Well, Xander has a point here, I am nobody, just some girl he fucks and laughs with when it suits him. I want to run to the hospital but I can't. There is no reason for me to go there. It will be pointless. I know the hospital that they have taken her to. There is only one hospital that they can go to. After googling, Dr. Willa, I realized he works for the Winson Hospital and that can be the only place where they have her.
On second thought, nothing is adding up. The way Kendra called me this morning to ask if I was okay. She didn't shout at me or say anything, instead, she was calm and gentle. That isn't like her. She would have shouted and said something like, 'how is Xander's sperms doing inside your belly?' She didn't do that. Maybe I am just being paranoid and everything is okay.
Who would want to harm Xander and his family though? He is a rich man, known all around, he might have rubbed shoulders with some bad people for this to happen to him. Though, I still don't get it.
Called Sofie, and she was mad about it. She said she is flying and I know she will be here any minute to see her mother. She didn't even bother to ask who I was. She hasn't called me again.
I would love a chance to tell her that I am sorry for what happened between us but I don't know if she is ready to speak to me. I stopped seeing her after I accidentally harmed Kendra's baby. I know they don't want to see me either.
The baby in me is giving me taunts. It's either making me puke every very unusual instance. Dr. Willa said it's only morning or evening but for this one, every time I try to take something different, it's already on me, and I throw it all out!
Sometimes it's just a high fever for nothing or a low fever, I feel cold and my body is cold even with the sun on.
I think I need to see Jake, maybe it's the hormones driving me this crazy.
I don't know how I am going to evade the guards around the place and sneak into the hospital. I know very well they will make sure I don't even find my legs out off this floor. Maybe sweet talk them. Lie that I am not feeling well then say am okay when we get to the hospital.
"Killian, Killan," I call out. Killian is one of the new guards who was posted on my door. Mike trusts him so I have nothing to fear about him. He walks in quickly and raises his brow when he sees me clutching my belly. He runs up to me and holds me, "are you okay, ma'am?"
I grit my teeth to tell him that nothing is good. Looks like he understands by reading my emotions. He quickly carries me after grabbing my jacket. It's already late, the darkness will be dressed up and no one will notice me. He asks the other guards to stay alert since I won't be long. I call Dr. Willa just to be on the safer side.
Dr. Willa agrees to be there for me. Though she gives me an afferent direction from the main entrance. Is there something she is trying to hide?
It doesn't take us long. The hospital is at the center of the city. Killan parks the car where I told him and rushes to open the door for me but I stop him, "I am sorry, I needed to see, Mrs. White."
Killian gives me a deadly glare. He places his hands on the waist and looks at me, "seriously? All this just to come and see Mrs. White? Next time, up your game."
He moves aside and Dr. Willa is standing by the door. I know I don't have any right to see Mrs. White but I have to. I need to see her. She was the first woman who smiled at me and talked nicely at a random meeting.
Dr. Willa looks at me and raises her brows. I told her that I had a painful stitch and I wanted her to help me. She is now surprised that I am walking upright.
"I thought you were sick, you don't look like a patient?" he asks and I have to give her the sorry eyes so that I can get an opportunity.
"Let me guess, you are here to see, Xander's mom?" she asks and I have to be truthful because that is all I am here to do, see Mrs. White and then go home. Maybe see Xander, just a little.
I don't answer her, but the look on my face gives me away. The way they desperately look. "I knew it, I shouldn't have fallen for it!"
"Dr. Willa, please," I beg her.
"Whatever, as long as you don't address me as Dr. I am okay. Just use, Willa. Plus you know there are visiting hours?"
I know that very well, but Xander had already told me that I was nothing so I couldn't pass the visitor's check plan.
Willa grabs me, and Killian promises to wait for me. Dragging me to an adjacent room, he helps me with a Doctor's lab coat and a stethoscope. I was to disguise myself as a doctor to pass the check.
The only hint she gave me, was that the doctors were able to save her and she was fine though she was still delicate but could speak. The only thing, she can't remember a lot. For the people present, she mentioned, Xander but Sofie has to wait for the plane. Kendra was asked to head home.
