There was something sensually beautiful about following Haruki's lead. It was as though he was certain without any atom of doubt that the man would lead him to the high he wanted, no to the height of pleasure the man knew he wanted and he would never be disappointed with.
He followed the man's lead even as Haruki raised his body from the chair and turned their body before pressing him against the kitchen island. He thought of what could happen between them on the large kitchen island.
Haruki pulled away his eyes glaring at Hiroshi as he took a step away from him.
Hiroshi who was busy imagining the many spicy things they could invent and explore even in the kitchen, snapped out of his thoughts when he saw the beautiful man that once held him close glaring at him.
He looked around as though searching what would have irritated Haruki. Haruki's frown only deepened before he took another step back as though concluding whatever would have happened next was not worth it.
"Are you done thinking?" Haruki asked his deep voice further deepening to show his anger.
"Yes . . . uh?" Hiroshi snapped out of his thoughts when he understood what Haruki meant by what he said.
"Get out," Haruki snapped as he turned to leave.
Hiroshi panicked at that moment. He could not understand why Haruki was displeased but he felt there was a valid reason for that and knowing he was the one behind it all, he could not bring himself to let go of the opportunity Haruki gave him, it was as though messing up this time would mean he would never get the chance to be with the man, to be the pillar he wanted to be to Haruki.
Without a second thought, he reached for Haruki's wrist and turned the man to face. The beauty of the face before him felt like none he had ever seen, none he would ever see, all he wanted at that moment was to kiss those lips until Haruki stopped glaring at him until maybe one day he would earn the chance to have the man look at him with love in those gorgeous eyes.
"Are you crazy?" Haruki asked coldly.
There was something in those eyes that reminded him of a well-sharpened knife, like the one that would have sent him to his grave on the morning of their first night together. It felt like a piece of ice sliding down his skin in a hot summer.
It was scary yet exciting, for the first time, he discovered that he might after all, have been a masochist because why did the thought of what that gaze could bring not force him out of the place rather he wanted to stay there for as long as he could.
"Hmm," he finally responded to Haruki's response with a dramatic nod as he pulled Haruki closer to him closing in the distance between them.
Haruki's lips lifted to form a dangerous smirk that drew Hiroshi in as he leaned and left a small kiss on Haruki's lips. He kissed his cheeks, then his chin before moving his lips to Haruki's neck as though marking every part of the beautiful human as his.
The manly intoxicating scent on the man's neck caused him to part his lips and suck on the skin. He heard Haruki exhale in satisfaction before letting out a muffled unstoppable moan.
Haruki pushed the man away from him hard enough to make him move but gentle enough to prevent hurting him. He looked into the man's light brown eyes that appeared darker in the lighting of the kitchen and shook his head in amusement.
"If you think about anything else when we are together, you might as well just go dig your grave in the mountains," Haruki warned a cold glint evident in his eyes.
Hiroshi felt deeply wronged at that point. His thoughts were all on what they were doing and what they could do together but it felt as though there was no way in the world he would be able to persuade Haruki so he nodded deeply.
"Get my tie," Haruki ordered without hesitation after seeing the man accept his warning.
Without a very response, the doctor turned and walked to the sofa. When he returned with the tie, Haruki had sat on the stool again as though all that happened a second ago never did.
"Tie yourself up. I will trust you to do a good job."
That order froze the doctor on his track. This was the first time he had ever received such an order from anyone. Why would he be the one to tie himself up, he expected Haruki to do it himself but knowing the man did not want him thinking about anything else, he began to tie his hands together while thinking of how to do it.
Haruki felt he might have lost his mind as he could not think of all he made up his mind to do anymore rather it was a bit reversed. He wanted the man to do them to him.
It felt both scary and overwhelming at that moment for him to think that as someone who had only topped all his life seemed to want something else with the man.
"Are you scared?" Haruki asked. That question was for himself as much as it was for Hiroshi. Concluding at that moment that a new type of fun was definitely not bad, he pulled the man to the sofa with him and pushed him on the bouncy sofa.
Knowing what Haruki intended to do, the doctor found himself panicking a bit and sat up in a hurry before Haruki joined him on the sofa.
"Do you have lube?" the doctor asked seriously despite the bulge that was evident under his trousers.
Haruki stopped and nodded. "Go get it."
With his hands still tied together, Hiroshi went to get the lube from where he knew it would be from that night. When he got back, he could not determine who would be top or bottom.
He returned to his former position on the large sofa and waited for Haruki to lead him. Noticing the doctor's discomfort caused by his tied hands made Haruki lean to him and lose his hands first and just when the doctor thought he was free, Haruki tied the hands in a more comfortable position.