Detrissa's Pov
When he carried me up i was so flustered , i know he didn't know where he put his hands but his hands were on my boobies and the way he held me was doing more harm than good cause i could feel the sexual tension rising , i had been waiting for this moment for a log time and when i heard what my human friends told me about their boyfriends and the s*x they had, i couldn't help but imagine how it would feel when my mate does that to me ; they had asked me several times why i haven't had s*x yet but i always said that i was too busy not that it was lie but it was partially true as i had been keeping myself for my mate but now that the time had come . I felt really unprepared , i know it's just my insecurities speaking but i can't help but feel that way and the next thing i could think of to break the tension was to say something stupid , i panicked and said this to my mate :
' you can put me down now , am okay , i want to use the bathroom now so if you would please excuse me or else i would do it in your face '. He dropped me down immediately while staring at me with an amused look . I cursed myself as i quickly ran to the bedroom ' of all things to say detris i just had to say i would pee in his face , now he would think of you as a disgusting little brat ?' . I know it's just my emotions getting the best of me but i really want to impress and make him know that i was worth the wait . I don't know how he would react when he sees my body, i feel so ugly beneath and what if he sees me and wants nothing to do with me , am just so scared right now.
I peeped through the window and realised that he had a smirk on his face but i can't help it, i just don't want him to look down on me or think am cheap , ' you and i both know that he isn't like that , i mean the boy was staring at you with puppy dog eyes when he realised you are his mate' bi said.
' I know bi but what if he has changed and doesn't want me anymore after he has gotten what he wants ? '
' i know it won't be like that but if it is we would go clubbing and dress sexy to show him what he's missing' she said.
' Thanks bi , you really know how to cheer me up when you feel like' i said
' c'mon girl , you know i gat your stubborn a** now stop being down go get our mate, make sure to mark him tonight or i won't forgive you ' she replied
' Alright , i know you were going to insult me too this moment was too good to be true' ,
wait a minute , bi how did you get here, the last time i checked you were back in the human realm , don't tell me you saw everything in his office' ; did you follow me through the portal ? '
' Think what about whatever makes you happy as far as it makes you sleep at night now bye b**ch , the moon goddess doesn't pay me enough for all your nonsense ' she said as she disappeared by flicking her wrist , i rolled my eyes at knowing she just likes to be dramatic.
Not that I have totally let bi off the hook but I would get back to her later I have more important matters to deal with like how to mark my mate , wow even saying it makes me drool .
Thanks to bi , i got my confidence back so i flicked my wrists and opened the portal and got a s*xy 2 piece lingerie from my wardrobe and got ready to surprise him , I peaked through the door and saw him on the phone attending to some calls . I opened the door and once I did, he stared at me with hungry eyes and dropped his phone on the floor .
I did a cat walk to where he was and removed the robe I was wearing and he got up about to touch me but decided against it asceive trying to get my permission when he said : ' Baby can I ? ' .... , I like the fact that he wanted to get my consent first but he doesn't need to ask tho , I expected him to just rip the lingerie off me .