I woke up to a warm touch sliding up my legs I felt the early hours cold wind hit my bare skin
My eyes fluttered open burning from the exhaustion when a figure came into my view he sat at my bed side his veiny hands running up my legs I looked down to see my duvet pulled down and tossed to the side of the bed leaving me exposed thin material cutting the oxygen from the atmosphere to hit my bare body
I looked up at the figure his green and blue orbs watching me as he bent down pulling the back of my lips to pull me in a kiss his soft warm lips caught mine in a passionate kiss leaving me wanting more when he broke away he looked at me in the eyes when he sighed
Running a hand through his hair his jaw tensed as if he hated what he was about to say he looked back at me and spoke in a sleepy low voice though his Roman accent coming out strong
" We need to talk Charlie" I felt my body tense as my back arched uncontrollably towards him I bit my bottom lip as I slowly pushed myself up by my elbows to sit up I looked at him through my eyelashes which caused him to swear through gritted teeth " fuck Charlie " I closed his eyes turning his gaze to the floor his jaw tensing as I saw his first grab a fistful of the bedsheet his knuckles turning white as his eyes shut closed tightly
" Im listening Mr Barker " he nodded eyes still closed
" From now call me Anthony Charlie please just don't call me Mr Barker " I nodded fiddling with my fingers on my thighs
"Now to the main reason I'm here , after I found the door locked I felt a wierd feeling in me a odd feeling something I've never felt before Charlie " the way he said my name made me ache my heart raced as he spoke more and more his accent getting stronger by each word
"I walked in seeing you in bed naked , bare to my son I knew I was supposed to drawn that feeling but I couldn't not when my heart owned you without my brains consent ... I've never hated someone more than I've hated my son the minute I saw you two like that " my heart raced at the thought of him hating Alexander ... Just because of me
He stopped looking at me as if trying to find some kind of emotion flash through my face or body but all I felt was ... Cold my body my heart my soul this two men kept me going my parents were in ICU I didn't even stop to think of them because of the pleasure these men keep giving me
I nodded gulping as I stared at my hands on my thighs his hands reached for my chin as he tilted it up to face him my eyes locked onto his he gave me a sad uneasy smile as if not sure of what to say next
" What I'm trying to say Charlie is we can't go on this desire and invisible magnet I have to you I have to push it down its wrong to everyone including Briana " I knew ... I knew but yet it felt so right when he held me in his arms holding me tight and making the moment right
" Mr -" he shook his head
" Anthony, Charlie please I'm begging you I ... I can't hate my son his ... I ... Charlie do you know what a dangerous man I am ?... When I want someone or something I take out everything in my way for the path to be easy and Charlie your on my wish list the need growing everyday every second your in the same room or my hands on your body ... How will I live with myself knowing my desire lead to the death of my only son ?" My heart raced as I finally understood what he was saying trying to explain to me all this time
I took a deep breath in holding back painful tears he let go of my chin and stood up pushing his hands into his sweat pants pockets he nodded at me
" I want you to be happy but that includes not having me " I nodded as he turned on his heel and walked out the door slowly closing it behind him
I closed my eyes rubbing circles around my eyes with the back of my palm before resting my head on my perched up knees
I grinned my teeth before uncurling myself and slipped under the duvet falling off to sleep once again
I woke up as soon as my alarm went off I took a shower refreshing up before grabbing my hair in a high bun and throwing on a grey short skin tight dress with a lace back and cutting deep into my chest
I pulled on a black strappy heels and added lipgloss before walking to the elevator and going downstairs
Alexander had being cooking something while Briana and Alia spoke at the dining table
I made my way to Alexander who had a black jeans with a black shirt and a black leather jacket using black boots his hair in a man bun he smiled as he saw me his eyes running up and down my body as he let out a low whistle he walked over with a spatula in one hand wrapping his free arm around my waist and placing a kiss on my forehead his musky cologne blocking my senses
I smiled as I lifted my head to peck him on the lips he smiled pulling back " damn what a morning " his Roman accent wasn't as strong as Mr Barker's but it was enough to make my world shutter
" Well when I have a boyfriend as attractive at you I have to compete with him you know " he smiled showing of his dimple " hmmm yes but I think you would score more marks if you had to walk down here in your sexy lingerie " I laughed smacking him playfully on his arm as I walked around him and towards the stove
" Smells amazing " he smiled as he wrapped his arms around me
" I figured you'd be hungry " i smiled turning and placing a kiss on his cheek
" What you cooking ?"
" Scrambled eggs and bacon " I smiled
" God I'm hungry " he smiled back pushing some stray hair behind my ear
We both turned as Mr Barker stepped out of the elevator using a grey suit with a black formal shirt god did he have to use the same colour suit as me
His eyes landed on me as I slowly lowered my head averting my gaze to the floor as he walked towards us
What he had told me before made me think things no matter how much I ached for him ,no matter how much I needed him It couldn't be , the amount of hurt it would bring to people wasn't worth it
" Xander " he addressed Alexander using one of his nick names
" Yes father ?" Alexander spoke turning his attention to the food
" Settle down at the dinner table when your done " he nodded at me coldly before walking of to Briana and Alia who happen to be 'bonding' my phone had proof to their bonding session of how Bri thinks Alia is a lying snob trying to use Mr Barker
Mr Barker kissed Alia on the lips before getting Bri with a nod and sitting down beside Alia and lacing his fingers through hers placing their hands on the table top
My heart sank but I knew what I had to do ... Dedicate my time to Alexander