"Why do you have to hide all this from your husband? Shouldn't you be honest so that he knows everything," I saw the concern on Mama Elsa's face at this time, her forehead was deeply wrinkled as if she was worried about what would happen in the future.
"Ma, I want Sadam to like me from his heart, not from feelings of pity because of what happened," I said the words that were indeed in my heart.
in my heart.
"Do you like, my son?" the woman held back
my hand with a sad look, I saw a spark of happiness from the beautiful twinkle of her eyes at this time. Yes, I fell in love with Sadam, even though the man was always rude to me, he was always gentle with children and I liked him unknowingly.
"I don't know since when, but Sifana started to fall in love with Sadam. But Sifana also never dreamed that those feelings would be reciprocated because Tasya was the only woman that Sadam loved." I lowered my head while swallowing my saliva as if I had just swallowed the disappointment that was evident from the expression on my face at this time.
"Believe me, if Sadam will open his heart to you, and him
I will regret having abandoned a woman as good as you just for the sake of that selfless wife," this middle-aged woman kissed my forehead longer and that made this troubled heart begin to look calm.
***
I have accompanied Anggun to the hospital for several days, Mama
Elsa was always at the hospital until the afternoon, that woman also said that she deliberately did not tell Sadam my whereabouts, because Mama Elsa wanted Sadam to feel lost when I left, even though I
felt unsure if the man would feel lost instead of actually
happy because there is no me-the bully of his house.
Anggun's condition has not yet fully recovered, but gradually her condition is getting better and the doctor also said that there is nothing to worry about. Mama Elsa told me to go home because I had been in this hospital for almost a week. I said goodbye to Anggun before leaving and understandingly the little girl agreed and even said that I didn't need to worry about her condition. Graceful face
she still looks pale and I still can't bear to leave her alone but luckily there is Mama Elsa who will replace me to look after my beloved sister.
I kissed the top of Anggun's head longer, then took turns kissing both cheeks then I said goodbye to Mama Elsa, me
waved at Anggun and the little girl returned my wave with a sweet smile. I returned to Erlanga's residence accompanied by Mama's driver
Elsa, at first I wanted to refuse, but Mama Elsa insisted that I didn't feel comfortable continuing to refuse her and finally I agreed to be taken by my mother-in-law's personal driver.
"Thank you, sir," I said to the driver who took me to the front of the Erlanga family's yard.
"You're welcome, Sifana," said the middle-aged man to me with his sweet smile.
I watched the car walk away from me and then out of the main gate of this house. I took a deep breath as if I was preparing my heart for all kinds of problems that I would later face in this house.
"Sadam," I said in surprise when I saw the man was already looking at me intently with his hands clasped across his chest.
I don't know since when he was standing only two meters away from me, earlier when I got out of the car, I didn't see Sadam. This man is like a ghost that wanders anywhere and anytime.
"Still remember going home," he stepped closer to me with eyes that didn't blink, his sharp eyes seemed to kill me just by
the look in those eyes, I can only look at him with a beating heart, I really want to lower my head, but I miss his handsome face too much
so I kept staring at Sadam's face every inch.
"I, just got home from the hospital," I said looking into his eyes.
"Is the person you call as, Honey, the sick one?" I just remembered that the other day Sadam had listened to my conversation on the phone with Anggun and I didn't expect this man to have a pretty strong memory too.
"Yes, he just had surgery and I took care of him for a few days because apart from me he doesn't have anyone else," I said as it is if only I was the only thing Anggun had.
"Tch! You really love him, then why don't you just leave this house and marry him." I was about to answer what I just said, Sadam said but the man had turned around and just left me.
Sadam, you should ask who is the person I called by name, Honey, that's because only then will I answer everything so that this misunderstanding doesn't drag on. I tightly gripped the bag containing my clothes during my stay at the hospital, just as I took a step Liora's figure was immediately caught very clearly by my corneas, the little girl immediately ran up to me with her arms outstretched as if she was asking to be hugged because she missed me so much .
"Sifana, where have you been, Liora misses you very much, Liora thinks that Sifana will never come back to this house," I lowered my head and kissed the top of Liora's head, the smell of her hair smelled of strawberries and I really missed her. I kissed her cheeks after observing the situation if Tasya wasn't around us both.
"Sifana, it's impossible to leave Liora alone," I said while cupping his face with my hands after I put the bag I was holding on to the floor just like that.
"Mama and Papa had a fight after Sifana got on top of the car that night," Liora said, looking at me with those innocent eyes.
I frowned in disbelief with what this little girl just said because usually in the middle of the night Liora would fall asleep. Maybe Liora is dreaming because as far as I know the relationship between Sadam and Tasya is very harmonious.
"Miss Sifana, come out later in the day isn't Liora usually asleep at that hour?" I asked clarifying the words of this little girl.
I saw Liora shake her head slowly and then said, "Liora, it's already sleeping, but Liora woke up because she wanted to go to the bathroom. Liora saw Sifana coming out of the gate from the bedroom window and after some time. Papa immediately got mad at Mama and they got into a fight
great, Liora was scared and could only hide under the covers until she fell asleep herself," I saw the little boy's eyes filled with tears and I was sure that Liora wasn't lying, but why did they fight after I left when I was in my room at night Does Sadam look normal?