I saw, Sadam began to look at me sadly, the dark and firm twinkle in his eyes that had covered his eyes now began to disappear. I keep asking myself whether this man is starting to sympathize with my situation or has he just misunderstood everything? No matter how hard I think, I can never find that answer.
"Because from the start, Sadam never asked me why I wanted to be the third person in your life. Isn't that annoying woman always wrong, "I said while standing up from a sitting position.
I felt my body shaking with tears, if it continues like this, then I won't be able to hold back these tears any longer. I took two dirty dishes to the sink and then washed them, after a while I heard the sound of footsteps approaching me, and I was sure that it must be Sadam. The man was standing right beside me, but I didn't dare look at him and preferred to focus on finishing washing the dishes. The man apologized to me for what had happened, I nodded my head vaguely, but
what Sadam didn't expect was actually grabbing my hands and the body's reflex was directly facing him. The man said if I was his wife and he would try his best to treat me the same as treating Tasya, I don't know
this is just a dream or words of regret that the man said, but I can only nod my head again. And during this marriage for the first time Sadam kissed my forehead.
I can only close my eyes, but I clearly feel that now a tint of red is starting to adorn my cheeks, as if there is a strange tingle that forms a small ripple inside the body and then gathers at the center, and even I can also feel slowly, but surely the fine hairs on this body are starting to flutter perfectly when the man's warm breath
touched my face until finally away.
"Let's start all over again, do you want?" Sadam asked me while looking at me. And I can only look down without daring to meet his eyes after he kissed my forehead. But the man instead took his hand to lift my chin, so I couldn't help but look into his eyes. "Do you want to start all over again?" he asked a second time.
"How about, Tasya?" I asked him. I don't know why I actually think about other women and not myself.
"I'll talk to him, you're not wrong about this. If I knew everything from the start, maybe you didn't have to obey
Mama and Papa's request to carry out the scandal so that Tasya and I misunderstood you, I will voluntarily help pay for your sister's medical expenses," indirectly Sadam also said that he regretted marrying me, but I didn't. I want to think about that because tonight I am very happy because the man I love, I mean my husband, decided to start everything from scratch.
"I will obey whatever Sadam says," I replied in the affirmative.
***
Without realizing it, dusk has begun to rise to its bed, replacing the enthroned moon adorning the beautiful sky, since last night I still can't close my eyes, yes, I still haven't been able to sleep since last night, even
Sadam's kiss mark on my forehead can still feel as if it had just happened, I can feel both cheeks turning red when imagining those thick lips full of sensation landing on this forehead gently and a little longer. I hit my own head because unconsciously imagining that scene last night was really embarrassing. I have to make breakfast right away because this is my first morning as a wife that is recognized by my husband, Lord, I really never thought this day would come this soon and hopefully Tasya can accept existence as her honey.
"Yes, God, I hope everything goes well," I muttered to myself as I raised my hands in the air and rubbed this face. "Amen."
I washed the dirty dishes that I used to make breakfast, this morning I made chicken porridge because Liora asked me yesterday afternoon. I have also tasted the porridge, and it must be delicious because I always make food with love and sincerity. Tasya took Liora into the kitchen room, Liora wanted to walk towards me but Tasya immediately held her hand and rolled her eyes so that the little girl chose to sit at the dining table together with Tasya. I immediately turned my face away, unable to see the little girl being treated like that, but if I interfered, Tasya would be angry.
"Sifana, why are you still standing there?" I heard Sadam calling my name, I, who had been putting the cooking utensils in their original place, immediately looked at Sadam.
"Sadam, I'll just have breakfast later," I said, not wanting to make matters worse.
"Honey, Sifana is also my wife, so it's only fitting that from now on she joins us at this dinner table and I also hope that you will accept her in this house and not limit Liora's movements if you want to be close to Sifana." I could only bite my lower lip listening to Sadam's narrative just now, I glanced at Tasya who was still sitting relaxed in her current position.
"Are you starting to like him, honey?" Tasya asked Sadam and I held my breath for a moment waiting for Sadam's lips to open to answer.
"She is also my wife and I can only be fair to you both," Sadam's answer made both cheeks heat up as if the blush started to grace my cheeks again and again.
"In that case, I'll try to accept it," I really didn't expect that Tasya could easily accept all of this, even though usually she would speak harshly to me and wouldn't hesitate to give an intimidating look, but this time it was very different. Maybe this is a sign that God has answered my prayer.
I saw Sadam holding Tasya's hand that was on the table and then looking at her while saying, "Honey, did I not hear wrong just now?" I saw the look in Sadam's eyes asking for an answer.
"Yes honey you didn't hear wrong because for me as long as you are happy then I will be happy too."
"Mother father. Will Sifana be eating with us at this dinner table from now on?" the little girl immediately asked with great enthusiasm.
"Yes, now Liora calls Sifana by her nickname, just Mama Sifana because she is also the second wife, Papa," I frowned after
listening to Tasya say that to Liora. It's really not like Tasya, who usually changes her attitude 100%.
'I'm very happy and that's because of you, Sadam.'