LEAM'S P. O. V
"Okay Leam… You can do this, Breathe... All you have to do is just pick up the phone and just apologize…Maybe ask him out for some drinks."
Nothing hectic… Thinking back to what brought him to the situation where by his having a conversations with himself, out loud. What brought him to this point in time where his contemplating the idea of him asking out the man he convinced himself he hates for years. Then it hit him, he remembered the two conversations that got him to this point.
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Okay. Now that all his anger long dissipated, Leam stands to face a new trail his long reigning stubbornness built on hurt. So much hurt he still couldn't find it in himself to face Jack, his secret life one side… He still left. It is in fact surprising he has less of a problem that a person can turn into a bigger, scarier version of a wolf. Than he does a person he loved, once abandoning his heart without as much as a reason, as to why he couldn't be with him. Leam sat on his bed applying transparent nail polish on his toes, thinking about everything and nothing when he saw his phone ring.
Kitty- 'Baby boy, you called...'
Leam did call her hours ago but she must have been busy studying. This is her final year so her school work and performance have to be submitted in by the end of this week. Her schedule is hectic, he would have understood if she called him back tomorrow or maybe when she is done with everything.
Leam- 'I think you were right… I wanted to tell you that I am going to try to be more understanding.'
In between the days that led to weeks, that is almost a month he didn't go to the strip club for… For two reasons, the first being the scene Jack made dragging him out of the club but is mostly the fact being there felt like he was wronging Jack. Weird right? Really this feeling is insane but he shook it off and to this day he is yet to set foot in that club. Thankfully he did not need to be physically present in the club to have a conversation with is favorite 'therapist'.
Their 'therapy' sessions continued although there were minor alterations to their agreement. There arrangements changed when he, as usual wanted to pay her but she refused instead asking for a favor. She is doing a report and needs to use his as a case, since I was her only patient of course his name and information he deems private will not be involved in that case study of whatever. Although he is not the case study just his deep rooted issues, he hopes she gets fantastic results so she can quit that busy job and pursue her dreams.
Kitty- 'That's excellent news… Trap him before any of these glorified bitches try to take him away from you.'
Leam- 'I am going to miss this, you... everything.'
It is sad really but if by some unrealistic chance he was to go back to being in an intimate relationship with Jack… his stupid possessiveness that he finds kinda enduring would protest them meeting, especially in that 'forsaken' place. The fact that she understands makes her one of the only girls in the universe that he likes as a girlfriend, it does not help he admires her fashion choices.
Kitty- 'This is not goodbye my dear friend, this is farewell. We will see each other again but me as your qualified psychiatrist.'
Leam- 'Until then, farewell.'
He dropped the phone and called his best friend for no reason than to talk about his relative.