Detrissa's Pov
As I walked to my room , I couldn't hold back my tears , I was told that finding a mate was one of the most beautiful things that happened to a werewolf. Why did mine go wrong - i said to my self with what was left of my dignity . " Was I really that bad that he found me unattractive ? , Why didn't he want to touch me " .
I always watched my weight and went to the gym
in the human realm so that I wouldn't add too much weight or my mate wouldn't think am not curvy . I made various decisions such as dieting to look good both for myself and for him . I just couldn't understand why he said those things .
" You know your outfit isn't exactly welcoming "
Mo said .
"Finally , the Queen of the hour decided to show up after our mate finished insulting us " I replied
" Nah , he insulted you not me , conri is in love with me , we went to amesa together " she said
" oh well , lucky you " I replied
" So how are we going to fix your dress sense to make you look attractive for our mate " she said
I looked down at what I was wearing , I wore a black tank top with a beige pleated skirt , at least that was what I was wearing before he tore it up .
" There is nothing wrong with am wearing at least what I was wearing " I said
" Your tank top looks lyk a kitchen rag and the skirt looks bad " she replied
" well , how was I supposed to know he would just show up unannounced " I replied
" Hmmm , but next time , even if it's to your college always look hot and s*xy so he won't be able to resist us " she said
" Alright, I would try " I replied as I changed to a nude color joggers and a baggy t-shirt, I just jumped into the bed to sleep , I was making bacon and eggs when Jason came in , I lost my appetite after everything .
"if only he was calm enough to listen to what I had to say , the only reason why I acted that way was because he refused to go all the way with me the previous night so I felt rejected , vulnerable , ashamed , naked that I could show someone I barely know all my weaknesses , Mo ."
" I know how you feel but the way you went about it was wrong and you know it , can you apologise to him tomorrow " Mo said
" To him ? , he bodyshamed me and called me unattractive , that was really insensitive considering the fact that was the first I had shown any man that part of my body " I replied
" yes boo , but you still need to be the bigger person as the alpha of our pack and his future luna , you need to be submissive" . Mo said
" Alright , I will do this for us " I replied
" Tomorrow morning , you can go to the house across the street that's where he lives " Mo said
" How do you know that Mo ? " I asked
" conri told me " Mo answered
I know I shouldn't be jealous but I really feel jealous of Mo and conri's bond , I wish Jason and I could be like that , the thing is that one moment he's hot and the next he's cold , I just don't what to do or how to approach him , I would just follow Mo's advice and if it doesn't work out , I would give him a piece of my mind . I said to myself .
' Good night Mo ' I said
' Good night boo ' she replied ...
To be continued .