Massimo has many gifts and personalities that made him one of the kind more like unique on his family, while Massimo being around his family he start being that one quite guy sometimes the funny one who make jokes, but nobody knows him more than his mother since he's the one he spent a lot of time with her when he doesn't have anything to do, she knows when Massimo is sad or happy or when he be excited about something like if she can read his mind and his eyes, she does notice every move and thing that he make in the house, for example when Massimo is scrolling through his phone watching a YouTube or something funny he smiles, and when his mom walks passed him seeing smiling, she asks him i see you smiling Massimo what made you smile like that huh tell me and then she start giggling and giving him wink face.
The relationship between Massimo and his mother is strong like they treat each other like if they are friends sometimes or girlfriend or a sister, because Massimo is the one and only child in his family that he cares a lot about his mom he always been there for her, he helps her with the kitchen when she be tired or sick he's the one who almost do her job daily in every morning or sometimes cleaning the house even tho she never asked him to do that he doing it by himself which is what made me emotions because now a days we don't see many siblings do these things to their moms or help them or even appreciate her work and she done to the house, being a mother it takes a lot of hard work, and responsibility because i personally think the mother is the Queen of the house and in same time she's a nurse, why did i say Queen , because she's the one who knows what's going on in her castle if something is missing or if something isn't right she does notice that even if there's no one to tell her also she deserve to be loved and cares about not just, seeing her every single day saying good morning or good night and asking how she doin, a mother she also a human she does have feelings, not all moms are same but in general they want to be hear as well and chat with like how was your day mom, do you need anything, more money , just by sitting next to her she feels alright and calm. You probably think that when you grow up she will treat you different as if you are adult or young man, but let me tell you this if you don't know she still and will be seeing you as child in her eyes no matter what you do or say, why would i say that?, because you again probably think that she want's something from you but actually she doesn't need or want anything at all.
Why did i say or mention nurse because let's see hmmm who take care of you when you were sick mom did right, who carried you for 8 months she did, she took more than a kick and hit while you were inside her stomach, like you can't even pay to all these things that she did and done to you and yet she's the one who brought you into this world, you probably think that when you were depressed or sad you wished if you weren't born or you wished to die that's for sure, and yet lemme tell you this you actually an idiot selfish c*unt , if you ever thought about these things or maybe think that nobody cares about you or your feelings, and start crying I'm so lonely in this world, i have nobody to feel my pain, i would honestly slap the shit out of you if you were this person because let me tell you this, have you ever been or even put yourself in your mom position while she giving birth of you, of course not you never think any of that because you still thinking only inside the box you gotta leave that area and be more open minded, all you care is about yourself, how about start thinking about your only source of happiness and the one who supports you, and been there for every moment of your miserable life, have you ever thought about that huh ?, of course not you gonna leave a huge pain and score to your parents and people you been with, is that how you wanna be remembered as? you tell me and you decide you still have a lot to live for and yet a lot to give for, as writer i would love to you see develop yourself and to show what you can do, i want you to sit or stand in front of mirror and say these words specifically.
I am beautiful inside and out.
I can reach any goal I set for myself.
All that I need is within me.
You probably wonder why would i do or say that, lemme tell you why, well to give yourself some motivation, and to boost yourself i don't want you to be weak and think that you were born useless or worthless Piece of shit.
I guess we moved far away from our lover Massimo and his mom, sorry what i was trying to say that Massimo is so emotions about everything like he's so sensitive but he never show it he refuse to show any feelings even towards his mom he just holding it like if its about to explode, Massimo is full of feelings since he was a kid he been bullied because of his big nose, or because of his religion in a young age Massimo been through a lot, he wished if he lived and enjoyed his childhood memories as normal kid around that age, he didn't deserve any of that treatment that he got but never backed down he always find a way to go through any trouble or fight never askes or seeks for any help or attention from anyone not even his big brother because Massimo mind & brain is already been processed that he can handle things alone.
