I panicked at Hyacinth's darkened expression, so I deleted the question right away from my phone.
Mayhap, just like me, she hasn't had a good experience with men. To me, it was to women.
I typed something again on my phone then showed it to her. [It's fine not to answer. I'm just wondering.]
She shook her head, then tried to smile. "No... It's alright. I'll tell you but I hope you'll keep this as a secret between you and me."
I nodded and leaned closer to show that I was interested.
She took a deep breath calming her fuming anger. "I know; I already mentioned to you that I dated different guys to rebel against my Dad before. That's when I totally understood how trashy men are. They are all about lust! Disgusting pieces of shit! Unfortunately, they couldn't satisfy themselves with me since I only let basic skin ship like holding hands and hug when dating. Kiss? No fat chance!"