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Chapter 5 - 5. Wrong relationship

I've never been good at readjusting. No, I fear change to death, but when it comes I do what it takes trying to adjust. Same hobbies, same friends and the home for my entire life can make adjusting into new things hard for me. I've never stepped out of my comfort zone or had to change. That might be the reason why I was too scared to break up with Floyd.

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Our relationship with Floyd wasn't perfect. Not at all. We fought all the time. I drove long distances for him, stayed long against my dad's will, and thanks for that I got yelled at. He thought that I was cheating. The problems started pretty early.

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First time Floyd came to my house for the night, I was so excited to introduce him to my parents. Everything went well, we had a lots of sex when we finally got to be alone. My parents left for work and we stayed at home. Fourteen times in one day, we really tried to do some kind of a record. Suddenly my phone rang. It was my mom. She said we were going to another city to say hi to some relatives. I didn't think anything of it because we went there all the time.

"Floyd should go home with the next bus. We're leaving as soon as we get home", mom said to me. I was a bit confused why he couldn't come with us, but he left home with the next bus. When my parents, Veronica and Miles came home they told me something outrageous.

"You can't be with Floyd anymore."

"Why?" I asked. I found out he had been talking about offering my dad drinks, and then one day putting mercury in his drink, so slowly his vital functions would stop. He talked about poisoning my dad, murdering him, and for what? Getting heritage. Floyd was stupid if he even thought that he would get anything. We had been together for two weeks for fuck's sake! He also had called me fat with his friends in front of me, but with a different language.

"Yea I'm with the fat one", he talked on the phone in front of me, and I had no idea. I didn't understand why you and Miles didn't tell me anything earlier. Why Max? Why didn't you tell me?

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I dumped him. I was so upset. My first relationship and it ended after two weeks? Maybe I didn't deserve a boyfriend. You came to spend the night at my house with Veronica and Miles. This wasn't the first time, and as usual you slept in my room. This time you also slept in my bed. I was so happy to have you. We talked for a while before we fell asleep. The bed was very small so we slept close to each other. In the middle of the night I woke up because it was hot in the room. I threw the blanket on the floor, and laid my back towards you. It wasn't enough. The upstairs was always hot in late spring or summer. I got up and opened the window. I went back to bed quietly, 'cause I didn't want to wake you up. You were still snoring, so I assumed you were asleep.

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Suddenly I felt your hand on my hips. I still thought that you were asleep, but your hand started to move. Up and down to my side getting all the way down to my ass. I froze again. I didn't know how to move. I was nervous. What if you actually were awake? I quickly got up and went to the bathroom downstairs. I looked at myself in the mirror. "What the hell is going on", I thought. I still had the biggest crush on you. Sometimes I felt bad for Floyd, because we still were together, but not at that moment. I left him and he deserved everything he got. I finally had a second chance with you Max. I still was assured that you were sleeping, so I went back upstairs quietly. I went to the window to get some more air and then back to bed. Again, I laid down my back towards you. In a few moments you did it again. You touched my side, my hips, my ass. You started to touch my pussy, and you started pulling my shorts down. I helped you. Now I knew for a fact you were awake.

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You started fingering me. I still hadn't moved at all. You were inside me. I grabbed your arm and felt your veins in my hand. As I lost my grip, my hand dropped behind my back and landed straight on your dick. Holy Saint Maria you were big. I wasn't expecting that even though I heard your size from Julia. I started to move my hand on your dick. "Is this wrong?" I thought. I still was quiet as a mouse. I felt you were about to put your cock in me, but you stopped.

"I can't", you suddenly said as you stopped and started getting dressed.

I was mortified. Was I that disgusting?

"You know, because of Floyd. He's still my best friend", you continued.

"Yeah me neither", I said pulling my shorts up. Bullshit, I could've done it anytime, anywhere, but I couldn't just say it. We got dressed and started watching tiktoks.

"Maybe we should keep this between us?" you suggested. I agreed.

