tree before I fell asleep in the back of the Car with Joe. That's when somethings started to go wrong there was some they were supposedly around the Joshua tree a lot of disappearances and a lot of eerie occurrences and paranormal occurrences. Something that I did not expect to find. It was something that was completely off the charts that was gonna happen soon enough that was not going to strengthen my research but also strengthen the fact that I was right to begin with me and my brother was right that they were going to come in peace or war either way they were going to come. That was what I was saying was this feeling of dread. The feeling of dread that I couldn't help but think that somebody was watching me someone that was not of this world.
When I Fell asleep I dropped my phone and that was the last thing I remember the next thing you know I remember bright lights as if it was an operating room. I was wondering what the fuck was going on at this point excuse my language I really use this word. But it had to be said as I was being blinded I said what the fuck. And then these aliens who are trying to speak English our planet language our universal planet language was saying just sit down we're not going to hurt you kind of thing what's the next thing you know I ended up getting poked and prodded and everywhere from my lungs to everywhere in my feet and stuff like that it was very disturbing I was paralyzed the whole time I saw from my big loudmouth.
They did everything to experiment on me and I was wondering if this piece piece piece bet was just gonna be saying that they were trying to smoke screen is worse to take us over or take us over through our DNA I did not know but I was frightened at this point. Never go to the Joshua tree if you can help it because this is what is going to happen is you're going to be abducted by aliens or possessed by demonic possession Siri it's a very nice looking three I'm sure it's very interesting to see you and I was on the cover of U2 Joshua tree album but I really don't care for it anymore and I was very disturbing on the last to see that I was being lasered over and then had all my organs removed at the same time. Then they are for back into my body was as if I had Big Sur puzzle and then the next thing you know I was thinking my to myself OK this is weird. it was very hard and there was one alien that looked like a doctor and scrubs it was very disturbing at this point he didn't look like he was wearing a surgical mask he just looked like he was wearing scrubs. He was a mutant I guess. He was not the one I guess or was he the one there was making the signals to our home planet I did not know but it was very frightening he had a scar on his face it look very unusual.
You were saying no we're not here for peace or war we're just here to experiment and will spread our genes to the other people the other ethnic groups of this planet that we are trying to make geniuses in the super humans through using our DNA to make superhumans alien human hybrids. Something that was jaw-dropping for me to begin with. Was he human yes he was human he just had a very bad scar is if he got no a bad fight but he was actually trying to say were experimenting and we were just sitting out with signals to see if we can get consent for experimentation. How do you think Albert Einstein came about. That's what he was more or less saying and I was frightened for my own safety because my IQ was 196 and Joe always was 199 it was very disturbing to know that at higher IQ people were the work of science from me on the realm of the solar system I couldn't believe what I was hearing at this point. The next thing you know everything went dark and I was outside of the car completely nude and I was wondering what the hell is going on I was still saying the F word at this point.
It got to the point where at woke up Joel plenty of times Joe woke up and said what is going on why are you naked in the complete desert you have to come back inside and I said you wouldn't believe what the hell just happened. When I told him what happened he was awestruck and was wondering what was going on. He thought at first I bumped my head he said how do you bump your head and I said no I never bump my head my life something that is rare in the human realm it's not bumping your head. I said it felt like time had stopped and then he said that's why I was 3 o'clock in the morning for so freaking long and you were gone. And I said there was some weird darker in the spaceship that was disturbing and saying that he was using humans as guinea pigs to make super humans. This was going beyond the idea of research now this was now going to be a book that everyone was gonna laugh at if anything I was gonna be embarrassed but I had to write it anyway!