"Can I hug you right now?" My eyes widened when she asked. "You are not answering, do I take that as a yes or a no?"
"Uhm...A yes."
She climbed in, getting on top of me and hugging me, it happened so swiftly. I could smell her perfume, I liked it.
"I didn't know how much a hug could make you feel relaxed, till you came by the other day. Thanks." I could hear her very clearly because her lips were just next to my ears as she spoke. I was glad my decision to go over to her apartment the other day wasn't stupid afterall.
"you're welcome."
"Is it weird if we cuddled, like right now?" She stopped hugging me and now it was just her sitting on me.
"I mean you are already on top of me." I said purposefully because I didn't know what to reply that question, but deep down I wanted that cuddle.
"I expected a fuck no, let's do it, but that works too." She smiled, getting off me and headed to Dylan's bed. I was about to ask her what she had in mind but didn't when I saw her pick up his two pillows and bring them to my bed. I adjusted to make space for her because my bed was a one person bed unlike hers.
After some shuffling of sheets, she finally laid down comfortably, she turned to face me, our face were so close to each other, I could feel her warm breath.
"The bed is too small for us both, let alone a cuddle." She said. I didn't know what to say, I liked the way we were, how close we had to be to fit in the bed, I could feel her legs over mine.
With no words from me, we just laid there, looking at each other. She suddenly got off the bed and ran to the bathroom, I went after her; worried. I walked in on her throwing up in the water closet. Her hair was going to fall in her face, so I quickly held it up. Just when I thought she was done, she began throwing up again.
"Are you okay?" I asked and she shook her head.
"Water." She requested and I got her some water from the sink, she poured half the cup in her mouth and gagged for some seconds before spitting her mouthful. I watched her flush the toilet and flip some of her hair backwards. She walked out of the bathroom looking weaker than before, I couldn't tell who was more sick between us.
"You alright now?" I thought I should ask again.
"Yeah. You should shower."
"I smell?" I felt a little ashamed but still managed to ask.
"Not really, but I was present when Dylan told the nurse that you were still in yesterday's night clothes and it was possible that you hadn't gotten out of bed all day." She looked at me from where she sat on my bed, with her not so big, not so small pretty eyes.
"Well.... I've been tired since I woke up." I went to the wardrobe and took out my clothes from my side of the wardrobe. "Doing your will, your majesty." I said walking into the bathroom, I could hear her laugh from the closed bathroom door. "You are not gonna leave right." I poked my head from the door to ask.
"No, I'm waiting." Satisfied with her reply I could shower in peace.
"You should have just undressed here, we've fucked before!" She said loudly so I could hear. I laughed even with my tooth brush in my mouth, not expecting her to say something like that.
"What are we? Married?", I repeated what she asked the first we kissed, I didn't hear her laugh and I knew it was a hell of a bad joke.
"No, we are not, you know what we we are? Two fucked up college students." I heard her chuckle loudly. "It's funny, you know you are sick and I'm pregnant which basically makes me like sick, so yeah, we are pretty fucked up."
I didn't say anything after her words, I didn't want to, I just didn't want to, so I turned on the shower and let it pour on my face first.
"I cried through the whole of last night, no good reason, I just felt real sad, not sad, I don't know what it was....I just couldn't sleep, so I started to cry." She was still talking. "The doctor at the hospital, he said it was caused by hormones, he said it was normal of I felt too much of a particular mood, like if I became extremely sad all of a sudden or felt extremely hungry and all of that." She stopped talking.
I sighed turning off the shower, I still didn't know how she was going to manage through classes and all she just told me about how it was normal for her pregnant self to be moody.
"Did you go to lectures today?" I asked drying with the towel.
"No." I expected that answer. "I was at the hospital longer than I thought I would be."
"Look Ann, we are gonna find a gynecologist for you and other stuff you said but you can't be missing classes." I came out of the bathroom still drying my hair.
"I'm not missing classes, it just this once." She defended.
"Yeah and before you know you are missing most of your classes."
"I know what I'm doing, I don't plan to start missing classes, I can handle it." She said with confidence in her eyes looking at me directly. I heard her sigh when she stopped looking at me and looked at the floor now, she seemed saddened.
"I didn't mean to..."
"I know." She looked back up. "Can you hurry up so we could cuddle?"
I didn't need to be told twice, I returned the towel to the bathroom and came back to meet her still sitting there in the bed.
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