I stared at Alexander as he stared in confusion at my body
" I uh ... " He smiled walking over to me and wrapping his arms around me embracing me tightly
" I missed you " I smiled as much as I had to pick between him and Mr Barker and how I promised to Mr Barker to have my guard up when it came to Alexander something in my heart warmed up around him
" I uh missed you too " he pulled back looking into my eyes his eyes twinkling with amusement
" Your beautiful even if you look like you just woke up " I tried to hard to to flinch to that but I did
" You okay ?" He asked looking at me concern
" Yeah I uh really want to see my parents " he nodded casting me a sad smile
" We'll visit them once you settle in the apartment " i nodded as he bent down and pecked my lips before letting go of me grabbing my bags and walking out the door
I turned to see if there was any sign of Mr Barker but nope he seemed to have disappeared like Casper the ghost or whatever his name was
I slowly turned on my heel and walked to Alexander's car where he had being leaning against the front door of his sports car
He smiled as he stepped aside and opened the door for me I smiled back
Rubbing my hand on his arm before jumping in the car he closed the door walking around and jumping in the driver's seat
It smelt of Alexander's colonge in here
" So ready to see my apartment ?" He asked smiling
I turned smiling and nodding at him
" If I may ask Charlie why don't you ... Visit your home ?" I closed my eyes thinking on how my mother's parents would behave knowing I'm living at another person's home
But I can't live with them their just to hard on tradition I can't even look at the stars they think it's going to curse me
" Well uh I prefer ... Not seeing ..." He nodded bitting his bottom lip which made me squirm
He smiled reaching for my hand which was placed on my thigh
" Look I know I said my apartment before but ... Its our apartment where we make new memories just you and me " I smiled as he leaned over pressing a kiss to my forehead and looking back at the road
We parked inside a garage as he grabbed my bags his muscles flexing under his black sweater as he pushed his hair behind his shoulders
" Come " he said as I grabbed ahold of his free hand
He lead us inside what looked like a five star hotel red carpet placed inside people private elevators porcelain tiles everything screamed
' hey there I'm a multi billionaire's son who happens to also be a supermodel and this is just a place I own to escape my father's moods '
Well yeah I lost control of my fucking mind but it's still intact to my soul ... Partly
" Come ours is the penthouse" he said
Of course penthouse to think you'd just own an apartment in a really really really rich building
He led me to a glass elevator which had being labelled in gold ' Alexander Barker '
He pressed few buttons when a man came from behind tapping Alexander on the shoulder when Alexander had turned around the man flinched
" Im sorry Mr Barker I just uhh well .." Alexander tensed looking at me then at the man
" Well I'd like to ask for a raise I've been working here for -" he spoke in a low voice as the blood from his body drained him going pale
" We'll discuss this later Freddy " the man smiled and walked away
He turned to me as I eyed him
He smiled
" You own this place ?" I asked him he flinched
" Yes I -"
" You don't have to explain it to me Alexander " he smiled pulling me in for a kiss before pulling back resting his forehead on mine
" Your so much different Charlie " as he pulled me in the elevator
" I never told anyone not even Briana ... I bought this place ... At first it was a hotel five stars too " he smiled leaning his head on the elevator wall glancing at me from the side of his eye
" When my father kicked my mother out she brought me here the first night ... I was so young i don't remember all ... But the part she always reminded me off " he turned to me cupping my cheek in his hand
" She said it had been raining that day it was a Saturday to be sure off when she carried her bag along with mine whilst pushing me in a shroller " he closed his eyes hating the memory
" Then it started to rain heavier and here she was infront of a hotel named ' the heart ' she knew it was faith"
The elevator came to a stop as the doors opened revealing the front of Alexander's apartment decorated in black , grey and white
As he continued
" She pushed me in everybody had being so kind to her that when she finally broke down infront of the hotel owner about what she had being experiencing with her husband he had let her stay at the hotel penthouse for a whole month " he smiled
" She only left because of her pride and when my father caught her in another pregnancy once again " his jaw clenched
" It was this owner who brought my mother's heart to rest showing her real love " he walked out pulling my bags with him
" He showed her love and when my father had taken us away from her ... He gave her children of her own " he closed his eyes
" A doctor and a lawyer " he nodded
" They have more time for her along with they know her better than me or Briana ever could " I cupped his cheek as a stray tear rolled down his cheek
" When Nickolas put this place up for sale it was really cheap and decided to buy it for myself to relive those memories with my mother " he kissed the inside of my palm
I smiled leaning my forehead against his
" Then ... Then I met you , you have changed my world Charlie now all I think about is you ... Us our future if we ... If we ever had to have kids together I would be glad but after marriage i want everything to be perfect for us ..." He smiled
" So when your parents awake they can be proud of you " he brought his lips down to mine kissing me long and hard I knew Mr Barker would like this
" I love you Charlie " my heart picked up it's rate , my world went dizzy as I tried to speak my following words next
" I ... Love you too "