"You didn't hear wrong," after speaking, Sadam walked away, leaving me still standing frozen in my original position.
After a while I was able to find my consciousness again, I stepped out of the kitchen into the room. Once in the room I immediately cleaned my body from the rest of the sweat and changed clothes. I went back into this kitchen to carry out Sadam's orders to eat together. Liora smiled sweetly at me and I returned the innocent smile, now my eyes turned to Tasya who was sitting beside Liora, the woman looked at me sharply she must have known if Sadam wanted me to eat with them I don't know what happened until Sadam turned nice to me or is it true what did Mama Elsa say? If that man will miss me after a few days of not seeing my presence in this house.
My heart beats faster when my gaze and Sadam's face each other, those dark eyes always make me fail to read what the look in his eyes means to me, is he happy to see me following his orders or is it the other way around? Again and again I can only guess. With trembling hands I pulled one of the empty chairs in front of Tasya. The atmosphere inside the dining table was so quiet that harsh sighs could definitely be heard very clearly, my hands were holding each other from under the table, I didn't dare lift my eyes because now Tasya must be watching me.
"What are you waiting for, let's eat together," said Sadam to everyone.
Slowly but surely I started to raise my head, Tasya
He looked at me with a disgusted face as if I were trash that smelled bad and he should get it as far away from the dining table as possible.
"Honey, why does he have to eat with us, you know how cunning this woman is," Tasya accused me by looking at Sadam. I saw the woman's eyes were full of roundness as if trying to get the emotion out of her eyes right now.
With a disappointed heart I started to back away the chair at the table
Eat this slowly and then start to get up from a sitting position. "I was wrong, it's not better for servants to sit with the masters," I better relented as usual because it's not good if this fight continues while there is a small child who will definitely record every word that comes out of the mouth of his parents moreover I know very well how Tasha's attitude.
"Sifana, sit down," Sadam ordered me but I still froze in my standing position without daring to put my body back on the ground.
over the chair.
"Honey, just let the actor go from this dining table," shouted Tasya, still not accepting Sadam's decision. I saw Liora's face began to turn into fear and I didn't want this little child to be traumatized by the fight that happened because it could threaten the little one's biology.
"Sadam, Tasha. Please don't fight because of me, look at that, Liora is shaking with fear and you both know that this will have a big impact on her thinking," I spoke slowly so that Tasya could easily digest it, but who would have thought that the woman would actually feel offended by what she said. I said just now.
Tasya stomped the chair loudly then pointed one finger at me saying, "Do you think if I don't know all that, you are a snake woman and don't try to be nice in front of me, Liora is my child and I know what's best for her."
"Sorry, I shouldn't have spoken so presumptuously," I said with my head down.
I feel this debate will never end so I choose to walk away from the dining table and go back into my room
without caring about Sadam who kept calling my name and asked me to sit back down at the dining table. I really wanted to take the little girl away but I knew that it would definitely add to the confusion in the house.
Now I have arrived in the room and I immediately sat down and put both hands on my face, these two eyelids could no longer contain more clear crystals. When I'm with Anggun, my days are very happy but when I return to this house I can't breathe easy or calmly because every time Tasya will always look for reproach to bring me down.
It's midnight but I still can't close my eyes, I start to feel if the worms in my stomach are starting to demo
ask for their dinner, yes after leaving the kitchen earlier I didn't eat anything until now it's only natural that my stomach keeps ringing non-stop. I don't want to get gastric pain from eating too late. But what if I meet Tasya downstairs, I feel very lazy if I have to look at her but this stomach doesn't want to be compromised. Now that I'm in the kitchen, I quickly turn on the sacred lights and in an instant the kitchen that was originally dark now starts to shine brightly.
"Tonight I want to eat instant noodles plus fried eggs and rice, I'm very hungry," I said while rubbing my stomach which still wouldn't stop ringing.
"Make it for me too," a familiar male voice in my ears began to fill this eardrum, I immediately turned it on
body is facing towards him, it is indeed Sadam but since when has he been behind me? Why this man is always everywhere really surprises me and look at this my stupid heart keeps pounding.
"E-since when did Sadam step behind me?" I didn't think I heard the sound of footsteps earlier, so I didn't realize this man was near me, or was it because I was busy with my own thoughts so I didn't listen to his footsteps.
"Ever since you left the room," he said casually and then
passed me just like that and now Sadam was sitting at the table playing on his cell phone. Mas Sadam's calm demeanor makes me believe that the man doesn't have any feelings for me. One sided love really hurts isn't it.
'Maybe I'm a fool for loving you. Isn't that like Sadam?'