Massimo has big worm heart he always forgive but he never forget anything you do or done to him, even if it was long time ago he will still remember you it doesn't matter to him if you done something bad to him back in day's and one day you met him at store or in the street he will come and say hey back, Massimo doesn't have enemies or even think about having one because he doesn't want to be target or be attacked by someone or anyone he always want to be cool and fuuny friend that everyone want to hangout with, but if someone ever crossed the line and step into his personal life or family, my friend imma tell you this "My god help you" the only way to turn that or flip the situation is to apology to him, you probably heard or seen this somewhere, you don't ever poke a bear while he sleeps or make fun of a silent person, you think they can't do anything but its the opposite they don't care they can burn a whole place right up your ass or flip the house upside down trust me they will do it without hesitate, Massimo has alot to give and also to bring into this world like if he's a warrior going to save the village from Dangerous animals or insects that some deserve to be smashed or burn, some people in this world i personally think they don't deserve to live unless they can change to be better person,
If some people think that they can't change or be changed by themselves imma say that you never tried, you haven't tried hard enough some people took years and months just to be better version of themselves, they never been asked or told to change or like hey you need to change your attitudes aren't good enough, no they felt something inside them got that idea that they Have to change probably they saw that nobody cares or ask about them like they used to, maybe because of his old attitude that he gave to some people and yet they decide to cut the rope between them and that person to keep themselves safe from getting harmed.
Massimo one day got a message that he got accepted in a college that his sister at, he jumped out of his bed happily and excited and went to his mom first telling her that he got accepted in a college that he want, that day was so phenomenal for Massimo, because he will get a chance to see and meet and also to be with his sister, so the next day he went to college and start to explore the college and classes that he will take, and to meet his new class mate, while Massimo was there he saw some of his old friends from middle school and high school, but they weren't or took same classes as him, but that was fine with him since he gotta see and meet them from now on, at end of the day Massimo came back home excited and happy from college but he didn't know that it will be much different than school, the classes times are different and in college they are so strict about timing you gotta show up in time or they going to write you absent even if you came late, the reason why they doin that is because they wanna teach you to respect time in future, or for example when you go to work or have your own company and yet one of your employees came late to work, as boss you gotta do something it's either you forgive or give em fair warning so they wont do that again.
Massimo took his classes schedule and start preparing himself to be more serious about his new experience that he will face during his college, but he neve thought about what kinds of Challenges that he will going to face, the first day of next week the college officially starts, Massimo took the bus that Morning and sat listening to music until the bus reach the gate of the college, to drop the students there, while Massimo walked out of the bus he stood for 5 minutes staring at the college from outside and start thinking about many things at one time, "like who will see or meet, where im going to eat or what, should i act cool or be myself?, should i be silent guy like if i was in high school , or should i start chilling and being like any other guy?."
After that Massimo start walking and entered the college field, he smelled the air of the college starts walking trying to find his first class where in which section of the college. After walking around for 10min Massimo got lost and asked a student where is this class i can't find it, the student told him dude im actually same as you we are in same class lets find it together since we will be in same class, Massimo was happy that he found someone to be with better than being alone, eventually they found it and they both entered the room lucky them they weren't many in there but few students and the class wasn't start yet, so they found a place to sit and start chatting Massimo and that student, trying to make new friends after awhile the Miss entered the room and start greeting the students, and she welcomed them and asked them to feel free don't have to be shy if there's anything you guys don't know just ask me or any other mister you see, this college will be like your second home since you guys going to be here for many years, of course depends on what you guys wanna study, some of you will graduate soon within 3-4 years some will take 4-5 years so i wish you guys the best of luck and study hard to grand all your mark, after that speech the Miss start checking the list and calling every student to see if someone is absent or missing.
After the first class the Miss took her papers and walked out and there was a smol break like 15mins Massimo and his new friend they both went to cafeteria to buy something to eat or drink but Massimo he didn't buy or get anything he pick up his phone and start scrolling up and down just to let the time pass, until the next class starts, days and weeks passed until Massimo almost had an idea of what college but deeply inside him he had an idea like he decides to leave the college he won't be there for long he thought he doesn't see himself to be there or fit in it at first until few months passed and he went to new section for business and marketing, he start studying that because he wanted to have or get an idea about how marketing is or about, after a while he made a new friends and he tried to be cool guy in college he start showing off and being funny and tough, so Massimo had to lie about that he was or used to drink alcohol but he actually never did or tried it before, so one of the friends asked Massimo, "im going to bring you a bottle of vodka and i want you to taste it right in front of us after college we will take you to our car are you okay with that?" Massimo had to roll in and keep the tube on so he doesn't get himself fucked up, so he decided to take the risk and go with them to the car, Massimo was so scared and in same time nervous because he never expect this moment to come, in his heart he was like fk it, it's either ride or die or be pussy and leave, so he took the bottle and start drinking it, while his friends are watching him some were taking pictures or video of him, but Massimo didn't care since he will leave the college anyway and drop it, while he did what they said and told him to do, he left the car and stood were the bus stop at, Massimo thought that it was easy but he didn't realize that the vodka will affect him soon or later because that's his first time drinking alcoholic drink, he felt his head start spinning and feeling dizzy he barely could stand up but eventually he made it, the bus came in time and he took it to get back home safe, he went straight up to his bed to sleep so the vodka affects goes away.
