In a cheap apartment in the suburbs of Widney city, Ellen was banging on the apartment door from outside. She looked nervous as she knocked on the door.
"Tasha! I know you're in there! Don't run away! How long are you going to be like this? Why are you hiding? Phillips is already happy in heaven. You should be happy too!" shrieked Ellen from outside.
Since Phillips' death, Natasha has never been seen. Ellen often visited in the early days after the body was buried, because of her busy schedule at the office, Ellen had to let Natasha. She didn't want to leave the apartment. Natasha didn't even go to work. The girl slumped and did not want to see the world again.
"Let's just break the door down!" A burly man named Bobby Sanders came up with an idea. He's also Philips and Natasha's comrade from the city of Surgoch city. "We've been here an hour and no answer from her."
Ellen looked doubtful, and it was true. This place is not a luxury apartment. But it's not good to break down someone else's apartment door.
"Ellen!" Bobby insisted. They could barely contact Ellen anymore. Natasha had tried several times to end her life; they were afraid it would happen again this time.
Ellen nodded. The girl immediately looked for something in her bag. A hairpin she used to use for her hair.
"What is that for?" Bobby asked. He was confused about why Ellen took the hairpin.
"Shut up. I often see this in dramas," said Ellen. She immediately put the hair clip into the lock. Ellen's lips seemed to be moving as if she was trying to force open the keys to Natasha's apartment. "How is this?" Ellen grunted.
"You can do it, can't you?" Bobby asked.
"Shut up! If you have time to ask questions. You better use your head!" Ellen scolded Bobby until the man shut his mouth.
The door to Natasha's apartment was unlocked in less than ten minutes. Bobby is surprised by Ellen's success.
"You really did it?" said Bobby.
Ellen ignored Bobby. She immediately went in to see Natasha's condition. Inside the apartment, it was so dark. None of the lights were turned on.
"Tasha!" Ellen grunted. She quickly found the light switch and turned it on. The lights just came on. Suddenly Bobby shouted. He ran to the floor.
"Tasha! Tasha!" shouted Bobby.
Ellen's eyes widened when she saw her best friend lying on the floor in a really apprehensive condition.
***
Natasha is lying in the hospital. The girl fainted from not eating for days and lost her will to live.
"How is this?" mumbled Ellen. She looked confused as she looked at Natasha.
Bobby also looked at Natasha with concern. He still remembers clearly when Natasha smiled happily because she would marry Philips, but now everything has turned to pain.
"How did Natasha raise the child in her womb?" mumbled Bobby.
Is Natasha pregnant? Yes, the girl is pregnant. That's what causes her condition to weaken. Plus, she's depressed and doesn't want to eat, either.
"What should we do now?" asked Ellen.
"We have to take care of her. It can't be helped. There's no way we can let Natasha raise her own child," replied Bobby.
That night Ellen and Bobby stay at the hospital. Natasha has no one in Widney. Natasha's condition is no different from Philips's. Natasha lives with her grandmother, who is a fisherman in Surgoch. But Natasha doesn't know where her parents are either. The grandmother did not know about Natasha's life in the city. Even at the wedding, her grandmother came but had not been informed of Phillips' death.
In the middle of the night, Natasha woke up from her sleep. She saw Ellen and Bobby sleeping on the couch in an awkward position. Natasha sighed as if annoyed that she was still conscious. Even though she wanted to follow her lover to heaven.
Silently, Natasha removed the IV tube from her right hand. It hurts. She wants to complain, but Natasha didn't want to wake her two best friends. After successfully removing the IV needle in her hand, Natasha came out of the inpatient room. She wandered towards the top floor of this hospital building.
Arriving at the very top of the building, Natasha walked to the edge of the building. There is a parapet and also a safety iron. Natasha held the iron and looked down. The girl was horrified to see the hustle and bustle of Widney city from the top of the building. There was fear in her mind, but Natasha's mind was out of her mind. The girl didn't want to think about the world anymore.
At that time, two men sneaked onto the rooftop of the building. They turned out to be Christian and Jonas.
"Chris, if your mother finds out, she will be furious. You are not fully recovered," said Jonas. He warns Christian because the man took him out of the room without anyone knowing.
"Jonas, come on. I'm so bored in my room. Aren't you bored...." Christian isn't finished talking until Jonas suddenly runs toward the edge of the building. "Jonas, what are you doing!" shrieked Christian.
Christian is chasing Jonas. He is surprised to see a woman standing on the edge of the building as if to jump down.
"Hey! What are you doing, Miss!" shouted Christian.
Jonas turns and asks Christian to be quiet with his index finger pressed to his lips.
"Hey, what?" said Christian.
Christian looks at Jonas and the woman. But like a woman, she's not afraid of the action. "Don't come any closer! I won't hesitate to jump!" screamed the woman, who turned out to be Natasha.
"Hey! Hey! Hey! Miss!" Christian screams. Likewise with Jonas. He even dared to approach Natasha slowly.
"Why do you want to jump? If you jump, will people care about you? They still won't care. You better get on with your life," Christian says. The man was reckless when he spoke. But he didn't mean anything wrong.
"Hey!" Natasha smirked. "I don't care about what other people say. All I want right now is to get out of here!" said Natasha. For her, the future has disappeared. And now she just wanted to meet Phillips, her lover.
Christian could clearly see the desperation in Natasha's eyes. Christian doesn't know why, but his new three-month-old heart beats so fast when he sees Natasha. Christian is not in pain. But it feels so weird.