My cousin Joe who was a final year student in my medical school came to visit me.
My brother Ansab said to Joe, "My sister didn't attempt suicide without any valid reason, you should inquire about it"
Joe agreed to do so.
After one week he came back to our house and said to Ansab
"I had a talk with Meesha's bestie Judy, she told me that Meesha loved a boy named Sol, but he rejected her, and she took such a big step"
They think I could not hear anything, but I can hear all their talks.
My brother sat beside my bed, hold my hand, and said:
Why Meesha? Why? Was Sol's love above from all of us?
Didn't you think even once about me, your brothers, your parents?
You should have told me Meesha!!! I would bring every happiness to you, my love.
My brother was crying like a baby.
He said "I loved you as my own daughter and look at you, you ruined your own life! Our life!
He was shocked to see my face; Tears were rolling on my cheeks. He called the doctor.
The doctor came and checked me.
Doc Frank said, "It is a good sign. It means she could hear us."
"You should send her to foreign for advanced treatment," Doc Frank said to my father.
He said to keep an eye on my reactions to various things and talk.
"Medical science is now so vast, You guys should hope for the best," said Dr
I learned a very big lesson after coming into this position.
My mother prayed for my recovery day and night.
I used to weep often abruptly because it was the only thing I could control.
I felt so bad for my family.
Why didn't I think about them? Their love?
I used to seek forgiveness from the Almighty.
One day I heard my brother's voice
"Look Meesha who is here, it is Sol your Sol."
I didn't give any reaction, they tried to look at my tears but there were no tears.
He went away.
Because
Now only tears came to my eyes,
When my father weeps after he watches me in a semi-dead position,
When my mother changes my diapers while crying,
When my brother used to talk to me for hours,
This was the time I came to know What is Love?
The love I was looking into Sol's eyes, I could not find that love.
I should rather find love in my family's eyes. That is real love.
Your family is your real love, who always stood by you no matter what happens.
I did not know about Sol's reality, it was yet to reveal to me.....