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Chapter 2 - Jeddah Hides the Truth...

"Jeddah,my daughter why are you getting so skinny lately?you already lost weight,are you okay?"Jeddah's mother worried about her daughter's appearance,she is indeed a beautiful girl,but she used to be a cheerful person,she always make her mom and dad happy with her corny jokes but suddenly,her mother notice her stress looks,and her hair thinning also for no reason."Im okay mom, there's no need to worry"jeddah hugged her mother and kiss her on cheeks."beside,Im the happiest woman on earth because stephen proposed on me,and we are getting married next month,"that's when her mother relax seeing her daughter's sweet smile.

The most special day of his life is about to happen,waiting for his bride,Stephen's heart is beating so fast.their Wedding is held on a beach,Jeddah really likes beach that's why she choose it to be her Wedding Venue.at exactly 9:00Am,the bride finally came,wearing her beautiful long white gown,jeddah walks slowly on the aisle.Jeddah's parents are very emotional,her mother crying of too much happiness and her father hug her so tightly knowing her daughter is now a woman and will now create her own family.Stephen's happiness is also an understatement,he looks at his soon to be wife with full of excitement and amazement.they were just ordinary friends the time their path crossed.he admits that jeddah is his first and only love.He can't deny the fact that jeddah have a big heart,a kind thoughtful,loving and cheerful girlfriend,she is the source of his happiness,that's why he finally proposed and here she comes now...

"I know pronounced you husband and wife,you may now kiss your bride",saying this line Stephen's eye sparks with joy,he passionately kiss his most beautiful ex girlfriend,and now his lifetime partner in life,his one and only wife,Jeddah.The whole celebration goes smooth and the joy between both families is unexplainable.

Stephen's heartbeat got faster upon entering their room at one of the hotels in the beach,it is not the first time they will make love but it's always his favourite part,showing how intimate their love is every time they make love,but the last time he remembered they do it was four months ago,because Jeddah refuses to do so.it's not important anyway because he loves his girlfriend so much.Stephen got so excited because after months longing for Jeddah's love,now it's their turn and it's their honeymoon,together they will share each others love.

Kissing her on forehead,on her nose tip and finally kissing her on lips,suddenly intensifies Stephen's body.The Love and longing create so much feelings,he even feels his own arousal because he miss making love with Jeddah,now his wife.Jeddah on the other hand,felt so much happiness deep inside her,but her body feel so weak,she know she can't make Stephen happy with their honeymoon,she can feel her husband's desire but she can't stand for or simply can't do it,not this time,she love Stephen more than her life but how?she is now like a decaying leaves,her time is running out,how cruel her fate is,leaving her hopeless.her husband slowly undressing her,kissing her on neck,still unaware of what she was going through and just continued his moves on owning Jeddah on their honeymoon,but Jeddah doesn't feel anything,but pity,for herself and for her husband.tears suddenly fall from her eyes,Stephen notice her,"why babe?is there anything wrong?",confused with his wife's reaction Stephen then hug jeddah."it's okay,if you don't want to do it tonight,then let's just rest and do it the other day",those words coming from a loving and understanding husband was a relief.

The next day,Stephen prepared morning breakfast for his lovely wife."goodmorning wifey,i prepared all your favourite food",seeing how happy her husband is,Jeddah smiles so deeply"oh,it's good to see you smiling,how was your sleep?are you feeling tired from our wedding?well,no need to worry babe,from now on,i will be the one taking care of you,you know how much i love you babe,you are worth than my life".saying those line make Jeddah so much loved but hurting deep inside.she slowly got up and sit."babe,can you get me some mirror?"Jeddah's request confuses her husband."Yes babe I'll get it for you,are you worried about how beautiful you are?even if you don't look at the mirror,for me you are the most beautiful woman in this universe".Jeddah look at her husband smiling yet the sadness in her eyes is hiding.looking at her self in the mirror while combing her hair,stephen notice a heavy hairloss with his wife."are you okay",he then sit beside his wife and touches her hair and was shocked of its falling easily."are you hiding something from me?".then it was at that moment when Jeddah started crying,it was a painful cry,it did break Stephen's heart seeing how devastated his wife was.he hug her from behind,so tight that he was out of words but still managed to speak,even if it's hard because he can sense something's wrong with his wife."tell me everything I need to know,Im your husband,you are not supposed to hide me about what's bothering you".Jeddah sobs her head with stephens body,losing all her strength she still gather her remaining energy to tell the truth,"Im sorry,I hide this from you,I love you so much and I don't think telling you that I have a Cancer will help,I know it will just leave you unhappy and I don't want to see you miserable because of my terminal illness",saying this very hurtful lines broke every pieces of stephen's body,heart and soul.he doesn't know if he can accept this truth about his wife.he close his eyes hoping this was just a night mare he'll soon overcome.

After telling everything to Stephen,He then decided to Take Jeddah in the hospital after feeling discomfort,headache and vomiting hours after their Wedding.

Seeing her pale,weak and thin bodied wife lying in the hospital tear him apart,making stephen so worried,nervous and out of his mind.he punched the wall near him,cried silently,he didn't notice the blood from his hand.and suddenly he sits on the floor,hopeless,full of sorrow,his heart shattered into pieces.finally he can't stand the pain deep inside him,he cried out intensely.he taught of going at the roof top and just jumped so whatever happens,he can't feel the pain of seeing his wife dying with cancer.the doctor confronted him already,telling him Jeddah's organ had been into complications ever since she's been diagnosed with a rare stage 4 uterine cancer, the doctor also tells him that her body also rejects the blood transfusion because of weak immune system.she is currently facing serious medical condition and that her life is now less than 50 of 50/50% chance of life, that's why she is now in an Intensive Care Unit.before Jeddah was brought to the hospital,she had a heart to heart conversation with her husband despite feeling so weak she manage to tell him how much she love him and no matter what happens,he must remain strong for them.