"So, you have feelings?" asked Willa. I looked at her and focused on placing the lab coat appropriately. "I am talking to you, babes, Do you have anything for Xander?"
"Jeez, her mom is laying on the hospital bed, have some mercy on what you are talking about." she chuckled and walked me through the doors before leaving me with directions. I know this was crucial.
Walking down the hall, I had to act professionally. Too bad, being a Doctor has never been a dream but I still have to do it. Passing by a corridor, I hear some voices, they were in low tones but I could pick up the sounds. I could hear Kendra's voice. I wanted to move away but then I heard another male voice, Josh? No, maybe I am just paranoid. What is he doing here? He already has a new wife, apparently, they got married and I am here, being stupid. Kendra is the one who fed me with the information. I don't know if it's true but I want to know.
I moved back and silently stood at the door to listen to them, I don't know what they were talking about, but I could hear voices, some erotic voices from both of them.
"You know, you are a sneaky bastard, I don't mind picking from where we left off." that was Josh's voice. I know it, I don't need to see a face. Kendra's moaning voice can be heard. Are they having sex inside the hospital? Wait, have they been doing this ever since? Is that why Kendra got angry at me? I still don't get it, Knedra is married to a good man what would she spread herself for Josh?
When they started moaning out, I stopped listening and walked away. I just needed to do one thing, see Mrs. White. I don't know why I was not surprised by Josh and Kendra. Maybe I am used to being hurt too much to think that I will ever get a perfect time. Though I am still wondering how these two started making out in the hospital.
Walking down to the private wings, these are the presidential suite. For an expensive hospital, they have everything expensive. From expensive adjustable beds to expensive services. The other suits were named or aliases in case one didn't want to get recognized.
It didn't take me long to figure out, where Mrs. White was, just one glare at the guards in black suits and I knew that, she was there. I could see Mike pacing up and down. I just needed him to help me walk in. I took three steps and hit him on purpose.
He was quick to say sorry but I whispered to him, "hey, it's me, can I get in?" I whispered and we took a long to stand from the floor.
"Jeez, Vanessa, I thought you were sleeping? That is what Xander said!" sleeping? So Xander decided to give out a stupid excuse? I shook my head and he directed me in. Xander had his head down. Speaking with her mother who was eating the jelly.
"Ooh, look at that cute Doc, who is she, son?" Mrs. White was high from the drugs she was given from the way she was talking. I almost laughed but I smiled.
Xander turned his head over he raised his eyes brows between Mije and me. He walked to say something but I quickly went to greet her mother who was now offering me some jelly.
"Hey, I love these, mind giving me more?" she asked and I shook my head. She doesn't need a lot of sugar it won't be good for her. "How are you feeling, ma'am?" I asked and held her hands. The other hand had needles on and I didn't want her to feel the pain.
"Feeling much better, but my son, Xander here looks like he can use some cheering up," she said pointing at Xander. I looked over at Xander and he was goofy. Maybe mad that I disguised myself to walk in.
"I am happy that you are well. You need to rest enough, you might get more jelly you know, after you wake up," I wanted to comfort her. "You know I am not some five-year-old whom you guilt rap with some food to sleep?" We laughed together at her statement except for Xander who was just looking.
"I know but you need to rest, would you do that for me?" She nodded and handed me the empty tin. I pulled the covers up her body and she was asleep. Her breathings were low but I was happy she is fine, too bad she doesn't recognize me.
I now needed to face Xander. I need to explain this to him. I look at him, and he stood up and was walking towards me. I quickly opened my mouth but he engulfed me in a hug. I could feel his tear on my neck. I felt bad and I hugged her tightly, "it's going to be okay, don't feel bad."
I suck at giving hope or something of the sort. He broke the hug and looked at me. "You are a dog now? Why does it suit you though?" He asked trying to look at my coat. I thought he was going to be mad but he was not. We talked about her mother., Someone shot her and she lost her recent memories. The only thing Xander couldn't answer was who did this to her mother.
"She never harmed anyone. She was a loving woman," said Xander in a broken voice. I held onto him tightly and made sure he was calm.
"She will be okay, with time. She will have her memories back." that is all I could say. Maybe I am bad because I never had anybody to say that when my mother passed on.