I bit my bottom lip as Mr Barker held onto his forehead with one hand while the other wrapped around my body
" Charlie do you see what you have done !?" He asked his jaw tensed
" Mr Barker understand what happened between us was just suppose to be a once off thing but then it got out of hand"
He pulled away from me taking a step back he gave me a sad smile
" Once off! God damn Charlie your on my mind every single second and you wanted it to be a once off thing what must I do ive known Alia for five years keeping her a secret and suddenly your taking over my desires !" He got so close to my face his warm minty breath hitting me
I closed my eyes unable to control myself as my lips crashed onto his his eyes widen as his arms wrapped around my waist but I quickly composted myself pulling away and taking a step back
" Mr Baker I think we need to ... Start over and hide the way we feel because we can ... never be maybe in a different world if Briana wasn't the perfect friend to me or if Alexander didn't know how to charm my heart and if you weren't engaged " he nodded grinding his teeth as he wiped his mouth with the inside of his palm
" So we ... Just ignore this chemistry between us ?" I nodded bitting the inner of my cheek
" Okay Charlie I'll leave I have a wedding planner to meet " he turned around
" Wait !" I grabbed his arm , quickly pulling my hand away he turned to look at me
" Weren't you supposed to -" he shook his head
" I came to check if you were okay ... But clearly I was mistaken to think you wouldn't be " he then walked out without a second glance at me
I sigh as I grabbed my torn dress and went to my room
I spent the rest of the day watching Netflix and reading books along with texting Alexander
Around ten pm Bri walked into my room her hair tossled makeup messed and her walk looked extremely wierd
I laughed throwing the book I had in my hand at her she easily swayed out the way laughing back
" Look at you got laid on your first date" she giggled uncontrollably
" Oh yeah the dick was big huge for that matter !" She threw herself next to me on the bed throwing her purse to the floor and kicking her heels off
" I heard from my brother on the dining room table girl !" She yelled hitting me on my arm I closed my eyes pouting my lips
" Please I feel so bad already Alexander getting kicked out and stuff " her eyes widen as she straightened her posture
" Wait wait wait so ... He never said father kicked him out " i laughed
" Well he did why I mean if I had caught -" she cut me off
" My nephew or niece doing that on yours and Alexander's table you would totally kick them out !" I rolled my eyes
" No but I mean okay don't get jealous but when Alexander was about sixteen father caught him having sex with one of his girlfriend's in father's bed room " she threw her head back laughing uncontrollably
I felt the heat rise to my cheeks trying not to show the jealousy of him being with someone else
" God that must of ... " I trailed off thinking of him being with another women
" Oh my god your so jealous !" I shook my head but she just laughed letting it slide and lord was I grateful
" So anyway tell me who's this guy ?" I spoke getting her to blush slightly
" Well his name is Daniel Green his really cute his from England " i smiled as she blushed so hard just speaking off him
" And girl his huge ! I mean like six inches " I rolled my eyes
" Im seeing bigger now days " she made her face in a disgusted look
" Ew don't tell me about my brother !"
I wasn't only speaking of Alexander both him and Mr Barker were huge and were absolute sex gods
I sigh and Bri did the same
" So what ... About the wedding ?" I asked she smiled
" Alia is really nice , very pretty but ... "
" She's not your mum ?" Briana nodded
" Give her a chance I'm sure she'll want to earn the title step mother " she flinched
" Your really bad at giving me talks "
" Well if you talk about the time where I had to help you get over a Korean actor" she flinched again
" Please don't talk about that !" I laughed
" I better get going to my room before my father sees me like this " i laughed as she hugged me and left too her room
I offed the TV and switched off the lights placing my head down on the pillow drifting of to sleep
I felt warm lips against my legs sliding up higher
I opened my eyes as Mr Barker was seated on my bed he pulled back and reached forward for my face his hands cupping my cheek
" Mr Barker what ... What are you doing here ?" I spoke in a raspy voice
" Listen to me Charlie I know ... I know what you said but I can't ... I can't live without having the consent to touching you when I want to " I covered my hand over his and pushed it off my face
" I'm sorry Mr Barker but I can't not anymore " his eyes became glassy
" I'm saying good bye to you Charlie but just ... Just let me have you one last time"
My body desired him but my heart screamed NO it belonged to someone else
I closed my eyes
" Mr Barker the last time I wanted to taste you was that kiss I gave you ... Because now I'm Alexander's and I intend to be loyal to him you should do the same for Alia " he nodded bitting the inner of his cheek
He stood up to leave planting a kiss on my forehead before walking out the door
I pulled my phone out to see it midnight
I dialled Alexander's number and after few rings his raspy deep voice with a slight Roman accent came from the other side
" Hey " he said my heart fluttered
I bit my bottom lip clasping my thighs together
" Hi " I said
" Can't sleep ?" He asked
" Right now I only want to be in your arms " he laughed
" I'm holding onto a pillow trying to think of it as you " i laughed
" Why a pillow ?"
" Because normally a man puts his head on a pillow and dream well you Charlie and my dream come true " I bit my bottom lip
" God I miss you " I said
" Then how about you spend the whole day with me tomorrow not just the morning "
" I'd like that "
" God do you know what your voice and giggles are doing to me ?" He asked I nodded to myself feeling myself heat up for him
" I'm experiencing it "
" Then let's do something about it?" He said
" What shall I do ?" I asked growing hotter and wetter for him
" Pull off you panties " I pulled them down
" They out "
" What kind are they ?" He asked
" Baby pink lace " I heard him groan and i knew he had being working himself
" What is left on you ?" He asked
I gulped " a silk nighty " he groaned even louder
" Pull them off " he said I quickly pulled them down
" Now reached down and tell me how wet you are ?" I slowly slid my hand down to my heat
Circling my folder and button
" So wet " my voice came out in a whisper
" Push two fingers inside move them fast and hard " I quickly slipped two fingers inside me my back arching to push them deeper in
" Oh god " I moaned throwing my head back
" Shush you don't want to wake everyone up " he said his breathing becoming more heavier
" Are you close ?" I asked circling my nipple with my free hand
" No I'm waiting for your final stroke i want to hear you cry out my name " I moaned my toes digging into the bedsheets
I felt the droplets of sweat run down my body
" Oh god Alexander " my pleasure was so closer I could just explode
" Come for me Charlie I'm here " my vision went white as I saw stars around me my body heated up my voice breathless gasping for air
" Alexander !" I moaned as I heard him moan my name on the other side his voice deep and breathless only made me feel out of breath again
" Charlie "
I pulled the duvet over my body and grabbed my phone
" I really wish you were here " I said
He chuckled " come stay with me then ?" I bit my lip staying with him meaning I wouldn't get to see Mr Barker
" No I'll like to get my parents permission first " he sighed
" I understand "
' I'm gonna go drink some water and well wash my hands " he groaned
" What a shame if I was there I would if licked your fingers clean off " i felt the heat rising to my cheeks
" Anyways bye " he chuckled again
" Bye bye Charlie " I hung up and drifted off to sleep