After that day, Massimo made a promise that he won't do such a bad and stupid that like that ever again, even if just to be or look cool in front of some dudes in college or anywhere, Later on Massimo told his parents that he will drop the college and start working in many places, they didn't asked him why or anything because that's his life and they support him in everything he say or decide he knows what's the best for himself, so he took his paper and signed out to leave the college and he start looking around to apply in many jobs like part time, soon enough he got accept to work in one of the perfumes shop he worked that as casher selling perfumes to people, Massimo loved the jon in the beginning because he got the chance to try and spray any perfume he wants or that smells really good some of them can be very expensive, within few months Massimo quit the job because it was too much like if he was under pressure, from there he gain experience about perfumes like which one that long lasting and if it last for few hours, and he got to know that each perfume there's a type for male and female and also Unisex, then he applied to be in military army as solder he joined and stayed there for 3-4 months he saw how tough the army was, Massimo also loved being there for few reason like the uniform and he got the chance to use and hold a real Gun.
Massimo through all these events that he went through he learned alot of things and also he start to know how hard life can be it's not easy to get what everyone want's like there's some things you can't buy even if you are rich, you can buy watch a rolex watch but you can't buy time, you can buy medication but you can't buy health etc.
There's alot of those that people think it's easy to get or gain but they never thought how hard to keep and holding on them, Massimo build and raised different, he always been Humbled and over protective in many ways, towards his family and anything that he cares about.
Now lets back to our beloved Laura.
Laura she doesn't know what she's about to enter on, Massimo put Laura on his top list like if she just become one of his top priority, she's now protected by him even tho she doesn't know or feel that but he didn't tell or showed her that yet, because he want it to take it slowly step by step, Massimo and Laura they both start sharing and talking about their personal life like, when is your birth day, what is your favorite color, fav game, movie, show, food, what you do in your free time.
Slowly Massimo decided to ask Laura if she can do a sleep call, Laura got shy at first and she was also happy because she already felt comfortable when she be around him or talk to him, while they start doin the sleep call, Massimo talked a little bit asking her, " how you feeling today?" Laura face went red because she's not used to been asked how is she feeling or anything also Massimo voice got Laura's heart melt because his was was abit deep and in same time soft, but also Laura voice got Massimo head get dizzy like if her voice was like a drug to him the way she talks and speak, also her accent is very attractive like if she has voice of an angel, but while they are in call Laura's mom called her and she opened her door room, she wanted to ask her if she needs anything else before she sleeps, Massimo here got shy and he start hiding behind so Laura's mom don't see him, because his not used to talk or see someone else yet he was so shy, but Laura noticed that, she asked Massimo what are you doin?, are you shy and then she start laughing and smiling, Massimo said yeah it's just not ready to meet your family yet you know, Laura said that's fine they are so sweet, actually lemme tell you about them i have a cool sweet caring mother her name is Hermione, me and my mom we work in same place since she doesn't want me to work so like i always be with her days and night she sometimes can be pain in the ass and stubborn towards me but i know deep down bottom of her heart she does and do that because she loves me so much even if she doesn't say that it's like her heart speaks to me, and i got two older brothers both of them have a child the older brother called Romeo he has one kid, and the other brother called Ron he has a kid too her name is Annie, to be honest with you Massimo im the only family member that Annie wants me to be with the most because like whenever Ron comes home he bring Annie with her and also his girlfriend her name is Jessie, soon enough you going to meet them all Massimo trust me they are so sweet and kind they sometimes can be pain in the ass but i do be grateful for having them besides me all the time.
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The next Chapter is going to be hard and tough cuz it's going to be something real and abit of magic hope you guys enjoy this and the next one.
im so happy that i got the chance to tell and share with you this story cuz its so important for me as writer to tell you guys how much this young man Massimo was so real he fought and faced many things during his life, and yet he still standing up.