Being bed ridden for two months and a few weeks on has left me too exhausted to even walk a few feet even after being discharged from the hospital three days ago.
I'm so weak that I get dizzy just for standing at my balcony for a few minutes.
I saw myself in the mirror the first time I came home while I took a shower and I have refused to look at it ever since.
I have lost so much weight that my cheeks have became hollow and my collarbone protrudes at the base of my neck making me look hollow and sad. I hate the dark circles under my eyes and the dry skin coating my lips.
I run a frail hand over my forehead to wipe the sweat that is quickly forming on it. My mom forgot to turn the AC on on her way out this morning and although I so badly want to turn it back on, I can't reach the controller that I know for a fact is set on the coffee table in the living room.
