In my opinion true love is like finding an alien that was willing to talk to you even though it was going to school up your DNA I found a very interesting that I found both love and the signals from an alien and the love from a man that was no different from me when I was first going from my job interview but I had to keep the actual what happened to me at the Joshua tree hush-hush thing because I knew for sure that they would think their teeth in a meeting for sure for that one. Me being abducted and having my DNA scrambled was something the government would have a field day over and I didn't wanna deal with that kind of bullshit at this point in time. It's kind of weird that you're fine too rare things at the same time. By did happened. And I was happy that I met Joe yo was a wonderful man who is actually supportive of me even after I was abducted by aliens and had my jeans scrambled up and do a not. If you were to put it that way he was a wonderful man he still is I'm still married to him and I will always be with him from the day I was talking to him on Facebook dating to the day I'm dead in the ground either way I am very appreciative of him being with me.
It's been a few years since I've been talking about my mysterious blip that went on and my screen at the observatory and then found out that it was something extravagant and rare at the same time and then finding out the next thing I found another extravagant rare thing Joe. It was just something that was Gomez to be home true love is no different than trying to find aliens I think it's no different than that. You have to look really hard or you don't look at all you have to believe or disbelieve but either way it's there whether you like it or not. My brother did not believe in true love but believe in aliens I believe in true love and aliens as well.
When I was talking to him this is in 2022 quiet ways from when I was talking about my researching stuff and being an STEMIst, that's what I decided I was going to try again in astronomy just main stream astronomy like looking at the stars in the stuff I wasn't gonna give up a job or a passion because I was abducted by aliens and I knew Joe would have a fit if I was to quit work of so I'm sure he still worked at that particular observatory but I worked at a actual normal observatory where I saw stars and constellations and other things. I ended up taking up Astro photography as well as the other thing is this kind of photography and other forms of astronomy wasn't as menacing as radio astronomy where you were dealing with aliens and other entities that for me beyond the moon.
What's my thing like a man on patient to most people other than who are not Joe yes I was mentioned as schizophrenic and other things because of my abduction and I had to go through therapy for the abduction trauma. There was still the trauma that made me wanna still stay awake as if was awake at night already to begin with because I had insomnia now I had chronic insomnia not the point where I was having mic ho s or I think just Where I would be sleeping in the daytime and then going to do what I have to do it at night so I picked up a night job and decided to work there instead. I wasn't going to give up on astronomy too easily is just gonna be main stream astronomy last menacing unless I see a UFO and then I'm going to scream or yelp like a dog in pain.
I was forever being accosted by military and also being accosted by anyone that was in the higher rankings of the government and the military had a special problem with me because I was telling what they were trying to keep secret was the human and alien hybrid experiment that they encourage the aliens to do did they have anything to do with the first contact or did they have first contact with the aliens before I did I'm not sure but it was very disturbing in this case. I don't know how many times I always thought and was interrogation and giving harsh money not to talk about my particular situation which was the abduction I felt like a schizophrenic at this point but I didn't know what to do except go to the therapy sessions for people who have been through the same thing I have.
The one time I ended up getting an email and it was a very menacing email and sounded like that it was from a guy name Derek Neir
If you're not stop talking we are going to shut you off somehow if you do not watch what you say we will have to shut you up and put you in a prison where you're not gonna be seen the light of day again you insane crazy woman you have to stop talking about that shit.
I always very disturbed at the thought of being put away in a military prison where I wouldn't see the light of day where no one would even know my name anymore or anything for that matter that was like a rendition to terrorists. Only this is for people who have been abducted by aliens they get accosted by the military and told not to talk or they get taken away something that is very disturbing to me and I wanted to when I got out of my therapy session so I do advocate against who is the military's view on alien abductees and that we are nothing more than crazy people who should be locked away which was wrong. I want to tell that nail person that he was not going to bother me anymore and then he was not going to tell me what to do. I actually said the F word to him about 1000 times in one long long paragraph saying I am not crazy I do not have lying eyes I do not have anything that is against the security of the nation but I just happen to me I'm doctor buy aliens when I was on honeymoon with my husband and I was getting mad at matter as I was writing the email soon to see you next Tuesday world was coming out of my fingers and other obscenities that I don't usually think our lady like.
When I was fully well excepted with the obscene email that was more or less NSFW to this Derek person I decided that he was going to read it anyway and that was it. I ended up getting a nasty email after that not too nasty but just enough to say you're pissing me off. It was just one person that was trying to bother the shit out of me trying to disturb me from my job and disturb me from reality what is this person stocking me I had to delete my Facebook and I had to delete all my socials at this point but still Derek still spilled his hatred of me towards the Email and he said that he was military which I believe he was not. He was just a hater who is just going to keep hating. I was an email battle and continue the last email I mentioned to him I called him to see world and that was the end of that event the Seaword me the see you next Tuesday word and I was done with that and I never heard from him again but I was still loving over my shoulders.
I thought of the FBI doesn't get this bastard I was going to town on karma to go after him Carmel is the universe trying to correct itself and the schedule correct itself but I getting this direct person right between the legs and I thought. Think man is bad think the universe is a bitch I think if you think you can pick on someone who's vulnerable or try to scare tactics them and use psychological warfare on them because they have had a very off-putting experience to begin with they don't need your shit either. And I went and I was very adamant that this was not a conspiracy that this was real. And I still had flashbacks of that doctor staring at me as I was being dismembered and then being reassembled alive by the aliens zero is very disturbing for me to think of that. What does this Derek person know about.
I want to be with my husband the place of area 51 and Roswell New Mexico as well as I went back to the Joshua tree to do demonstration's peaceful demonstration saying that we're not all insane with all your offer meds or anything that this is actually the truth and that it is out there.