"Yeah V and Miles would never let it go if they found out, they would haunt us to the grave haha", I said. We laughed and again, it was like nothing had happened. We talked, laughed, and nothing between us was awkward. Everything felt so easy at the moment.

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The next night I wrapped myself inside my blanket like a caterpillar. I didn't want to embarrass myself yet again. I didn't want you to feel like you were being pressured, so the whole night I slept like a caterpillar even though I was about to get a heatstroke. We slept under our blankets to keep our hands away from the game, but our heads were together, literally. Next day you left home and I felt peace at last. Was it final? Was I finally in love with him? At least I wasn't thinking of Floyd. As long as I had you Max, I didn't need Floyd.

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Floyd was a slippery sucker. I had blocked him everywhere including his phone number, but in the middle of the night he called me from a private number. I don't know why I answered to an unknown number, but I did and Floyd weaseled his way back to my heart. He explained that it was all just a dumb joke, and that he didn't mean any of it. I believed him. You were mad that we were back together. I never told Floyd anything from that one night, but suddenly he started to act overly protective and was super jealous of you. That might have been because he had been banned from our house, and you were at my place several times a week, even though you lived 15 miles away and had no car. Well you came with V and Miles, but still, you came.

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Floyd's jealousy started getting over the top. He started accusing me of cheating on him. Of course I felt offended, but mostly I was freaking out. Did someone tell him about that night? Did you tell him? I asked you about it, but you said you didn't.

One night it was a close call. V and Miles were fighting, as usual and I got between them verbally. I yelled at Miles,

"You don't touch her, you don't throw stuff and you can't accuse her for something she didn't do!"

"Oh yea. What if your boyfriend knew what happened in your house huh?" Miles replayed yelling at me. How did he know? Well I knew how he knew, but still. It wasn't fair to pull personal stuff on a fight that had nothing to do with it. Floyd was laying on the couch next to me. He got so mad. This didn't help our problems at all. I quickly went quiet. I didn't say a word to Miles anymore.

"That's what I thought", he continued. Floyd kept asking what he meant, but I kept saying it's nothing. I knew that our relationship was over if he found out, so I kept quiet. He was mad at me for a couple days, but then he forgot about it. Couple things changed. You couldn't sleep in my room any more, or us two in the same room at all.

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I don't know how V and Miles can stand each other when they fight almost every day. Miles is constantly accusing Veronica of cheating. It's one thing they fight, but another thing is how they fight. They yell, they throw stuff and they hit each other. Usually it's Miles who hits her. I don't dare to go between them. V says it's ok and she doesn't need my help, it's between them, but I still have to stand by and watch Miles throw stuff I know my mom or dad or grandma has bought for V. I'm not a materialistic bitch, but throwing and breaking our things is not ok. I remember being on Face Time with Floyd, when I started to hear yelling. He asked me what's going on, but wasn't surprised when I said that V and Miles were fighting again.

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The yelling kept getting louder and louder to the point I knew Miles was going to start throwing stuff. I was with them a lot, I had seen it all. Suddenly I remembered half of my pizza was still in the apartment's small kitchen. I ran out of the bedroom to save my only food for the weekend, but as soon as I opened the door the pizza was flying right past me from the kitchen to the bathroom where V was standing. The pizza flew into her eye making a scratch, so I took a step back and closed the door. Few moments later I went to the bathroom and started to hear someone yelling in pain. When I got out I saw Miles laying on the floor saying that V kicked him in the balls.I went back to the bedroom. There's no way I wanted to be in the middle of this, again. As soon as he could get up he hit V in the temple with his fist. V obviously started crying from pain. Then I got out of the room. Miles left with a bottle of rum and I stayed with Veronica holding her head when there was blood coming from her ear.

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Making it even worse, he came back an hour later with only a few drops left in the rum bottle. Turned out he was faking to be drunk and he poured the rum into a bush outside. He kept acting for half an hour making me and V super scared and suddenly he just stopped and started laughing. This was not ok. He was not ok. This wasn't the first time they fought like this, and certainly not the last.